Cheng Siyu walked to the window, opened the curtains, and really saw Shen Lingfeng standing downstairs alone. Seeing this situation, Cheng Siyu couldn't suppress his desire to go downstairs, so he simply put on a thin coat on his body and hurriedly went downstairs.

Walking downstairs, Cheng Siyu saw Shen Lingfeng's flushed face and bloodshot eyes, "You drank too much again, why are you always drunk."

"Siyu, I miss you. Shen Lingfeng approached her and hugged her.

Cheng Siyu was stunned for a moment, and immediately pushed him away: "What are you and me, are you the one who comes and goes when you call? Have you looked for me in the past ten days? I guess you haven't thought of me at all." Of course, you have women who are gentle and considerate to you, I saw you chatting happily with a woman in the Tomorrow café the other day, did she intoxicate you, is she just one of your many women like me, I'm sure you have never been serious about feelings, you don't care about other people's feelings at all. That night may have been a game or a dream for you, but for me it was a testament to you. ”

"If you really think so, if it's me that makes you feel hurt, then I'm sorry to you, it wasn't my intention. The woman in the café that day was just a friend of mine, and it's not surprising that someone like me has a few ordinary friends of the opposite sex, but I don't care about her at all, she can't compare to you, you don't have to care. I'm a person who doesn't like to be inhibited, I can't anticipate your feelings, I can only say sorry. Shen Lingfeng was slightly apologetic, his eyes looked into the distance, and his hair was brushed.

Cheng Siyu looked at him, stubborn and pitiful, and said: "You have to make it clear to me today! How many friends do you have with ambiguous relationships? Can you tell me that in your mind, do I have a place at all, and what is our relationship? Why do you treat me so much, hot and cold, I can't guess and can't figure it out, and you will be gentle and considerate to me, talking and laughing, making me think that you care about me very much and like me very much, but for a while, you are so indifferent, you don't go to me for a while, let me think and meditate alone. I was going to forget about you forever, but every time I was about to let go of you, you appeared in front of me again, I really don't understand what you want, can you give me a clear word, what am I in your mind?"

Shen Lingfeng looked at Cheng Siyu, he was shocked, he didn't think that she would care so much about heartache, at this moment his heart felt a heartache, an inexplicable feeling of pity surged in his heart, he wanted to protect her, and he didn't want to lose her, but he couldn't give her any promises, his heart was not warm, he was used to being indifferent to love, he didn't want to be stable, he was free, he didn't want to live a life of restraint, and he didn't want to give up his current free and prosperous life.

"I'll admit, I'm a playful man, but I'm just talking to them, don't get me wrong. I'm not a good man, and I'm not going to be a competent lover, but, I guess I like you, I can't deny this feeling, every time I see you, there is an invisible force that pushes me to get closer to you, I'm not without feelings, it's not that I can't feel your sincerity, but you're too simple, I've seen too many women of all kinds, on the one hand, I doubt your simplicity, on the other hand, I don't know how to get along with you, so, I always don't go to you for a while, but I'm not willing to lose contact with you from now on, in my heart, I selfishly think that you are mine, you should be my woman, however, I don't have the determination to give you a promiseI don't want to be constrained, I don't want to lose my current life, I'm sorry. ”