I suddenly wanted to nag because when I was thinking about the chapters, I found a very interesting phenomenon, that is, the chapters that compare water, and the chapter names are very arbitrary.

The arbitrariness of the chapter name is the best evidence that there is nothing to say, and on the contrary, there is always a special point that can come to mind, or at least I am particularly satisfied.

This can't help but remind me of the process of writing Xuan Yan, when I was working in Hunan, I got off work at three o'clock, and when I returned to the hotel, I played games, and I never had the habit of coding words first, and I always had to wait until about eight o'clock, and I didn't start to move until I couldn't delay it anymore.

Imagine going to a day's class and playing an afternoon game, and at that point, how mentally exhausted you are.

At that time, I admired myself very much, I always finished 5,000 words before 12 o'clock, and now I think about it, how ashamed I am, the content of the whole chapter, the plot progression is very small, the writing is also messy, and there are a lot of meaningless dialogues.

In the past six months, I have often been absent, and it is even more common for me to break off, because of financial difficulties, difficulty in making ends meet, difficulty in planning for the future, and other common worries of people my age.

Of course, it's still the same old saying, not working hard enough, loving to play games, not being modest, and being consumed by the game a lot of energy, resulting in not being able to create wholeheartedly, I admit these things.

But what is the value of online articles? It is fast-paced, it is a small climax in three chapters, a big climax in five chapters, with my chronic son, even if I create wholeheartedly, it will not have a good effect, and I have thought very clearly during this period of frequent interruptions, I can't change it, I can't cater to this market.

Because once I write fast-paced for more than a few days, I will start to get irritable, and I always feel that the plot is not well connected, and I can't write when I am irritable, so I want to play games to escape.

In other words, once writing makes me feel miserable, I can't continue, so I said that I would take a week to watch four watches, but for other writers, such a simple task cannot be completed on me.

As I replied to the comments before, I have the courage to admit my style, and if you don't like this style, please don't force it.

In this era, I am contrary to the online text, and I am also bearing the price of this, and I have no regrets.

I've been writing for almost six years now, and during that time, there have been people who have told me not to do this, not to do that, and I have always been very rebellious.

I am not a self-righteous and empty-eyed person, I will always be in awe of people, because there are many things that are better than me to learn, and I will not fail to listen to the advice of achievements, because many people do not understand what I want to express, more people do not know what to say, and there are some people, just looking at a little thing, they will talk about it, add oil and vinegar to describe how the country is going, and if they really want to debate, they can't put forward a little argument, which is what makes me angry and disgusted the most.

Of course, that was before, and now there are relatively few, and probably the only ones who can stay and endure my willfulness are true love fans.

The recent creation makes me very comfortable, because of the change in mentality, I no longer care about not updating today, I will lose the bonus for full attendance, there will be a few fewer fans left, I no longer care that there is no protagonist in the three chapters, and someone will give up the subscription.

This book, I'll finish it slowly as I think I do, that's it.