On the way back, I was thinking about what I could do to be considered "the one who got him".

After my life stabilized in the past two years, I also thought about how to deal with and improve the relationship between me and Zhou Huaiyan, for which I learned a lot of experience, but unfortunately, even if I read the whole book, I did not find a similar script to me, even if it is the most common "persecution" script, it is not a simple reversal of the gender of the male.

I am weak, Zhou Huaiyan will not listen to me, and sure enough, my voice fell, after he understood what I meant, his face first showed a disgusted expression, and then he scolded: "Gu Wanqing, you have a sick brain, right?"

In fact, I know that the disparity in the strength of men and women is one thing, and the more important thing is that the physiological differences between men and women determine that I cannot take the initiative in this matter, I have thought about Zhou Huaiyan for so many years, after we got married, I have the right to protect me legally, of course I fantasized about blending with Zhou Huaiyan, but the last painful experience told me that if a man wants to, he can kill you with this matter.

So I actually didn't dare to really do anything to Zhou Huaiyan, in fact, I was afraid that he would really do something to me, I was pregnant with a child now, it was even more impossible, so I could only feast my eyes on "the person who got him".

But that's enough, I didn't see anything last time when the light was blind, and for so many years, I really haven't seen any other parts of his body except for his face.

Thinking about it this way, I also looked forward to it, and I didn't say anything about his scolding, just supported my arms and made a waiting posture.

"Neurotic!" Zhou Huaiyan scolded at the end, and then walked to the door.

Don't want to do it and want to go straight away?

"You can go," I raised my voice a little so that Zhou Huaiyan could hear clearly, "but you should know what I will do to Gu Wanxin and your parents." ”

Zhou Huaiyan really stopped.

When he turned to face me, he was even more furious: "Gu Wanqing!"

I smiled and said, "If you think about it, I've always been too kind to you, because I want you to fall in love with me, but if you don't want to fall in love with me, it's okay for you to hate me." ”

"Kindness?" Zhou Huaiyan sneered and said, "When did you become merciful to me?" And you just said a few days ago that you don't want me to hate you anymore, and now you say that it's okay for me to hate you-Gu Wanqing, what you said you want me to fall in love with you, just for a few days?"

Zhou Huaiyan's words really reminded me, I did tell him that I didn't want him to hate me more, and after thinking about it, it was indeed less than a few days.

It's only been a few days, but why do I feel like it's been a long time?

As soon as Zhou Huaiyan said this, I suddenly felt that it seemed a little bad for me to have no perseverance like this.

"So you mean that as long as I work hard, you'll fall in love with me?"

I asked him, and to my surprise, his face froze.

I laughed, and now I also understand that it is actually difficult to fall in love with someone, the more deliberate it is, the more difficult it is, and it is not impossible to fall in love over time, but it is mixed with too many habits in it, and it is not really liked, only love at first sight, before you have not understood everything about this person and is taken away from your mind, it can be regarded as a real like.

But as Li Mingfei said, where is there so much, many men and women in the world just rely on a little "good feeling" to get along, once the good feeling is consumed by time, it is time to see each other again.

"That's it," I don't want to embarrass Zhou Huaiyan, when I force him to marry me, it is destined to be my one-man show, so I will try to satisfy myself, so I said: "Today's matter, you at least give me something in return." ”

"What return?"

"No matter how I say it today, I also spent a lot of money for Gu Wanxin, and I also have to deal with Li Mingfei's man, these are all things I helped you do, at least you have to give me some benefits. ”

Zhou Huaiyan's appearance became vigilant, I was a little funny, he didn't want to take it off in front of me, of course I knew that it hurt his self-esteem a little, and it was indeed very insulting, but other than that, what advantage could I take from him?

I thought for a moment and beckoned to him, "Come here." ”

Zhou Huaiyan still stood vigilantly in place, I couldn't help laughing, and said, "Don't worry, if you don't do anything to you, you come and hug me, even if it is a benefit for me." ”

As soon as I said this, Zhou Huaiyan let down his vigilance and walked towards me.

And I found out that I was just a paper tiger, and I wanted him to do good, but when he came to me, I found that he was so much taller than me, and his chest was wider than I thought, and I didn't know what to do for a while.

But Zhou Huaiyan was only there like a pestle like a stone, fortunately he was taller than me, I couldn't see his eyes now, but he must be very indifferent.

I pulled the corners of my mouth, and finally decided not to treat myself badly, and reached out to wrap my hand around his waist, and when I leaned up, I found that the size was just right, and it was very reassuring to lean on.

It was like this for a while, and I also felt a little weirdly quiet, and Zhou Huaiyan probably wanted to wait for me to stay by myself until I was satisfied with myself and came out, so I didn't do anything.

I don't know how long it took, but I gradually felt that this hug was full of sadness, so I stopped leaning on, took a step back, and said, "Okay, you can go." ”

I didn't dare to look at Zhou Huaiyan's face at all, it must be full of ridicule and banter, I don't want to see it, I am embarrassed enough today, so I directly issued an eviction order, Zhou Huaiyan definitely didn't want to keep it anyway, so I didn't care about him, and turned around and went upstairs directly.

I don't know when Zhou Huaiyan left, anyway, when I went downstairs in the afternoon, the servants were already busy in the kitchen. When I came down, the servant came and told me what I was going to eat tonight.

When I heard that they were all dishes that I liked to eat, I felt better.

However, thinking back to this morning's events, I still feel depressed, and I don't even want to see Zhou Huaiyan again.

So I didn't go to the company in the next few days, and I heard Zheng Yuanqiao report that he was working hard these days, but for me, it didn't make sense.

However, I still asked Zheng Yuanqiao to arrange some irrelevant work for Zhou Huaiyan, just don't let him come into contact with the company's core secrets.

Zheng Yuanqiao naturally agreed, and I was relieved that he would do things, so he didn't say anything anymore.

"What's wrong? are you still in trouble?" After reporting his work, Zheng Yuanqiao didn't leave, and I thought he had something else to do.

"Have you been arguing lately? You haven't been to the office for the past few days. ”

Quarrel? Zheng Yuanqiao's words shocked me, can I still quarrel between me and Zhou Huaiyan? It's just that I suddenly feel that I can't raise my head in front of him.

I didn't feel it when I just thought that he liked him, but after I really tried it, I found out that it was so humble and humble to love someone, how could I get his like.

"No," I said, "it's just that I'm a little tired these days, and you've worked hard to solve the company's affairs." At the end of the year, I will give you a big red envelope. "Finally, I said that I think other bosses treat their subordinates like this.

And Zheng Yuanqiao also smiled shyly and said, "Got it." ”

Zheng Yuanqiao's carefulness and thoughtfulness far exceeded my imagination, and the next day he asked his assistant to send a ticket to a hot spring, and said that soaking in the hot spring has the effect of eliminating fatigue.

I'm mentally tired, not physically tired, and I feel pitiful when I think about going to a crowded place alone, as if everyone else in this world is accompanied by someone except myself.

I stayed at home for a few days, it seems that only home is the best, Zheng Yuanqiao probably felt that it was troublesome to always go back and forth between my home and the company like this, so he told me one day that Zhou Huaiyan's department planned to hold a welcome party for him, and Zhou Huaiyan's identity was made public in the company, even if it was to please me as a boss, they would hold a grand welcome party.

In this way, I also have to come forward, otherwise it will signal to the whole company that Zhou Huaiyan and I have a bad relationship.

Although this is not a secret, it is not the same as letting people in the upper circle know about it and letting everyone in the whole company know, if even one of Gu's most ordinary employees knows that Zhou Huaiyan doesn't like me, and he is purely coerced by me to be with me, then it will really be a shame to lose face to grandma's house.

But even if I come forward, Zhou Huaiyan may not cooperate with me, and if I throw my face again, then I will be even more embarrassed.

At this time, I regretted a little that I was too impulsive to let Zhou Huaiyan into the company in the first place.

But even for the very small possibility, I still found Zhou Huaiyan first and asked him what he thought about it.

I haven't seen him for a few days, Zhou Huaiyan naturally hasn't changed, seeing his face, I have to admit that my heart is still moved, and in fact, when he walked into the café, the women in the café turned their faces towards him.

"How about making an appointment here. Zhou Huaiyan asked as soon as he sat down.

Indeed, I want to talk to him, I can choose anywhere, company, home, I can find a lot of places, private and hidden, but what I don't want is this, and I thought Zhou Huaiyan could understand my intentions.

"Isn't this afraid that you will be uncomfortable," I said softly, but Zhou Huaiyan still visibly stiffened, probably remembering something.

I laughed and continued, "I heard Zheng Yuanqiao say that your department is going to hold a welcome party for you, what are you going to do?"

"What should I do," Zhou Huaiyan didn't understand what I meant, and said, "You want me not to go?"

It's impossible not to go, and the person who brought him into the company with a lot of fanfare in the first place is me, and it's even more suspicious if I didn't even let him go to the welcome party.

But if I go, he can't pretend to be in love with me, and the experience of the last time also told me that I am not a person who can still change his face in the face of Zhou Huaiyan's contact, and when the time comes, my face will be red, and I don't want everyone to visit.

When I think about it back and forth, I can't help but feel funny, I used to think about how to declare my sovereignty over Zhou Huaiyan domineeringly, and I felt that it didn't matter if I was laughed at, but now I also know that doing this will only make Zhou Huaiyan hate me more, and I only have to lose face, so it's better not to do it.

"What do you mean, just say what you want to say," and seeing that I kept spitting and spitting, Zhou Huaiyan was also anxious, he frowned and said, "When did you not even dare to say what you wanted to say?"

Zhou Huaiyan's words woke me up, indeed, I am a little like myself these days, now that I think about it carefully, I still can't tell where the reason for my depression is in the past few days, it's not a big deal to think about it, but I just can't cheer up a little now.

Maybe I'm not as strong as they think I am.

I smiled and said, "Of course you don't understand what I'm worried about, in fact, I also regret taking you to the company a little now, it doesn't matter if you don't like me, but it's different to let everyone know, I don't want to be pitied by my employees." ”

Yes, I'm afraid of losing face, to put it bluntly, I'm still afraid that someone will think I'm pitiful, I've been pitiful enough, when my mother died, they pitied me for being without my mother, when my grandfather died, they pitied me for being without my grandfather, indeed, compared to ordinary ordinary people, I was indeed a little worse than their fate, but those words and eyes were of no use to me, they only made me feel like a man.

"Heh......" understood what I was worried about, Zhou Huaiyan did not sympathize with me, but chuckled lightly and said, "Why did you go earlier." ”

I was not surprised by Zhou Huaiyan's attitude, so I only said: "So I plan to ask Zheng Yuanqiao to inform the company, saying that you plan to study abroad and cannot continue to work in the company." ”

"What did you say?"

This is tantamount to driving Zhou Huaiyan out of the company, he just went to work for a few days, I asked him to leave, he was naturally unhappy, his voice was a little loud, attracting other people to look sideways.

Zhou Huaiyan had to restrain his attitude.

I pulled the corners of my mouth, this is the benefit of being in public, at least Zhou Huaiyan won't get angry at me.

"That's it, you should be aware of it anyway, I didn't plan to work for you, I just wanted to satisfy my idea that I could see you every day, and it would be just a waste of your precious time to continue like this, I think you should be willing too. ”

Zhou Huaiyan was right by me, so he didn't speak for a while, only frowned and looked at me, I was not used to his gaze, so I lowered my head and took a shallow sip of the drink.

"So you don't want to see me anymore?" Suddenly, Zhou Huaiyan said with coldness in his voice, "This is what you like?"

Zhou Huaiyan's sudden words made me stunned, and it made me even more confused, I just didn't want him to continue to stay in the company, why did it become my liking and not worth mentioning?

I didn't expect that in the end, Zhou Huaiyan would doubt my liking for him.

At this time, I regretted choosing a public place like a café, and I could still brazenly say that I liked him when the two of us were alone, but in such a public place, I couldn't open my mouth.

But Zhou Huaiyan just stared at me tightly, as if waiting for my answer.

"And what do you want?" I whispered to him, "Do you still want to continue working in the company?"

Zhou Huaiyan definitely didn't want to do this, because after I said this, he also looked reluctant, and I also felt strange, obviously I said this for his sake, why didn't he want to.

"Why haven't you come to the company these days?"

Zhou Huaiyan didn't answer my question, but asked me.

Zhou Huaiyan was able to notice that I didn't go to the company, I don't know if I should be happy about this, but when it comes to the reason, even I feel ashamed, but Zhou Huaiyan doesn't feel anything, which makes me feel even more embarrassed.

"Nothing," I said, not wanting to answer him, "I'm lazy." ”

Zhou Huaiyan snorted lightly, as if disdainfully, "It's like your style." ”

I smiled, I didn't want to explain too much, anyway, in his eyes, I was a straw bag, and I really didn't work hard to manage the company, it was Zheng Yuanqiao who reported to me every day out of work needs.

And Zhou Huaiyan had no intention of speaking again after this, so he sat opposite me.

It was the first time I noticed that sitting at such a close distance was the first time, but at this time I had no idea of continuing to observe him, and sitting with him like this made me blush and embarrassed.

"Okay," I wanted to end the meeting with him as soon as possible, so I brought up what I had just done again, "I still do what I said, anyway, you haven't been there for a few days, and there should be nothing to pack, so from tomorrow, you don't want to go to the company." ”

With that, I picked up the bag next to me and was about to get up and leave.

"When did I agree?" But just as I was about to leave, Zhou Huaiyan said again.

His repeated refusal made me frown a little unhappily, these days after "work", Zhou Huaiyan is not unaware of his work content, and should also know that he is the object of exclusion, but now he still insists on staying and working, definitely not because he likes this job, I think it is more because he wants to work against me.

"Then what do you want?" In this way, I also have a little temper, just to let people know that it is not compatible, but in fact, it is not without other options, I originally did not want to force him to embarrass him again, but if he toasts and does not eat and drink, I do not plan to save face for him again.

"It's just a welcome party, why are you so nervous? Besides, I didn't say I wouldn't let you come, just come if you want?"

Zhou Huaiyan still didn't know where my worries were, I closed my eyes, and was just about to explain again, when Zhou Huaiyan interrupted me and said, "Of course, if you are really afraid of losing face, I can't cooperate with you." ”

Cooperate with me? Zhou Huaiyan paused when he said this, did he mean to cooperate with me and pretend to be affectionate?

It sounds a little pretty, but I still think it's too dangerous.

If he goes back on his word, I can't stop him.

"You don't have to worry about me lying to you, Wanxin and my parents are in your hands, what else do you have to worry about?"