There are still many people who don't want to admit this abandonment, they say that I lost someone by running away by myself, and when Shen Changying crossed most of the map to send me back, my dad and Gu Wanxin's mother were preparing to hold a funeral for me - they thought I was dead when they couldn't find me for two months.

When they saw me come back, they all looked like they had seen a ghost, which made me even more sure that they had deliberately left me that day.

I still feel chills when I think about it, and I thought that if I was careful at home, I would at least be able to grow up in peace, and when I grew up, I would leave this home and draw a line with them. I didn't expect them to be in such a hurry.

Shen Changying sent me back, so it was more convenient for them to argue that I was lost, and gratefully invited Shen Changying to have a meal, and they sent Shen Changying away.

How dare I continue to stay at home, I don't know how I will die when the time comes, so I sneaked out that night and ran to the train station to catch up with Shen Changying.

Later, it was the days when I was displaced outside with Shen Changying, and now I don't feel bitter at all when I think about it, but I regret that I can't see Zhou Huaiyan again before leaving that home.

At that time, my father was going to hold a "funeral" for me, and Zhou Huaiyan was also going to come back, thinking of this, I remembered, until now, I haven't asked Zhou Huaiyan how he felt when he learned the news that I was "dead", and whether he was sad for me.

Thinking of this, I quickly chased out, Zhou Huaiyan hadn't gone far, I hurriedly shouted to him "Wait", he heard it, but only paused, glanced at me and continued to walk forward.

I think he should be thinking about why I am so entangled today, and if it was before, I would definitely let him go and do whatever he wanted, but it turned out that it was useless, Zhou Huaiyan would only hate me more and more, in this case, I was also hated by him, I pestered him a little, and I could look at him for a while.

I quickly caught up with him, he ignored my appearance with a calm face, I didn't pay much attention, but asked him with great interest: "Zhou Huaiyan, do you remember that I disappeared a few years ago, and my father and Gu Wanxin's mother thought I was dead and wanted to give me a funeral?"

Maybe it was because I was too excited when I talked about it, Zhou Huaiyan was finally willing to turn his head to look at me, but he still frowned unhappily: "What are you talking about?"

"It's nothing," I smiled and said, "I just wanted to ask you, did you ever feel sorry for me when you knew I was dead?"

At that time, I hadn't done anything to the Gu family, in fact, I was just a little pitiful, Zhou Huaiyan was so kind, he would definitely not be indifferent when he heard the news of my "death".

I was looking forward to hearing his affirmative reply from Zhou Huaiyan's mouth, but I didn't expect that before this, he first frowned in disgust, and then in my surprised look, he said:

"Is this a very happy thing for you? Do you know how worried your uncle and aunt were about you back then, and how much manpower and material resources they spent looking for you? You just asked me if I know how you and Shen Changying met? I didn't say it just now, I just wanted to give you face, I didn't expect you to be so shameless...... Didn't you know Shen Changying because you fell in love with him at first sight, leaving your uncle and aunt to run away with him? Later, he sent you home, and you ran out of the house to chase him, you really love him. ”