Chapter 037: The Exposed Subconscious
Xu Yu didn't understand, why did Xu Meng fall into this pit, an obvious pit, and he still stopped and was reluctant to put it down?
Why are there a lot of good men, Xu Meng just can't touch them and will say that he didn't look at the right eye?
Why?
Why?
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This question can only be understood by Xu Yu in the future.
The lack of father's love will eventually be made up for in another way, which is why those unfortunate girls from their original families are more likely to meet scumbags.
Because of the lack of father's love, they are more eager for warmth, and they are more likely to be intoxicated by those sweetness and sugar-coated shells.
They are like people who have been thirsty and hungry for a long time, and when they see the food that comes suddenly, whether it is suitable for them or not, and whether it is poisoned or not, they are still full of joy to "greet" or even take the initiative to "greet" and get close to those sources of warmth.
But when the scumbag's face is exposed or something unusual is found in the process, they will get used to turning into the dream of those scumbags.
It's just that no matter how beautiful the dream is, it will wake up eventually, and Xu Meng should wake up, even if he doesn't want to.
The process of waking up is inevitably painful.
Xu Meng suddenly said:
"Do you think those are stains, are they stains on life?"
Xu Yu felt that he didn't know what to say when he heard it, and listened quietly to Xu Meng's words.
"But......" Xu Meng waved his hands outward, it seems that Xu Meng has endured it for a long time and suppressed it for a long time, otherwise he wouldn't be so arrogant, as if he was aggressive.
In fact, the real victims are not pitiful, most of them are more hysterical.
Maybe they don't look like victims, but they often endure outbursts for too long, so they are more hysterical rants, that is, if they have suppressed it for too long, they have suppressed it in their hearts for too long, too long.
"What if I say, I don't think so?" Xu Meng pointed to herself, a very high, several times higher volume than her usual.
"What do you want to say?...... Let's just say it!" Xu Yu looked at Xu Meng sideways, the hand that was originally empty, the angle of the person is like that, not a cold bystander.
(If it is misunderstood, Xu Yu is very helpless, the author Jun said that he tried his best!
"I know, in fact, I know, you don't like him, don't approve of him, but why, I don't understand, is it mainly because I'm young, or think I'm studying, but no matter what, we really like each other, I know, I know that you and your parents are afraid that I will regret it, but isn't the road of life all trying to walk out by yourself?
At the beginning, I wanted to think about it, when you failed, you definitely wanted to study and want to work hard to go back to school, you must have tried your best to persuade (Dad), otherwise you wouldn't have saved money and wanted to study again, but why do you want to work hard, there is no result, but at least you tried your best, what about me, why don't you try your best and be allowed!"
"Actually, I didn't give my best, but ...... It doesn't matter anymore. Xu Yu paused and looked at Xu Meng and said, "What do you want to say today, just talk about it, see that you have been suppressed for a long time, even if it can't be solved, I think I can also use the tree hole to make you feel better, say come in, people will feel better, so what you want to say, you can say anything, you won't have any scruples, you say, I'll listen." ”
Xu Yu sincerely bent down slightly, put his hands on his knees, and leaned over to look at Xu Meng, meaning that he would listen carefully, you say!
looked at Xu Yu's sincere appearance.
Xu Meng knew that Xu Yu was listening to his words carefully, and his tone was softer at this time, but he said without losing his strength:
"It's nothing, I'm just, I think" Xu Meng's lowered eyes raised slightly to look at Xu Yu, "I just think that you haven't seen that boy after all, so you are not afraid of making a mistake and making a mistake, maybe, maybe he is really good, in case this is really for me, it will be good for me in the future." ”
The "maybe, maybe", "just in case" in Xu Meng's speech obviously dropped by a few decibels, but it was just a slight difference, and I am afraid that Xu Meng himself did not consciously notice the change.
Because Xu Yu listened very carefully, every cell and organ in his body chewed repeatedly as if he was breathing, and the aftertaste was filled with every word Xu Meng said, even the words, the broken sentences of the sentences, and the pauses could be felt and found even by the subtle volume.
If you have ever paid a lot of attention to someone, you can also notice that subtle change, because at that moment, that second, time seems to freeze, still, you are like holding a magnifying glass and looking at every expression on his body, the change of facial nerves, and even the sudden change of that second, different from the usual change, you can find it.
And often the short-lived subtle changes in expression, the information revealed is also the most accurate and true psychological state, and the usual tone of other expressions is a camouflage "protective layer" or outer skin.
So here here, there is no doubt that the volume change of Xu Meng's sentence that Xu Yu discovered.
At this time, Xu Yu smiled bitterly and didn't speak, "What's more!"
Xu Yu knew that Xu Meng hadn't finished speaking, and wanted to hear what she was saying.
It's just that this time Xu Yu didn't take it so seriously, stood up, bent himself up, and stood up straight to look at Xu Meng.
Because Xu Yu knew what she was going to do next, she estimated one or two.
"Also, also, how can you confirm that he is definitely not suitable, by the way, I also said yesterday, you still don't know what his name is, what he does, whether he is tall or thin, you don't know, why you insist that I put it down, is it impossible or, or will miss it!"
Xu Meng paused and said: "Maybe we can meet him, look at the situation, and think about it again, why can't I make a mistake if I hit it to the end, if I make a mistake, will I be another regret, why don't you know if I will regret it for life!"
"Okay, you're done!"
Xu Meng nodded, the meaning is stated, please correct.
Of course, Xu Meng didn't want to correct in her heart, she hoped that what she said could be affirmed, and she was sure that Xu Yu and her family were actually wrong, and they were wrong to blame the boy and give them a chance.
Xu Yu sighed and said slowly, "Do you believe in the subconscious?
Xu Meng was a little dazed, he didn't know what Xu Yu wanted to say, suddenly this sentence, but he still made his own truthful answer and nodded slightly.
"Hmm?...... Ah, maybe you didn't notice the first half of your speech in the 'maybe', 'just in case', unconsciously the tone of the volume is a little lower, and the tone of the latter I guess must be the same, whenever those keywords, you will inexplicably lower the volume, different from other sentences of the words, maybe you didn't notice this problem yourself, but, unfortunately, I noticed. ”
"So what! This doesn't mean anything! What does it say? It doesn't explain anything!" Xu Meng blurted out.