Chapter Twenty-Six: Showing Mercy Everywhere
The sky is still drizzling, but it is impossible to tell whether it is tears or rain, rain and tears are connected, there are tears in the rain, tears melt in the rain, every tear is a raindrop, that is like a teardrop of rain, like a rain of tears, sprinkled in the bottom of her heart, it is so endless, it seems to be broken, this cold and cold night, the whole street is almost uninhabited, the surroundings are silent, Cheng Siyu walked along the street over and over again, no umbrella, no companionship, she occasionally saw the pair of couples, watching other people's boyfriends cover for their beloved with umbrellas, suddenly her heart was sour, she was very envious, very jealous, she wandered aimlesslyShe wanted to end all this endless bitterness.
She didn't know how many roads she had walked, she didn't know how many steps she had taken, she looked at her phone over and over again, the ringtone of her phone never rang once, from just now to now, Shen Lingfeng had not looked for her, and had not worried about her safety. She wanted to go home and never see him again! But her legs didn't obey, she didn't want to, she didn't want to be fooled, she was very angry, she felt a big stone in her heart, she couldn't swallow her anger anymore, she immediately turned around and walked in the direction of Vinsa KTV!
She arrived at the door of the KTV by car, so she hurriedly paid and ran upstairs to find the V30 room, at the moment she pushed the door, everyone looked at her in shock, she stared at Shen Lingfeng with both eyes, only to see him around him, sitting on two vulgar fans, all vying to flatter him, bowing his head closely, seeing this scene, she felt that the whole person was going to explode, she walked over aggressively, and asked: "Who are they?!"
Shen Lingfeng looked around at his brothers, only to feel that his face couldn't hold it, he looked up at Cheng Siyu with disdain, and said without curiosity: "Woman, what are you asking when you see it!"
Cheng Siyu was stunned, she didn't expect such a reply at all, her lips trembled, her tongue fought, she only felt so angry that her body was trembling, "You told me that you would only really like me." ”
The people around them looked at them embarrassedly, some were embarrassed, some were smiling, and some were watching with the mentality of watching a play, Shen Lingfeng felt that Cheng Siyu was really out of place and didn't understand the general situation, he was annoyed and angry: "You are endless, who won't act on the spot, I have money and appearance, do you still expect me to only guard you every day!"
Hearing his answer, she was disappointed and heartbroken, she covered her face and turned around and ran out, the rest of the people in the room looked at Shen Lingfeng expressionlessly, although he pretended to be okay on the surface, signaled everyone to continue playing and singing, but the clear-eyed people could see that he was absent-minded and worried, at this time Zou Junwei approached Du Yifan and said in his ear: "Feng Shao won't really fall into the love network and never recover, it seems that he hasn't been unhappy for a woman for a long time, except for He Bijun... Why don't I help him get it back!"
"You don't have to meddle in the affairs of the two of them. Saying that, Du Yifan walked to Shen Lingfeng's side, sat on the sofa, and noticed his face, so he pretended to be relaxed and said: "If you care about others, you will chase it, and we won't say anything about you." Du Yifan gently patted Shen Lingfeng's shoulder and said with a smile, but Shen Lingfeng was still cold and silent.
Cheng Siyu braved the rain, dragging heavy steps, through the dim street lamps, the drizzle was like a thin flying flower on the head under the illumination of the street lamps, and swayed and landed with the night wind, she walked from the subway station in the east to the subway station in the west, from the bright candle to the black light, until she walked to the door of the community, she saw the familiar car, the flamboyant license plate number "888" He threw the cigarette butt to the ground, got out of the car, closed the door and stepped on it with his foot, he walked up to her, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and asked anxiously and angrily: "Where have you been? What are you wandering around so late? Do you know that I have been waiting for you here for half an hour!"
"Heh, Mr. Shen, are you so sad after only half an hour, then how hard it is for me to wait for you every minute and every second, do you know, don't pretend to care about me, if you are really so anxious, why don't you give me a call!" Cheng Siyu questioned, glaring at him aggrievedly.
"I've got a fight!" Shen Lingfeng said in a tough tone and emphatically, angrily taking two steps back and forth on the ground, "But you keep turning off the phone!"
Cheng Siyu took out his mobile phone in his bag in confusion, hell, it turned out that the mobile phone had just run out of power and turned off, "Then what are you doing with me, don't you have to accompany you Mr. Shen?"
Shen Lingfeng gasped, the smell of alcohol made him more excited than before, "Those are just those I brought out to drink and sing with my brothers, they are just acting on the spot, this kind of thing is normal in our circle, do you know me on the first day Cheng Siyu, if you want to be my woman, you should be mentally prepared, you should understand this, you know me when you know me, unless you want someone else..."
"You are simply an excuse, you are too selfish, too face-saving, too careful, you only think about yourself and ignore my feelings!", she hurriedly interrupted Shen Lingfeng's words: " At the beginning, you said that you would try to be good to me, you said that you liked me, do you also like me, you have never shown your heart to me, if you don't look for me, I don't know what you are thinking and doing, why do you call me to go to KTV, you are not because you miss me, because of your ridiculous machismo, your face, your dignity, you want others to think that I am obedient to you, right, and you can hug left and right at any time, but I can't have any complaints, right? Then when I'm angry, you won't run out in front of them, only when they are gone, you are willing to come and care about me, compared to my face in your eyes, I am simply illusory, and the forest where you are reluctant to give up you at all, you have thousands of ambiguous objects, you are like Jia Baoyu's brother in the Dream of Red Mansions, there are countless Sister Lin, you are simply merciful, if you want to find that girlfriend with a false name, it won't be me Cheng Siyu!"
"I really think it's hard for me to communicate with you, do you have to add so many trumped-up charges to me? Can't you learn to understand the general situation in front of others? I really feel that it's hard to be with you, I always have to take care of your feelings, and I'm afraid that you will be jealous, and I have to punch in to report to you, I really feel that there is no freedom at all, I might as well find an obedient and worry-free girlfriend if I knew this. Shen Lingfeng put his hands in his trouser pockets and took them out, wiped his hand on his forehead, and kicked the ground with his feet.
Cheng Siyu said melancholy, quietly, and chokedly: "Since everyone is working so hard, what are you doing together?"
Hearing Cheng Siyu's words, Shen Lingfeng sneered, licking his teeth with his tongue, "Hehe, it's what you said, don't regret it!", after finishing speaking, he immediately got into the car, increased the accelerator, and drove away from the door of the community with a "FU" sound, until Cheng Siyu could no longer see the shadow of the car, she turned her head and two lines of tears hung on her face, and the tears then dripped down, she wiped her hands lightly, and continued to walk in the direction of home.
After that night's dispute, Shen Lingfeng didn't contact Cheng Siyu for several days, I don't know if the current state is even a breakup, and there is no complete explanation, and the bad words said in the quarrel that night don't seem to be completely serious, Siyu is really afraid that she will be confused if she waits quietly, she is afraid that she will be cranky at home, so she walked out of the house alone and went to her favorite café, the chic Yaju, Tomorrow Cafe. The café is decorated in brown colors, dim indoor lights, European-style candlesticks, floral curtains, generous and decent mahogany, the main restaurant is Western food and coffee, and there is a unique German beer, the café has two floors, but Siyu likes to sit on the first floor, because the café often plays her favorite nostalgic songs and English songs, it is more convenient to sit on the first floor to taste the music, not to mention, it is almost you who are playing AheenaEaston, The meaning of this word seemed to express the pain in her heart, like a filament pulling her throat to her heart, there was a feeling that a hot breath was about to gush out of her throat, she put her hand on her forehead, instantly felt sorrowful, and immediately ordered a can of German beer in Esburgh. When the beer was served, she poured it into her glass and took sip after sip, the lyrics that sung her until her heart broke and shattered to the ground:
Today I met an old friend of ours,
She asked about you,
I don't really know what to say.
I heard you've been back for a while,
I tried my best to hold back my tears.
Now, I almost forgot about you,
I'm about to get rid of my sadness.
So when you're having fun,
When I returned,
You'll find out I'm going to forget about you.
You're a cunning guy with a cold heart,
Maybe it's easy to leave,
But I almost broke down.
They say time heals everything,
Of course I understand,
Because it feels like forever,
But I decided to let you go.
Now, I almost forgot about you,
I'm about to get rid of my sadness.
So when you're having fun,
When I returned,
You'll find out I'm going to forget about you.
I can forgive you,
Soon I will forget my broken dreams,
In spite of your pain,
Nothing was left for me.
Now, I almost forgot about you,
I'm about to get rid of my sadness.
So when you're having fun,
When I returned,
You'll find out I'm going to forget about you.
She listened to it completely, listening to one cup after another, drinking one can after another, she wanted to get drunk herself, she thought that the woman in the lyrics was her, and the person who made her crazy and didn't care about her was Shen Lingfeng, maybe it was her devotion, her confusion, her sadness, that made her unable to pay attention to the people around her, and even was about to lose her consciousness and lose consciousness. At this time, Du Yifan and Zou Junwei suddenly walked to her table and sat on the stool, Du Yifan took the wine glass in Cheng Siyu's hand, Cheng Siyu wanted to snatch back the bar in his hand, Du Yifan showed displeasure on his face, and said toughly: "If you drink again, you won't be able to get out of this door!"
Cheng Siyu opened her eyes with difficulty, her eyes flashed with a hazy light, her consciousness was blurred, her impression was blurred, just as she was trying to recall where she had seen the two people in front of her, Zou Junwei blurted out: "Last time you and Feng Shao had a quarrel at KTV, you saw your sister-in-law!" No wonder it's so familiar, this way of meeting is really a bit embarrassing, and now that they see themselves drunk and embarrassed, Cheng Siyu feels embarrassed: "It's a coincidence, I can meet you here, and let you see me like this..."
"Sister-in-law, what are you doing here, and the wind is not reconciled?" Zou Junwei naturally picked up the beer and poured it into a new wine glass, took a sip, and then continued: "He is like this, he is more stubborn, a little introverted, and not easy to open his heart, you don't know how unhappy he is when you left that night." ”
Cheng Siyu didn't believe it and asked: "Will he be unhappy because of me?" I think maybe it's because of face, even if he's unhappy, he won't run out to chase me, he asked me to go over to him because of face, is he still in love with me like this?"
Zou Junwei said thoughtfully: "You also want face, he also wants face, it won't work like this!"
"He hasn't looked for me in ten days!
Hearing this, Zou Junwei couldn't help but laugh, "He will definitely be looking for you on the eleventh day!"
"No, I know very well!"
"Then you go find him!"
"If I don't go, I won't make compromises again!" Cheng Siyu said firmly.
At this time, Du Yifan stared at Cheng Siyu, and felt that the girl in front of him was really interesting, and her angry appearance was also a little innocent and cute, he relieved the atmosphere and said: " You don't need to care so much about the person you like, Ling Feng and I are good brothers, I'm just like his eldest brother, I know him best, he is a person who doesn't play cards according to the rules and regulations, and he really can't understand his mental journey if he is not familiar with him, but he is really not bad-hearted, and he is more tolerant of him, he is actually not mature enough, don't be so stingy, right..."
"Yes, yes!" Zou Junwei couldn't help but interject: "I rarely see Ah Feng so unhappy for a woman, except for Ah Feng's ex-girlfriend He Bijun, you are the only one!" Du Yifan wanted to signal Zou Junwei not to say anything further, but Zou Junwei only cared about the dragon flying and phoenix dancing that he said, and didn't notice it at all.
"Why did you break up?" Cheng Siyu asked.
"That's because she met a new love, I heard that she is richer than Feng Shao, and you know that Feng Shao sometimes has a bad temper, so the woman proposed to break up, Feng Shao was also very sad at that time, but after a while, the whole person was reborn, like no such thing, and made today's girl killer!" Zou Junwei said.
Du Yifan glared at Zou Junwei and couldn't help laughing, "Are you persuading peace or sowing discord, don't speak out if you don't know how to speak!"
I see, it turns out that Shen Lingfeng also really loved people, could it be that the mysterious ex-girlfriend hurt him, so he became unloving. She suddenly felt so jealous, so jealous of He Bijun, jealousy of her could make Shen Lingfeng sad and sad, could make him change, and let him "be reborn".
"Don't think about it so much, it's not too early, let's send you home. Du Yifan pulled out the stool and got up, motioning for them to leave together.
That night, Du Yifan drove Zou Junwei home, and then sent Cheng Siyu, Du Yifan drove a Mercedes-Benz S series, and sure enough, he could play with a rich second generation like Shen Lingfeng, and he could only be a rich second generation, on the way home, Du Yifan saw that Cheng Siyu was speechless, and he took the initiative to break the silence: "I don't think you look like a girl who often comes out to play, how can you go to a place like a bar?"
"Because, I usually stay at home, go to the tutorial club to help the children with tuition, and have nothing to do after work, life is quite boring, so I want to go to see and feel the atmosphere by the way. Cheng Siyu said comfortably and innocently, and smiled as he spoke.
"No wonder, the first time I saw you, you made me feel different, your temperament is very good and special, it is the kind of special beauty, Ling Feng is really blessed to have a beautiful and sincere girlfriend like you. Du Yifan said.
"Haha" Cheng Siyu covered his mouth and smiled embarrassedly, "You are really good at talking, I am embarrassed to praise me like this." ”
"I'm just telling the truth, you don't have to be modest, these places are not suitable for you, it's better to go less, you go back and sleep well, don't think so much, be more tolerant of Ling Feng, he actually has a little young master's temper, give some patience." Du Yifan smiled as he spoke, his shoulders shrugged and twisted.
"Thank you, thank you, for comforting me today and teaching me so much, let me go with the flow with him, I can't expect too much, how to say, thank you. Cheng Siyu smiled and said gratefully, when she arrived at the door, she waved goodbye to Du Yifan.