Chapter 196: Matters of the Heart
Xi Jingnan didn't like to talk as much as before along the way, as if there was still something in his heart.
In the villa, Xi Jingnan, Su Yunxi, and Xi Haochen came back from outside, and the housekeeper immediately stepped forward to take the clothes that the three of them had changed, and brought home slippers. No one spoke.
Chen Chen's villain also saw that there was something wrong with the state of the two of them when they came back from the cemetery.
"Chenchen, after eating, let's go to sleep and rest first," Su Yunxi gently wiped the rice on the corner of Chenchen's mouth, she knew that Xi Jingnan had something to say, so she took Chenchen away.
Chen Chen realized that Su Yunxi was wiping his mouth, and felt great satisfaction in his heart, nodded and motioned for him to go to rest after eating.
After Chen Chen left, only Xi Jingnan and Su Yunxi were left in the house.
Xi Jingnan wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, and only said lightly to Su Yunxi, "Let's take a break." ”
has been with Xi Jingnan for so long, plus she just came back from the cemetery, she knows what Xi Jingnan is going to say just now, he just can't get over his conscience, and he is a little hesitant where the relationship between him and himself should go, with himself, how to say that Xi Chengbei's car accident has something to do with him, he is afraid that Xi Chengbei will blame him.
"Jingnan, let's both calm down for a while and think about it. ”
Su Yunxi knew that Xi Jingnan couldn't speak, so let her say it, give each other a while, and think about the future.
Xi Jingnan didn't make a sound, he glanced at Su Yunxi, he knew that Su Yunxi was a little sad, but he didn't speak, it was a tacit acquiescence.
Shang Ou in the company looked at the state of Mr. Xi and Yunxi in the past few days, a little strange, and was about to ask Su Yunxi what was going on.
"Shang Ou, I've been taking a vacation for a while lately, and I've been a little too tired lately. Su Yunxi thought for a long time, picked up his mobile phone and made a call to his assistant.
As soon as Shang Ou heard it, he knew that there must have been a problem between the two of them before, so he said to himself, "Okay." ”
There are no airtight walls.
Xi Mu didn't know where she heard it, the relationship between Xi Jingnan and Su Yunxi was not very good now, so she wanted to take this opportunity to drive Su Yunxi away.
"Son, you come to see your mother tomorrow, I've been feeling a little unwell lately. ”
Xi's mother really did everything, and in the end she had to call Xi Jingnan over to talk on the grounds that she was unwell, no matter how she said it, she was also her own son, who was unwell, even if she hated it, she would come to visit.
"Got it, I'll go see you tomorrow. Xi Jingnan was already bad, and when he heard his mother say that he was unwell, he hurriedly agreed.
Xi's mother knew her son's temperament very well, and she was still thinking about what to say tomorrow to break up Su Yunxi and Xi Jingnan, and she only started with the last thing that Xin Jingnan wanted to mention.
"Jingnan, do you know, I can always dream of your brother in the past few days, he comes to me every day to give me a dream, asking me to help him, don't let the culprit feel better, every time I think of him, my heart is blocked, I can't help him. ”
Xi Mu said bitterly, but is the culprit really Su Yunxi, the answer is definitely not, but in order to break them up, all the charges are naturally Su Yunxi's.
Xi Mu also knew that although saying this would make Xi Jingnan sad, only by saying this could Xi Jingnan leave Su Yunxi.
"Mom, do you know, the culprit is me, if I hadn't run out to race, my brother and sister-in-law wouldn't have been afraid that I would have an accident and stop me, if I hadn't stopped me, they wouldn't have had an accident. Xi Jingnan looked at his hand and choked up a little, he really didn't want this hand sometimes.
"Son, don't say that, the culprit is Su Yunxi, it was the car she was driving that hit Chengbei's car, it has nothing to do with you, why did my son die, but she didn't have anything. ”
Xi Mu tried to push all the pots on Su Yunxi.
"Your brother is gone, Mom's heart really hurts, Mom has a son left with you now, you have had a good relationship with your brother since you were a child, he doesn't want you to be like this, he also wants you to be the same as before, everything is because of Su Yunxi, because of that broom star, it is all her, who has harmed our family to what it is now. ”
Xi's mother wanted to persuade her son, and wanted to make Xi Jingnan's subconscious become a car accident because of Su Yunxi, if Su Yunxi didn't drive, he wouldn't be hit, but she didn't think that even if Su Yunxi didn't drive that car, there might be other cars colliding behind, and Su Yunxi was the most innocent of all.
Xi Jingnan didn't want to listen to Xi's mother's remarks anymore, he knew that Su Yunxi was innocent, and these things should not involve her, but his conscience couldn't get over it, and he deliberately alienated Su Yunxi.
"Mom, if you want to be fine, I'll leave first, there are still a lot of things in the company. ”
Xi Jingnan said that he picked up the car keys on the table and wanted to leave, his heart was very confused, and he didn't know what to do.
When Su Yunxi was by his side, he was happy, and he could forget these things for a while, but he and Su Yunxi are now husband and wife, and they don't look up to see each other, and sometimes seeing her will make him pick up this hatred again, and there is no way to forget these things.
When I got home, I saw Su Yunxi, took a faint look at Su Yunxi, and went to the study alone, picked up the photo on the table, and looked at it intently.
"Brother, what should I do, I really don't know what to do now, you tell me, okay, I really miss you. ”
Xi Jingnan looked at the photo, just like his brother was by his side, like when he was a child, when he didn't know what to do, he ran to ask his brother, the only different thing was that his brother would touch his head and tell him what to do, but now, after waiting for a long, long time, no one came to tell him what to do.
Xi Jingnan used to only come to the study to look at his brother's photos whenever he had something to worry about.
"Brother, and what about me and Yunxi, Chen Chen now treats her as a mother, I really don't know what to do, brother, come and tell me okay." ”
Xi Jingnan's slender fingers reached into his hair, gathered hard, and rubbed his hair deeply, indicating his dilemma.
"Brother, you said that I am very useless, I obviously like Yunxi, but now I dare not approach her anymore, I can only deliberately alienate her, do you say I will regret it in the future, in fact, I regret it now." Xi Jingnan smiled helplessly and gently stroked the photo frame.
This reluctant smile appeared on Xi Jingnan's face, which was even more ugly than crying.
"Mom said, you've been giving her dreams lately, I'm thinking that this must be true, so will you also drag a dream for me and tell me what to do, brother, come and drag a dream and tell me what to do. ”