53. Time flies, may you still be the same as before
The dining table is steaming, the sky outside the window has turned black, the surrounding shops are lit up, there are people in a hurry on the sidewalk, and there are students walking on the road with schoolbags on their backs, of course, there are also couples holding hands, but the most are groups of girls, they hold each other's arms, talking and laughing, false smiles on their faces, showing their thighs in the already sub-zero temperature, I remember that it seems to be a long time ago, there is a post that reads like this.
"A woman's friendship is a small era if it is played well, and if it is not played well, it will be the legend of Zhen Huan. ”
Now on the surface, they are snuggling up to each other, good as a person, but this kind of goodness will only exist now, their friendship is as brittle as a piece of paper, it can't withstand a little wind and grass, and it will soon fall apart under the impact of external forces.
This is also a problem in today's society, as long as there is no interest involved, you two are good buddies, but once you encounter interests, they will be like enemies, "biting" each other endlessly.
There has never been any real friendship in this world, and there is no real enemy, as long as you don't touch your own "cake", no one will care about anyone.
If there is really a relationship in the world that does not involve interests and does not exist intrigue, then Ming Yan thinks that it must be the kind of relationship between himself and Quan Yuli, no matter what others say, Ming Yan and Quan Yuli are like they have known each other for many years, she understands him, and he understands her.
On the other hand, the relationship between Ming Yan and Li Zhien is very confusing, both of them have each other in their hearts, but everyone will feel that they have not yet reached that kind of relationship, so they will get along like this, both of them seem to be waiting, waiting for the thing that can promote the relationship between the two, that thing no one knows what it is, but everyone knows that there is that thing.
Li Zhien has actually been very weak in front of Ming Yan, she regrets it, why did she say that to Ming Yan in a hot pot restaurant a few months ago, if she didn't say anything at that time, would it be another ending now?
Li Zhien doesn't like Ming Yan and Quan Yuli to stay together, although she has asked Ming Yan if they are not that kind of relationship, but Li Zhien is still afraid sometimes, afraid that one day Ming Yan will really leave him.
Li Zhien thought about how he felt about Ming Yan when no one was around, was it a kind of gratitude? But after this period of contact, Li Zhien was very sure that he had another feeling for Ming Yan besides gratitude, thinking of this, Li Zhien couldn't give herself a slap, she still remembered what she said in front of Liu Renna a few months ago.
Li Zhien admitted that she seemed to have become very annoying, at the beginning of the initiative of Ming Yan, turned a blind eye or cruelly refused, but now after her understanding of Ming Yan, she found that she regretted it, she is really disgusted with herself sometimes, but there is no way, the heart has moved, Li Zhien will not let go, disgusting is disgusting, anyway, I am a scheming girl.
She doesn't know what Ming Yan thinks now, whether she still likes herself, Li Zhien will guess every day, but she is a human being, how can she guess Ming Yan's inner thoughts, this fool is too, do you like me now, you can give a response, so I am so tired every day to guess your thoughts.
Although Li Zhien is not sure how much he likes him now, if he confesses to himself again, I will not refuse.
A few days ago, Ming Yan said that it was impossible for him to confess for the second time, and thinking of this, Li Zhien's heart couldn't help but be clouded with a layer of haze.
Ming Yan usually thinks back to why he chose to confess before, he doesn't understand himself at that time, he knows everything with his ass, how can he succeed, and he shamelessly told Quan Yuli that he believes in miracles.
Ming Yan actually didn't like the word miracle, because this time there was another meaning that there was no way.
Why do you think you can't do it?
Maybe it was too embarrassing when the two met for the first time, and Ming Yan's trouble happened to be in the water at that time, so there would be a later confession.
Ming Yan can only think like this, because there is no reason to be like this.
Originally, after this incident, Ming Yan had already consciously wanted to forget Li Zhien, but who would have thought that Li Zhien would later break into his life.
He admitted that he was moved, but he didn't dare to confess, Li Zhien said last time that she only liked herself a little bit, Ming Yan wasn't sure how much this point was, whether it was enough to confess himself, if it was still like last time, then he really couldn't be friends.
It's very strange, Ming Yan is really very tolerant of Li Zhien, every time Li Zhien asks Ming Yan a question, whether he wants to answer it or not, he will tell Li Zhien one by one, if the reason is that she may be Li Zhien, the girl who said that she would never lie to herself.
There are some things, obviously both of them understand, but they don't say it, Ming Yan's temperament is the kind of person who is not impatient when encountering things, but only when he meets Li Zhien, he will be confused.
Several times he wanted to say something impulsively, but every time he drew it, he just... didn't dare to say it, every time she would turn what she didn't say into a hug, this may be Ming Yan's biggest presumptuous in front of her.
Li Zhien remembered the first time Ming Yan hugged himself in the snow, it was very snowy that day, and Li Zhien felt Ming Yan's chest, not strong, but very warm, which made people feel inexplicably relieved.
Li Zhien enjoys spending time with Ming Yan, and every time she is with Ming Yan, she is always the most real and relaxed.
After debuting for so many years, she has been in front of the camera every day, with her own personality, which is really hard, she has never torn off her personality in front of outsiders for so many years, but only in front of Ming Yan, she is the most real, like is like, hate is hate.
After all, this man told Li Zhien when she was very young, "Personality is the protective color of your entertainment industry, but you must never forget the truest side of yourself, because there is always someone who will understand everything about you in the future, at that time, you can tell all your joys, sorrows, and sorrows to the person you want to tell without burden, I think that person must also want to understand you very much." ”
"People, you are born with joys and sorrows, and you can hide some things for the sake of your career, but you must not forget to get them back. ”
"Time flies, may you still be the same as before!"