Chapter 63: Please Don't Leave Her
In the cozy café, quiet and leisurely, Cheng Siyu and Cheng Duyun looked at each other, and the two looked at each other, and for a while, the two were speechless.
With a snort out of her throat, she unnaturally picked up the coffee cup and put it in her mouth, and took a sip, sweet and bitter, milk tea and coffee have this kind of warm and mellow, warm heart charm, and suddenly resolve the awkward embarrassment in her heart.
Cheng Duyun looked at the café bar more than ten meters away from the seat, and saw that someone was sitting on the piano next to the bar, singing endlessly, and the long bilitis melody popped out between her fingers. Once upon a time, Zhao Yuhan also snuggled up to him and sang softly, obediently whispering, his face revealed the girl's unique shyness and scarlet clouds, how many years ago, she was his goddess, the only girl he cared about in his heart, she was the woman he couldn't get, and it was also an important driving force for him to strive to get ahead.
It's just now, but now, things are wrong, helplessly, he got her, but he didn't get the result he wanted, is this God's joke, or the cruelty of time, or, is it the destined fate of fate.
His eyes suddenly turned red, his throat itched like a cotton infarction, and he felt like he was out of breath for a moment, he looked around, called the waiter, and gave him a glass of boiled water. After drinking, he felt a lot better, he tidied up his collar, adjusted his thoughts, and then looked at Cheng Siyu sitting directly opposite him, how beautiful his face, how clear his eyes, how white his skin, what a beautiful child, just like when he first met Zhao Yuhan, everything was perfect, white and vibrant, and she should have the vitality and happiness that a girl should have.
"Son, do you have anything to say to me?" he finally came to his senses and got straight to the point.
She was stunned for a moment, suddenly came back to her senses, and said in a hurry, "Dad, you..."
"If you have anything to say, just say it, kid. Cheng Duyun patted the back of her hand to show understanding.
So he mustered up his courage, suppressed his unobstructed voice, and said in a low voice: "Dad, will you leave Mom?"
Cheng Duyun almost spit out the coffee in his mouth, accidentally choked on breath, and after a while, his body became more comfortable, and he looked at Cheng Siyu with a difficult look on the ground and said, "How can you say such a thing? This is not what a child should say." ”
"Dad, I'm your child and an adult, and I see some things clearly, but I won't say it. I can see that you want to escape, you want to hide from your mother. But in front of me, you don't need to shy away from expressing your views and positions, we can communicate like the father-daughter relationship model of foreign democracy, I am not paranoid and crazy like my mother, what you say to me, I will stand in a rational perspective to understand you and sympathize with you, I think I will not only not cause pressure on you, but also solve problems for you and share your worries. Cheng Siyu held his hands, placed them flat on the table, and looked at Cheng Duyun calmly and sincerely.
"Good boy. Cheng Duyun looked at Cheng Siyu and smiled, sighed with relief, and then turned to show a tired look and said: "Actually, I have been very tolerant of her, I have always said to myself, my bottom line should be lowered again and again, infinitely squeezed, but as an individual, there will be times when patience reaches the limit, even if it is a brand new rubber band, it has been pulled, and after a long time, it will also have a time to resist and rebound, who can be willing to stay in a pot of hot water and let it boil endlessly, and commit suicide slowly?" I'm really tired, I don't know how long I'll be able to face her. ”
"Maybe she's going to get better, and she's not changing? she's gradually learning to reflect on herself, and she's taking action to ask for forgiveness, and in the past, she's not going to give in at all, so doesn't that show that she loves you? Look, Mom, when will you really give in to me?" As she spoke, she laughed at herself, lowered her head and unconsciously fiddled with her fingers.
"Maybe she doesn't love me, she just depends. I think her love used to exist, but it wasn't me who could have it. Cheng Duyun smiled self-deprecatingly and picked up the coffee cup in front of his arm.
"What are you talking about?" she asked, confused, with a familiar answer in her head, but not sure.
"It's not hard to guess that the lucky man is your father. Cheng Duyun leaned on the stool and said.
"But, how could it be, she obviously hated him so much, so she resented me, never loved me, regarded me as a thorn in her eye, hated me in the depths of her bones. Cheng Siyu said puzzled.
"Many times, the opposite of love is hate, because she once loved deeply, she will hate even deeper, but she doesn't know it. Have you ever seen a woman spend her whole life hating someone?"
Cheng Siyu was speechless when asked, and he couldn't find a basis to refute it. Desperate to know the truth, she leaned forward and asked, "What happened between them, Dad, please tell me, for so many years, I have tried to get the answer from my mother's mouth, but she has never told me, every time I ask her, she is furious, the damp secret that has taken root in her heart for a long time has become a branch in my heart that cannot be erased, Dad, please tell me." She shook her stepfather's hand excitedly, begging him to tell him why.
"Siyu, these things should be told to you by your mother, and when she wants to tell you. Cheng Duyun said calmly, Wan Zhuan refused her request.
"But, Dad, I—" she said unrelentingly.
"Siyu, obedient, you should respect your mother's decision, she is reluctant to say it, naturally she has her own reason, until she is willing to tell you in person, it is the best time for you to know about it. Cheng Duyun persuaded earnestly and gently patted her shoulder to comfort her.
"Okay, I got it. Cheng Siyu dispelled the idea of continuing to ask.
"Yuhan has a daughter like you, it is really her blessing, but it is a pity that she is always in the blessing and does not know how to cherish, she loves to entangle her thoughts in the meaningless unhappy memories of the past, and she is paranoid and wildly drills the horns of the bull, and sooner or later she will force herself to die in a dead end and can't get out. Cheng Duyun said.
"Dad, please don't leave her, if you leave her, she won't be able to live. Cheng Siyu suddenly held Cheng Duyun's hand and looked at him with red eyes.
"In this world, there is no one who is inseparable from anyone. Cheng Duyun avoided her eyes, and there was a trace of unbearability in her heart.
"Dad, at least not now, give her another chance, give her some time, if you want, I can use my strength to make my mother better, although, I don't want her to love me, but, I don't want to see her collapse, I don't want to see her ruined like this, if you leave her now, she really can't find the pillar of survival anymore, please, don't leave her, I know it would be selfish to say this, but the only person she can rely on now is you, just be, just look at it as Zhengyu's point, you don't want to goShe said pleadingly, her eyes full of anticipation and pleading.
As soon as he heard the name Zhengyu, Cheng Duyun's heart tingled once, as if it was reappeared yesterday, Zhengyu's immature and lovely face still clearly appeared in his mind, with a smile and a lingering voice, vividly in his mind. His beloved son, the poor son who died young, touched his most fragile and sensitive line of defense in an instant, his voice choked, and he couldn't help but say with a slight imperceptible cry: "Don't say any more, I won't leave Yuhan for the time being." ”
"Dad, thank you. She stopped talking, and smiled gratefully.
"Siyu, you are so well-behaved and filial, if you are my own daughter, it would be great. Cheng Duyun looked at Cheng Siyu dotingly, and said with a lot of emotion and sadness.
"Dad, as long as you want, I am your biological daughter. Cheng Siyu excitedly comforted him and said.
It's just that Cheng Duyun smiled awkwardly, and responded like a robot without a tone: "Okay." ”
The air was like this, quietly quiet, the atmosphere suddenly became awkward, in the face of Cheng Duyun's mechanical answer, he was unexpected, Cheng Siyu picked up the coffee cup and leaned his head into the cup, pretending to concentrate on savoring it, and drank it with relish.
At this time, a woman's figure quietly approached, blocking Cheng Siyu's sight, and when she looked up, what broke into her sight was a familiar and awe-inspiring face, and then she fixed her eyes to see it more realistically, and found that it was Mrs. Shen, Aunt Shen, she was surprised and stammered: "Shen... Auntie, it's such a coincidence that you're also drinking coffee here. ”
In an instant, Mrs. Shen showed a kind smile, her mouth turned into an arc, and she said kindly: "I have been sitting at the table in the corner, and I was about to go to the toilet before leaving, and when I came back, I saw you sitting here, it was really a coincidence!" Then she glanced at Cheng Duyun and asked politely, "You are Siyu's father, Mr. Cheng Duyun, right?"
Cheng Duyun stood up gentlemanly, stretched out his right hand, and said politely: "Yes, I am Cheng Duyun, it's a pleasure to meet you, may I ask Mrs. Are you Siyu's teacher?"
"Huh?" Mrs. Shen was stunned for a moment and didn't know what to reply, she just stared at Cheng Siyu blankly, suppressed her dissatisfaction, and pretended to ask easily: "Siyu, why haven't you told your father yet?"
After speaking, Cheng Duyun was stunned for a moment, looked at Siyu, and then looked at Mrs. Shen standing beside her, puzzled and slightly worried, but did not forget to say with a smile: "What's going on?" Siyu, it seems that you have to introduce yourself in front of me today. ”
Cheng Siyu immediately stood up, pulled out the stool next to him and said to Mrs. Shen, "Auntie, you sit down first, we can talk slowly." ”
Mrs. Shen walked next to Siyu with her handbag in a hurry, stretched out her hand to take Cheng Duyun's hand, smiled and said preemptively: "I am Ling Feng's mother, Ling Feng is in love with your daughter, so you must understand." ”
"Oh. Cheng Duyun looked at the two of them in surprise and suddenly realized, and sighed sincerely: "I see, please sit down." ”