093 I think it's too impulsive

I don't think I'll ever forget this font.

Because for a long time, Ding Zhanbo used this font to write notes to me in class and love letters to me after class.

And now, he wrote in a font that I was so familiar with, and he said: "Lin Sisi, I feel that there is a huge misunderstanding between us, and I will soon be able to completely solve this misunderstanding, you wait for me." ”

I stared at these words for a while, and then I felt like I had been stung by something, and I didn't know what was dominating me, and without even thinking about it, I hurriedly pulled the card off and tore it up, and then I looked left and right like a thief to see if there was anyone, and then I secretly threw the large bouquet of flowers on the trash can in the bathroom.

Back in the office, I felt like my life was in chaos, and I had no room to breathe with the endless bombardment.

Sure enough, I really didn't have room to breathe, I was irritable and wanted to turn on the computer, Xiao Zhong came over with a large pile of materials and threw it at me and said: "You send it to the customers one by one according to the address on the document, and it must be delivered before 12 o'clock in the morning." ”

After I ran four places against the cold wind and sent the documents out, I took the bus back to the side of the International Trade Building, I suddenly saw the Dashenlin Pharmacy next to me, I hesitated for more than ten seconds, then hurriedly turned in, buried my head and whispered to the clerk to get me a post-event emergency contraceptive pill, after I got it, I didn't even dare to lift my head and put the money on the counter and ran out.

When I got back to the office, I hurried to the water dispenser in the lobby to add some hot water to my cup, and hurried back to the office, where I closed my foot with the hook of the door, and then I sat down, scrambled out the two small tablets from the tin foil, threw them into my mouth, and swallowed another sip of water.

After putting the water glass down, I was about to tear up the drug instructions I was holding and throw them into the trash, when Yu Minghui suddenly pushed the door and came in.

I quickly squeezed my slightly outstretched hand.

However, I may have been too nervous, and my face was a little wrong, so that Yu Minghui stared at my face for a while, and he said, "Lin Sisi, what's wrong with you?

I hurriedly shook my head, but out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of the corner of my half-open cabinet, revealing a corner of Yuting's box.

I quickly reached out and pushed the cabinet, but the manual in the palm of my hand fell without warning and landed on my thigh.

I panicked and tried to reach for the manual, but it was too late.

Yu Minghui's hand was faster than mine, and he quickly snatched the piece of paper.

Staring at the piece of paper for nearly a minute, the corners of Yu Minghui's mouth twitched, I thought he would be very angry, or he could be furious, but he finally stuffed the white piece of paper into his pocket, his tone was so light that I was frightened and worried, he said, "Lin Sisi, go to dinner." ”

Unlike in the past, the two of us silently finished the quietest Chinese meal since we dating.

When I finished my last sip of lemon tea, Yu Minghui stood up and said, "While there is still some time at noon, let's go to Walmart." ”

He didn't take the initiative to hold my hand, and I didn't dare to hold him, for fear that I would be very sad to be thrown away by him, so I had to follow him silently, like a primary school student who made a mistake and was caught by the teacher but didn't know how to admit it.

While waiting for the traffic light, Yu Minghui was half a meter away from me, he didn't know whether he was in a hurry or irritable, but it was a 57-second red light, and he raised his wrist to look at the time four times.

Fortunately, the green light came.

I was still burying my head and was about to follow the crowd forward, when Yu Minghui's hand suddenly reached over and groped for a while, and he firmly clamped my wrist and dragged me across the road.

I thought he was going to let go of my hand when he crossed the street, but it wasn't until we reached the supermarket that he slowly let go and freed his hand to push the trolley.

We walked to the supermarket one after the other, Yu Minghui kept his face calm, he pushed the car for a while, didn't take anything to the car, and after a while, he took me back in the direction of the cash register.

When he was about to approach the cash register, Yu Minghui said, "Lin Sisi, you better go out and wait for me first." “

I walked through the cash register to the outside, and a few meters away, I saw Yu Minghui reach out and take off all the rows of condoms next to the cash register and throw them on the top of the trolley.

When Yu Minghui was taking these things, there were many people looking at him, and their expressions were still meaningful, but he stood there silently waiting to pay for them with an indifferent look, and after a few minutes, he walked towards me with a shopping bag full of condoms, and he said, "Let's go back." ”

We were silent all the way back to the company.

Yu Minghui took me directly to his office.

After closing the door, he motioned for me to sit on the couch.

I sat there with my fingers twisted and waited for his hair to fall.

Yu Minghui put the bag of condoms of various brands and specifications on the coffee table at random, he sat next to me, turned sideways and stared at me for a while, and then said slowly: "Lin Sisi, didn't I say that I don't allow you to take medicine? You can be willful about other things, but you can't listen to me about this? Do you think that medicine is a vitamin? Just buy it and eat it, it doesn't matter?"

He's finally bringing it up.

If he hadn't mentioned it, I would have suffered to death, and I didn't know how to open the knot.

I reached over and grabbed his arm, shook it a little, and I cautiously said, "I know I'm wrong." But I..."

I was only halfway through my words, Yu Minghui's head drooped down, his speech slowed down, he took my words and said: "You are right, it is me who is wrong, it is difficult for me to be strong, it is my fault that I am not considerate, it is my fault." If I had known that you would have secretly run to buy that kind of medicine today, I wouldn't have done that to you, no matter how vindictive and insecure I was last night. Even if I bought condoms all over the world, I wouldn't be like that. ”

Abruptly stretched out his hand to cover my face in pairs, Yu Minghui held my face closer to him, and said, "Lin Sisi, how about we go to your house again in the next two days, I will work harder and make your mother agree to marry you to me, okay." Anyway, if your mother doesn't agree to one trip, we'll go twice, and if it doesn't work twice, we will make three trips, anyway, we'll run until your mother feels my sincerity and determination, what do you think?"

Yu Minghui's tone was filled with an unconcealable impatience, I should have been secretly happy in my heart for this, after all, the more a man shows that he is afraid of losing me, the more it proves that he has me in his heart. But my heart was full of sourness.

Because I am always a spirit, I can think of the smiling tiger coldly slamming the expensive teacup on the coffee table, and the cold murderous motive hidden in his seemingly gentle and humble words.

My boiling heart cooled down instantly, I smiled a little reluctantly, I actually scolded me in my heart, how can I be so selfish, how can I be so greedy, how can I desperately want to maintain the status quo of the present and not the future for my own selfishness and for the warmth of this moment. But scolding and scolding, I still want to desperately try to maintain the status quo.

So, I struggled to squeeze a few words out of my throat: "My mom thinks I'm too young, and she told me to be there for a while." Yu Minghui, the matter of marriage, I can't rush it. We've only been talking for a few months, and we're still getting to know each other, and now it's too impulsive to talk about getting married. ”

After listening to my words quietly, and looking at me for a while, Yu Minghui sighed without emotion, and he responded after a while: "Okay, I understand." ”

Then, he let go of his hand.

I don't know what he understood, but because of his words, my heart felt as if I had accidentally been hit by a stone.

Sitting there helpless for a while, I was a little apprehensive and wanted to stand up, but Yu Minghui reached out and hugged me into his arms, his chin rested on my shoulder, his breathing kept hitting my ears, about three minutes later, Yu Minghui said slowly: "Lin Sisi, okay, okay, as long as you don't leave me, everything else depends on you and listens to you." ”

I was about to speak when there was a knock on the door.

The voice of the little sister at the front desk rang out, and she said, "Mr. Yu, Mr. Chen from Hengcheng is here." ”

As soon as I heard that Chen Daowei was here, I didn't know why, I was full of excitement.

Pushing Yu Minghui urgently, I whispered, "Someone is coming, let me go first." ”

Yu Minghui let go of his hand slowly, he picked up the big bag of things and stuffed it on the cabinet on the coffee table and closed it, and then he said to the door, "Please let him in." ”

Chen Daowei walked in with steady steps, and before he could wait for Yu Minghui to greet him, he swaggered down on the sofa.

Squinting at me, Chen Daowei said lightly: "At this time, it is better for women to avoid it." ”

Yu Minghui patted my head and said, "Lin Sisi, you go and rest first." ”

Even if I think of a hole in my brain, I can't figure out what can be discussed between Yu Minghui and Chen Daowei sitting in the office, but since the two men use different words to remind me that I should avoid, then I should avoid.

After walking through the long corridor, I returned to the office, and after a moment of daze, I turned on the computer and went to QQ.

As soon as I logged in, I received a message to add friends.

I clicked on it and took a look, and it was written, Lin Sisi, I'm Zhao Xiaoning, you can add me.

I shook my head and clicked one through directly.

After adding friends, Zhao Xiaoning was not online, and I saw that it was still time to rest, so I was bored and clicked on her space and went in for a walk.

is exactly the same as Zhao Xiaoning's cold and glamorous energy, her space is basically nothing, she doesn't write much mood, she doesn't even have a log, but she has a photo album, but it's locked.

The name of her album reads "Deep Love", which made my heart tremble.

Just then, my phone screamed sharply.

I glanced at it, and the caller ID was Lin Shanshan's mobile phone number.