Chapter 10: Crying and Crying

Tangled is entangled, but emotional things are not pretended.

During the special period, in the eyes of outsiders, these two women are so hard, not only are they suffering from the cruel life of reality, but they also have no pillars of family men, I really don't know where they should develop in their next careers, and how to face the future life?

The reason why the two of them were so depressed was mainly because Niu Tian had a huge debt due to the failure of planting ginseng and roses in the manor when he was alive, so they demolished the east wall to make up the west wall, and it was all usury for a time. In the end, the manor had already been broken by those debt collectors.

However, in the face of the current hardships and the various difficulties of the creditors, Mo Xiaohan insisted on choosing to face them one by one.

In those days, not only did she not have the slightest intention of escaping, but also changed her name on all the IOUs for the sake of conscience and responsibility as the essence of being a human being. During this period, she did not lose a little bit of a woman's dignity and integrity, and she has been gritting her teeth to fight to the end for some ill-intentioned people. It is not until the people are gone that they close the gate of the farm, and cry aggrievedly and loudly behind the door alone.

All of this has been seen by Moxi, and at the same time, in the depths of Moxi's heart, the contradictions and deep painful traces of the life process have been silently marked.

At those times, Moxi saw that this mother was so responsible and strong, not only did she carry all the bad things by herself, but also loved herself as much as before without her father. So I couldn't help but feel ashamed many times in my heart. After that, Moxi not only really understood her father in her heart, but also began to admire and slowly like to accept this beautiful mother abroad, or this friend.

In those days, the feeling in Moxi's child's heart at that time was really mixed and crying. Yes, life is always like this, there are regrets, you never know how to cherish when you have it, and once you lose it, you will regret it too late.

So, many times, Mo Xi always blames himself: "Now that I don't have my father, how can I exchange my father's precious life for my father's late repentance?"

"How can the father in heaven forget his daughter's cruelty?"

In those days, between too many repeated thoughts of the little girl, everything came to naught, and everything became a luxury. After that, Moxi still felt that it was more realistic to make up for her mother's wishes in front of her.

That is, from the moment when those debt collectors were resentful and walked away, in Moxi's eyes: "In this world, this mother is irreplaceable by others." It's just that there is no father, I really don't know if this mother can stay in the manor or not?"

In those days, Moxi was really afraid of losing this kind foreigner stepmother many times in her heart. At the same time, at the tip of his heart, he hated his own mother Mo Huihui even more for betraying his father and himself. But as for himself, when he was young, he had no choice, and he even followed his mother's surname in the household registration book, and for this, he repeatedly had trouble sleeping.

Now that Mo Xi has grown up and understands a lot of world affairs, thinking about the past, it really makes people feel that the misdeeds of her mother Mo Huihui are a little bit disgusting and shameless.

"Although it is my own mother, this mistake is also outrageous, and the affair and physical betrayal are unforgivable! Not to mention that my father and I were all pitifully abandoned by our mother!"

At this moment, Mo Xi felt a toothache when she thought about these in her dreams.

But in the dream, Moxi held her mother's hand tightly, still so reluctant, as if at the end of the world, she was still desperately chasing and shouting.

"Mom, Mom, don't leave us, don't leave us!"

Looking at my mother in the distance, I cried bitterly in my dream, but I was sweating profusely in reality.

The reason why Moxi's dream is so miserable and desolate is perhaps because there are too many thoughts and too many hatreds in the family relationship.

And, this moment.

Mo Xiaohan is still sadly intoxicated with the memories of the first encounter with Xiao Nan and Niu Tian in Daming Lake in Jinan in the autumn four years ago, thinking that he accidentally fell into the water, and it was Xiao Nan and Niu Tian who jumped into the lake to save their lives......

Now, she is holding the portrait of Niu Tian in her hand, looking at his kind face, stroking with pity with her fingertips, silently shedding tears, and the two fragrant lips on her mouth are shaking again and again.

Her cry suddenly woke up Moxi's dream, which for Moxi, it may be a relief, or it may be more painful.

It seems that Mo Xiaohan was really unintentional, her crying was just moved by emotion. But her daughter Moxi sat up on the bed in shock, not only looking a little flustered and surprised, but also at a loss.

"Mommy...... Why are you crying? Why are you sleeping on the floor? Hurry up and get to bed, but you can't do this, be careful not to hurt your body!"

Moxi pouted and said with a look of astonishment, and warmly cared about her mother. After finishing speaking, she hurriedly ran out of bed with her two little feet bare, and dragged her stepmother Mo Xiaohan with two immature little hands, and pulled the bed.

But Mo Xiaohan's movements were very cautious and reserved, she seemed to be afraid that Niu Tian's portrait would be shattered in an instant, so she hurriedly put it back in place.

At the same time, she cherished and took into account her daughter Moxi's feelings.

"Xiaoxi, thank you so much for loving your mother so much, you really misunderstood your mother and child! Mom is just trying to exercise, lose weight, lose weight!" Mo Xiaohan said and pretended to put away a yoga move at will, and hurriedly hugged Moxi in his arms and comforted him reverently.

"Don't lie to me anymore, Mom! Don't lie to me anymore, Mom! I know you're missing my dad just like me!" the child spoke, with tears in his eyes, but he looked so innocent and cute.

Like, and pitiful!

"I don't know, I really don't know anything!" Mo Xiaohan trembled his lips and said against his will, but it didn't take long for Mo Xiaohan to nod silently helplessly, bite his lip tightly, and hugged the child again.

Yes, since Mo Xi lost her father Niu Tian, she regarded Mo Xiaohan as the closest relative in front of her, as for her own mother Mo Huihui came to visit her, then she, the child, always followed the cat hiding in Tibet, and ignored it, and this always made Mo Huihui sad to death every time, and every time she came to take advantage of the excitement, she always returned disappointed.

But at this moment, Moxi, a super cute and cute little girl, she is lying in her stepmother's arms and keeps humming loudly and asking: "Mom, Mom, are you not without Dad, you don't want me anymore?" Ah, tell me quickly, tell me if it is, yes? Mom!"

After Mo Xi finished speaking hypocritically, she stared intently at the old Mo in her heart, at this moment, how desperately she was looking forward to getting a very satisfactory answer, but in her two dark eyes, tears were still flickering.

Hearing that Moxi, a young child, suddenly said such inexplicable words, Mo Xiaohan shook his head helplessly like a needle, not only suddenly teary-eyed, unable to help himself, but also speechless, only silently hugged Moxi again, and the two poignant faces were tightly together.

"Yes, this world is really delicate, today's children are so young, but they are all early and sensible!"

Mo Xiaohan kept choking.

The two hugged tightly for a long time. But in the face of these facts in front of him, Mo Xiaohan had no choice but to reply to his daughter: "Good boy, don't be afraid, you won't lose your mother." Mom will always live with you, never leave you, until you grow up and get married, I, I am still your mother!"

Moxi listened to her mother's words, and she was relieved, worried, and tearful!

"No, Mom...... I never want to grow up. Even if I grow up in the future, I won't get married. I will always be with you and live for the rest of my life! Also, I will take good care of you for the rest of my life, so that you will no longer suffer!" Xiao Moxi raised her head as she spoke, wiping her tears, and looked at the kind mother in front of her affectionately, Comrade Mo.

The little girl's expression was very attentive and sincere.

And Mo Xiaohan looked at the child affectionately, only nodded silently, and only cried silently.

Instantly, she felt that her mother in the tears had become more beautiful and kind, so the little girl hugged her mother tighter, and she was unwilling to let go for a long time, as if she was afraid of losing it forever.

Life is also strange, and then the mother hugged tighter and cried fiercely.

Seriously, the family relationship between these two girls is probably the same in this world, and no one can understand it. Perhaps, at this moment, only the surging sound of the sea tide can proudly interpret the true feelings of their mother and son and the sorrow revealed in the depths of their hearts in the wind.

At the same time, it will be accompanied by the sound of those seabirds, resounding all over the world, promising that everyone in the world can know that the sadness and kindness of their mother are so touching!

No, look at the wooden building of the Rose Manor, the mother and mother play and sing the guqin in their arms, touching the heartstrings and tearing people's hearts: how much red dust is rolling, the dust is difficult to settle, how clever is a person's world/How can the wind leave the rain, how can the rain leave the wind/Quietly ask, who can escape this love word/Only this life has no afterlife, only worrying about it, only pain......

Listen, this heartbroken grudge can really crack the sky and the earth, and it can also dry up and rot.

“……”

At this time, the group of models who can explode their eyes in the mountains and fields also dispersed happily after filming in a well-known publication.

However, the people who are walking on the riverside are still in an endless stream, and the boats come and go, making people suddenly feel that the people who come here are living like they are living in a painting, just like a dream. However, it is more real than a dream. But it seems that no one will notice that there are so many poignant and interesting beautiful stories behind the beauty and in the life of the people here.

Of course, there are many more dreams. But dreams can sometimes be sad!