147 Is it because his heart is too tormented?

I looked at Chen Daowei in disbelief, his face was serious, it didn't look like a joke, it didn't look like.

The two of them fell out because of me?

I was surprised, when I left Zhanjiang at that time, it was like a hurried sea breeze, the wind passed without a trace, Yu Minghui and Xiao Yan, how could they fall out because of me?

Or did we break up at that time, Yu Minghui still went to dig out my old case according to the original plan, which angered Xiao Yan, so they fell out?

In order to confirm my conjecture, I pressed the waves in my heart and asked, "How do you say that?"

Chen Daowei continued to pour himself wine, and after he finished pouring it, he raised his eyes and glanced at me, and he said, "I didn't mean to offend you. I'm just recounting the facts. You have to say yes first, and then no matter what I say, if I have some words that stab you, you must forgive me for not choosing my words. ”

His trickery made me more depressed for no reason, and I nodded quickly and said, "Okay, you say." ”

Chen Daowei snorted, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he said slowly: "You should know Xiao Xiaozhi, right?"

Even after more than six years, I still can't face this name so calmly.

Or maybe I can't be too calm about my nightmarish past. I faced that nightmare, and I was no longer so excited, because I had Ash, and I shifted the focus of my life to Ash, so I was able to forget about those things.

But even if I have forgotten some of it, my heart is still uncomfortable, and when Chen Daowei asked this sentence, I understood that he already knew all my past.

My face is probably a little pale, and my palms are also drenched in fine sweat, I feel like I am running naked in front of Chen Daowei, which makes me a little embarrassed, a little awkward, and even embarrassed. I had to hold on and nodded.

And Chen Daowei, in the process of my slow nodding, he kept looking at me with that kind of gaze that made me very uncomfortable, but fortunately, this scrutiny only lasted for a few seconds, he withdrew his gaze, and continued: "The arrogant kid who once committed atrocities against you with his classmates, Xiao Xiaozhi, is dead. ”

Xiao Xiaozhi is dead.

This sentence was said by Chen Daowei in a bland and inconsequential tone, as if an ant and a cockroach had died, but it stirred up a thousand waves in my heart, and these waves squeezed up layer by layer, detaining my heart densely below, and I felt a little suffocated.

I really hate Xiao Xiaozhi, every time I dream back at midnight, when I think of his arrogant face, when I think of him at the police station and he raised his middle finger to wipe the neck of my family, I can't wait for him to die immediately, but when I hear the news of his death today, I can't be happy at all, but I can't suppress the chill in my heart.

This chill does not come from sympathy for a beast like Xiao Xiaozhi, I am not so virgin.

And this kind of chill is the same as four years ago, not long after I was kidnapped by Wang Ma Yi, Yu Minghui came back to hug me, and he also told me in such a bland and inconspicuous tone that Lin Sisi Wang Ma Yi was dead, this feeling is the same.

It seems that in the eyes of Chen Daowei and Yu Minghui, the topic of death is a very ordinary topic, just like the usual two people meet each other politely, have you eaten, I ate today's weather is very good, it rained yesterday, such a topic is the same, very ordinary.

My fists clenched, my throat and eyes were a little dry, and it took me a while before I slowly asked, "How did he die?"

Chen Daowei reached out and touched his nose, and said, "In Xiao Yan's opinion, Xiao Xiaozhi was forced to death by Yu Minghui. ”

I suddenly hated Chen Daowei when he spoke, and liked to say half and leave half, I want to be familiar with him, I will definitely slap him a few times, and hold him down and say: "Chen Daowei, your uncle has something to say and something to say, honestly explain it, don't squeeze out a reason like squeezing toothpaste!

However, I didn't know him to such a point, so I had to be patient and said: "Chen Daowei, you can be clear, I'm stupid, you just say a few words, I can't guess the cause and effect." ”

Chen Daowei put his hands together and twisted them together on the dining table, he stared at me for two minutes, and he said: "The night you broke up with Yu Minghui, Yu Minghui had a car accident, he lay in the hospital for more than half a year, and the first thing he did after being discharged from the hospital was to start overturning the case for you." Yu Minghui's original intention is to get justice for you, Yu Minghui is a character in Zhanjiang, he is a famous Brother Hui, even if he doesn't look at his face, he also looks at Old Man Yu's face, if he wants to turn over the case, he doesn't need to work hard at all. Because Yu Minghui and Xiao Yan were not involved in the crime in the legal sense in this matter, they were able to stay out of the matter, but Xiao Xiaozhi, the main culprit and the two accomplices, were quickly arrested. At this time, according to the legal process, the judiciary should invite you, Lin Sisi, the victim, right, so that you will be confronted in court, and through the first and second trials, the court will finally rule on the culpability of Xiao Xiaozhi's group. However, together with Xiao Xiaozhi and the two accomplices, in the early morning of the second day after they were imprisoned, they were all dead, exactly the same, they all sharpened their toothbrush handles and stabbed their necks, and those toothbrush handles had their respective fingerprints on them. It is not trivial that all the suspects who have not yet been convicted have died in prison overnight. I don't say you know the subtlety of this. The final result of this matter was that Xiao Xiaozhi and his accomplices committed suicide due to excessive psychological pressure, and the case was shelved. You were quite familiar with Xiao Yan before, and you must have never heard of Xiao Yan's family. Xiao Yan's parents are fishermen on the south side of the Zhanjiang River, once they went to sea to fish and were killed, Xiao Yan only had Xiao Xiaozhi, a relative, he blamed all the faults on Yu Minghui's single-mindedness in overturning the case for you, and forced his younger brother to death, he even thought that Yu Minghui gave a hint that Xiao Xiaozhi would die in prison, he refused to reconcile with Yu Minghui in this matter, he found someone to secretly take Ada out of Yu Minghui's mother's grave, he not only personally knocked Ada alive with a hoe, he also picked up Yu Minghui's mother's grave, just like that, the two of them formed the first beam that was difficult to unravel。 ”

Forgive me for being uninhibited and indulgent in this life, and I have seen too little of the world, and with Chen Daowei's narration, I first had goosebumps that suddenly rose uncontrollably, and then my eyes were red, and tears were almost rushing out.

I don't sympathize with the scumbags led by Xiao Xiaozhi at all, they wantonly destroyed my life despite my pleas, and they died innocently.

I was reminded of poor Ada.

On the night I broke up with Yu Minghui, I cried bitterly and carried my suitcase downstairs, Ada may have sensed my unhappiness, and it bit my pants desperately, but my heart was like ashes at that time, I couldn't say goodbye to it gently, but I roughly pulled my pants out of its mouth, and left resolutely.

If I had known that it would be the last time I would have seen Ada, I would have given him a good touch of his head and thanked him for the warmth he had given me all the days I had with me!

Before me, even though my life has gone through changes, often like a roller coaster up and down, but I still have some beautiful imagination about life, I never thought that there would be something around me that made me creepy, panicked and couldn't stop being sad.

I remembered again that Yu Minghui once told me about the brotherhood between him and Xiao Yan, he said that his friendship with Xiao Yan began with fighting, and he said that when they fought, they became brothers who would be difficult to break up for the rest of their lives. But I didn't expect that he and this good brother who he thought would be difficult to break up, and because of me, the situation would ferment out of control, and they would go to the point of turning against each other.

What's even more poignant is that Yu Minghui once doted on Ada so much because Ada was the dog left by his mother, but in the end, Ada was knocked to death by Xiao Yan in front of his mother's grave, and his mother's grave was also picked up.

Yu Minghui didn't want to mention it because his heart was too tormented, right?

It turns out that he has also experienced the ups and downs of life, and he has not been much better than me along the way.

My throat was even drier, and I couldn't help but pick up the lemonade next to me and pour it hard, but even after drinking so much water, I still couldn't squeeze out a word.

At this moment, the waiters came over to serve the food one after another, Chen Daowei pursed his lips and was silent for the time being.

When the dishes were all served and the waiters all dispersed, Chen Daowei signaled to me, and he said, "Eat first." ”

However, I lost any appetite at all.

I looked out the window again, and Yu Minghui was gone. The tree stood alone, swaying in the wind, and my vision suddenly became hazy.

I couldn't help but lower my head, staring at my hands without purpose and thoughtlessness, and I couldn't stop in a trance.

Chen Daowei probably saw that I didn't move my chopsticks, he coughed lightly, and he said, "Lin Sisi, eat first, otherwise the food will be cold." ”

I looked up, smiled far-fetched, and I said, "Sorry, you can eat, I can't eat." ”

Chen Daowei didn't stubborn anymore, he said: "Okay, then I'll eat first, and when I'm done, I'll tell you the next paragraph." ”

After speaking, Chen Daowei calmly picked up the knife and fork on the side, and he cut the steak in front of him with various graceful and slow movements, and stuffed it into his mouth in various manners.

I suddenly felt discouraged, and once I did, I became more direct.

I looked at Chen Daowei, thought for a while, and said, "Chen Daowei, I'm sorry to interrupt you." Why are you telling me this?"

Chen Daowei stopped the knife and fork in his hand, he smiled meaningfully, and said, "Otherwise, you can guess why I told you this in a good manner." You know, I've never been a fan of talking nonsense, I'm going to babble a lot, always with a purpose. ”