Chapter 789: I Don't Need My Biological Father at All
Back home.
Xiaobao hugged his pajamas, and his little face was full of anticipation and offered to help him take a bath.
Qin Xi was very happy and went to the bathroom to help.
The little guy was also very well-behaved in the bath, and his little body shrunk into a ball, like a kitten, and let Qin Xi fiddle with it.
"Come, raise your hand. ”
As soon as Qin Xi's hand touched his squeaky socket, the little guy shrank his neck and shrunk away.
She chuckled softly, "Itchy?"
The little one's face was flushed, and his big mist eyes were as clear as a fawn, and they were very harmless.
"And I'm gentle?"
Xiaobao bit her lip and nodded slightly.
Qin Xi looked at the way his arms were clamped, and stopped teasing him, "Then you can wash it yourself." ”
The little guy's big eyes lit up, and he immediately started to do it.
At this time, Qin Xi saw a strip-shaped scar on his heart, like a knife mark.
Her hand unconsciously reached forward.
But when it was time to touch that wound, it was immediately withdrawn.
It's better for Xiaobao to forget that memory.
The little guy saw her movements, looked down at the scars on her body, and saw Qin Xi's drooping eyes, took the initiative to grab her hand and put it there, and said softly: "It doesn't hurt." ”
Qin Xi raised his head suddenly, and met the big eyes that were pure and innocent, and his heart was fierce.
Xiaobao saw that her eyes were red, thinking that she didn't hear her words clearly, and repeated again: "Mommy, it doesn't hurt." ”
Qin Xi's throat choked, and his voice trembled a little, "Baby, is it strange Mommy?"
Blame her for not protecting him.
Xiaobao shook his head, "Love Mommy." ”
Qin Xi was so moved that he tried to hold back his tears, so as not to scare him.
But Xiaobao is not an ordinary child, with a special growth experience and early wisdom, he knows that Qin Xi is very uncomfortable.
But he didn't know how to comfort her, so he had to hold her hand tightly.
After taking a shower, both of them had red eyes.
Qin Xi helped him dry his hair and lay on the bed with him in his arms, "Baby, Mommy sleeps with you." ”
"Hmm. Xiaobao grabbed one of Qin Xi's hands, faced her, and closed his eyes.
Qin Xi's brain was running rapidly.
In the years when Xiaobao needed her mother's company the most, she was absent.
Even he was so hurt that he didn't know it.
But he never hated himself, not even complained.
I just want her to be with him in the future.
The same thing happened to her, why couldn't she do it?
She doesn't hate Wen Zun, she just can't accept him.
I can't accept a halfway father who has never been involved in his own growth, but only participates in it after he has grown up safely.
Didn't even want to see him.
This......
Actually, it's also a kind of resentment.
Just thinking about it, I suddenly felt like my whole body was in the air, as if I was being picked up.
She opened her eyes hurriedly, and met a pair of eyes as dark as night.
"Didn't sleep?"
Qin Xi saw the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and curled his lips lightly, "Hmm." ”
"Back to our room. ”
She nodded silently.
Back in the bedroom, she was put on the bed by Fu Jincheng, and then he himself was bullied and pressed down.
"Why aren't you happy?"
Qin Xi didn't expect him to be able to see it, and smiled lightly, a little bitter.
"Sente told me that Elder Zun was sick and was going to be hospitalized. ”
Fu Jincheng was slightly surprised, and then deduced it himself.
"But he won't go, so let you go and persuade the elder. ”
Qin Xi nodded, "Yes." Elder wanted me to see him. ”
Fu Jincheng raised his hand and pressed down the corners of her raised mouth, "If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh, it's so ugly." ”
Qin Xi lowered the corners of his mouth, and looked at him with quiet eyes.
Fu Jincheng lowered his head and kissed the corner of her mouth, "But in my heart, you are the most beautiful." ”
Qin Xi raised his eyebrows at this time, this is about the same.
"Are you going tomorrow?"
Qin Xi was stunned for a moment, and then looked straight at him.
How did he know he was thinking about going?
At this time, don't most people ask, do you want to go?
Her skin was white and delicate, like milk.
Fu Jincheng couldn't help pinching her face, "Surprised by what? If you don't want to go, you won't be so entangled." ”
Qin Xi smiled, yes, he had always seen himself very clearly.
Fu Jincheng saw her smile, and couldn't help but peck her lips again, "Go, I'll accompany you." ”
"Good. ”
It's nice not to be alone.
Hospital.
Fu Jincheng parked downstairs, and Qin Xi went upstairs to see Wenzun first.
As soon as I stepped out of the elevator door, I saw Cente waiting outside the door.
After seeing her go out, he smiled slightly and said, "I saw you get out of the car, so I came over and waited for you." ”
Qin Xi looked at his smile and tried to bend the corners of his mouth, "Jin Cheng is parking, I'll come up first." ”
At the mention of Fu Jin Cheng, Sente's face was a little complicated.
But it soon reverted to the gentle wooden appearance of a gentleman.
"Then we'll wait for him here. ”
"No, let's go to the old ward. Qin Xi knew that the relationship between Fu Jincheng and Wen Zun was not good, so he didn't want the two sides to be too embarrassed.
After all, she's embarrassing enough.
"Okay, I'll take you there. ”
On the way, Qin Xi wanted to ask Wenzun several times about the situation and what was going on at the press conference.
But I never got my mouth open.
When she came back to her senses, they had already arrived at the door of Wenzun's hospital room.
"Creek, come. Wen Zun, who was sitting in the ward, did not wear a hospital gown, but wore his own home clothes, and his silver hair still maintained his usual meticulousness.
If it weren't for the obvious blue color under his eye sockets, he would hardly be able to see the disease.
Sente didn't go in, and consciously stood at the door.
Qin Xi silently walked to the side of the bed, but did not get too close to him.
After a while, he asked, "Are you better?"
Wen Zun saw that she kept a distance of half a meter from him, and the light in his eyes dimmed.
"Well, it's much better. ”
"Then you should pay more attention to rest, don't get too tired. ”
Wen Zun kept looking at her, but Qin Xi never looked at him.
She stood up straight, her eyes fell in the air, and her conversation with him was completely devoid of the original intimacy and familiarity, like a passer-by.
He felt very uncomfortable, a deep sense of powerlessness.
"Creek, I'm sorry. ”
This apology came suddenly, Qin Xi was caught off guard, and his heart seemed to have been smashed out of a hole by this apology, and his coldness was oozing.
The hand on his side tightened unconsciously, and he couldn't relax.
It took a long time to hold back a word in response.
"I don't need to. ”
This sentence obviously also brought lethality to Wen Zun.
His face turned pale, and the heaving of his chest began to become noticeable.
"I know you're disgusted and resistant to me right now. But neither then nor now, I never wanted to do without you. I've been looking for you ever since I knew I had you, and the whole world was looking for you. ”
Qin Xi bit his lip and restrained his emotions.
But it didn't work out.
The corners of her mouth were quivering, as were her clenched hands.
Completely uncontrolled.
"Then have you ever thought that more than twenty years have passed, and I don't need my biological father at all?"