Chapter 0162 - Committing a Cheap
Xu Meng was naturally upset and called the boy's phone and never answered.
After that, Xu Meng sent all kinds of text messages, of course, there were also threats, but for a long time, Xu Meng seemed to be tormented in the second half of the day and the night, and in the morning, Xu Meng saw the reply, but it was very casual.
"Whatever you want" is just two words, that is, Xu Meng replied the next day, that is, on 2008.5.26, after Xu Meng sent a few messages.
Xu Yu felt very cold in his heart, and called to ask if he was going to reply to himself and say that the child was going to leave some questions, but the boy who finally answered the phone kept his tone unkind, saying casually, and then he hung up the phone before Xu Meng finished speaking.
That kind of cold-hearted, Xu Yu listened to the events narrated in a sometimes calm tone, but Xu Yu could feel how much pressure Xu Meng actually put behind the simple words, the mental and physical pressure, the uncomfortable body of pregnancy, who can understand?
No one could understand, so Xu Meng was naturally very lonely, and she finally held on to hope, and the only luck was to call Xu Yu and ask her to come out to chat after work that day.
And Xu Yu met the inventory he asked for when he left his post without permission the day before, and Li Ruhua, the store manager who was looking for trouble the next day, naturally delayed his shift and couldn't get off work.
I couldn't fulfill the promise of Xu Yu and Xu Meng, so I did!
On Xu Meng's side, there were naturally all kinds of annoyance and displeasure.
There is also the cranky thinking that she didn't know how that day, as well as the pressure of having children, not knowing what to do, and the feeling of loss that she couldn't choose.
In the end, after Xu Yu apologized again, and confirmed that he couldn't come, he wanted to speak coldly, and Xu Meng felt that he had no way out.
And his previous pride and those sweetness, as well as self-confidence, instantly came to naught, Xu Meng couldn't accept it, this went home to accept all kinds of incomprehension from his parents and family, without a warm hug, even if there was, he felt insincere.
It seemed to her that life was full of lies, deception and helplessness.
In the end, she continued to verbally threaten and video several times, and in her words, she felt that the boy seemed to care a little about the child, and the number of times he mentioned the child was the kind of words he said at that time.
So Xu Meng held on to the last hope and wanted to fight hard, so there was, Xu Meng was making phone calls, taking videos, and self-harming there.
She wanted to get some attention and love from the boy through words and this kind of hurting herself, to trying to hurt the baby.
Maybe this kind of heart is in the relevant books that Xu Yu reads, the kind of hormones that affect the brain, the kind of psychology that only misses, only loves each other and has no other distracting thoughts, but in the eyes of lovers and the state of that period is normal in the heart.
It will be jealous, it will be inflated, and it will also be calculating, magnifying the little bit of the other person's feeling of uncaring, and the feeling of urgency and possessiveness that is worried about losing feelings.
It's just that Xu Yu read and understood why the brains of lovers are different from others' thoughts because he was afraid of being deceived.
It seems that Xu Meng's heart is like this right now, he will be more blinded and say something unpleasant, if the boy says a few words of apology casually, she will immediately choose his arms, no need to doubt.
Even if you don't believe it in your heart, but people in love also like to deceive themselves, and self-deception is also the reason, always thinking that no matter what, there is love, there is still love, a little, even a little, even if there is really not, accompany that person to take a few looks, what to do makes him happy and satisfied, even if he is occasionally spurned, he doesn't care.
Because this is the psychology of "cheapness" in the eyes of ordinary people, in their eyes, it is only "envy of mandarin ducks and not envy of immortals".
At this time, they all feel that love is greater than the sky, even if they die for the person they love, it doesn't matter, even if they do what they don't want to do for the happiness of their lover.
This is the reason for the staged love psychology, as well as the secretion of too many hormones, which blinds the mind.
So if you try to persuade a person in love not to believe his lover's words, it is often difficult to do so, because more often than not, lovers are unable to think, think normally, and also want to deceive themselves.
The same is true of the phrase "don't try to wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep", "you can never wake up someone who is pretending to be asleep".
Unless she passes this stage and enters the next stage, or if the reality makes her have to be sober, it is possible to formally have some problems, if the current Xu Meng's psychology.
It's not that she trusts her family much, but that she can't trust others at the moment, and no one can make her believe it, and her family is at least her only way out, whether she likes it or not.
Listening to Xu Meng's talk after chatting, Xu Yu knew this.
Then Xu Yu asked, "Then why did you slip away in the middle of the night yesterday, that is, on the 26th, is it also because of him?"
Xu Meng hesitated, hesitated for a long time and said, after all, she needed to talk too much.
And Xu Yu also understood at this time that it was important to be at every moment, and it was impossible for Xu Yu to leave the scene, so naturally after the phone call of a colleague in the store, Xu Yu had no sister, so he simply turned off the phone in the end.
The things in the store can only be put aside, and naturally I can't go to work now.
Then Xu Yu asked quietly.
I naturally know that next, that day, that is, yesterday, on the 26th, after Xu Meng inadvertently went to see the "Eater Daxian" in Xu Yu, her actions, and the reason why Xu Meng and Xu Tianming went to find it later, and Xu Meng finally waited for the bus at the entrance of the road.
Xu Meng only did not directly say whether he had money or not, and the matter of the mobile phone.
But the ins and outs of the incident are illustrated.
It turned out that Xu Yu would roar when he slipped away, Xu Meng inadvertently woke up a little, and he was bored and sent a message to the boy, that is, he still couldn't let go of his heart, he couldn't sleep, and he expected something!
Then Xu Yu knew, when Xu Meng was sending a few messages, he suddenly received a message from the boy, asking her to take a car to a certain place, Xu Meng didn't talk about the specific place, only said that the phone asked her to take the car over and bring it.
Then Xu Meng thought there was hope, because the message above, in addition to saying to let her go, also attached a sentence, that is, he was going to take her away.
It probably meant that he was going to take her away and let her go somewhere right away, and he was waiting for her at the drop-off point.
Xu Meng naturally keeps going, even if he is uncomfortable, he will turn over, and even if he climbs, he will crawl away, which is Xu Meng's original words.
Because she felt that she saw hope and direction, naturally she felt that the boy was embarrassed to apologize or something, and might give her the future in such a practical way, this is Xu Meng's understanding.
Of course, she hopes more for the surprise after meeting and the life she expects, and it has been several autumns since she hasn't seen her for too long.
At this moment, listening to the narration, Xu Yu asked, "That...... Do you feel that we are hindering your life, or that you can solve it in your own way as you did during the day yesterday, if Dad and passers-by don't participate, do you think there may still be hope, will he change his mind, or will he be hospitalized later, and Dad and I will show up and prevent you from running into the future!"
Xu Yu looked at Xu Meng and asked sincerely, "I hope you answer truthfully, and I can use it as a basis to judge the relationship between you and that boy, etc., and give you some suggestions, at least tell honestly, otherwise there is no meaning in what he says......, right?"
Looking at Xu Meng, who was silent just now, he suddenly raised his hand at random at this time, making a gesture not to say any more!
What does this mean, she is ready to answer or she doesn't want to hear it, or has other ideas, Xu Yu doesn't know...... I don't know how to be good!