Chapter 52: Forced Smile
A few days after returning home, Cheng Siyu once felt melancholy, holding his hands and knees thoughtfully, looking at the window for a moment, from sunrise to sunset, the blue sky derived into the dark night, at this time, the white clouds dissipated, and the dazzling stars blinked with a pair of vivid big eyes.
She began to resent her rash behavior, rubbing the thick hair on her forehead, and couldn't help but sigh deeply. In fact, this is human nature, after all, the most precious thing that I have kept for 22 years has been lost overnight, and I will inevitably feel lonely and empty. So the whole person lay down on the bed, staring blankly at the small lamp in the ceiling, but somehow, tears fell and wet the corners of the quilt. wanted to vent her melancholy emotions indulgently and screamed, but she was afraid that it would alarm Zhao Yuhan, she couldn't imagine what the consequences would be if she let Zhao Yuhan know the facts.
Since childhood, Zhao Yuhan told Cheng Siyu not to trust men, and not to be easily confused by beautiful skins and sweet words, because he felt that he was young and ignorant and deceived by men's tricks, so he ended up living like a corpse today, so he told Cheng Siyu for many years to be wary of men, and he must stick to the bottom line, so as not to suffer losses and retreat. It's a pity that Cheng Siyu still can't get through the emotional hurdle, and sensibility defeats reason.
Picking up the quilt to cover her head and falling asleep, she didn't dare to think about it, because the more she thought about it, the more messy it became.
Suddenly the mobile phone rang and remembered, and she answered the phone violently.
"It's me, Siyu. Shen Lingfeng's deep voice sounded.
"What's wrong, Ling Feng?" Siyu said.
"It's quiet over there, are you sleeping?"
"Not yet, haven't slept yet?" Cheng Siyu replied.
"Are you thinking about me?" Shen Lingfeng asked in a low voice.
"Yes, I'm thinking about you, waiting for your call, waiting until my heart is sentimental. Cheng Siyu said aggrievedly and timidly.
"Fool, I've been busy with business lately, I'm late to call you, look at you, I'll look for you later, I'll play a child's character, like a sticky marshmallow. Shen Lingfeng laughed and teased her.
"Are you tired of it?" asked Cheng Siyu uneasily and pitifully.
"How so!"
"I'm just afraid you'll get bored with me one day?"
"Why do you say such a thing, aren't you happy?" Shen Lingfeng noticed Cheng Siyu's loss, so he asked softly.
"No, I should be very happy and satisfied, I am just afraid that fireworks are easy to cold, the bubble will burst at the touch of a button, and the stars will shine brightly, but I am afraid that it will be brilliant for a moment, not forever. I was afraid that happiness would come too fast, that everything would go too smoothly, and that one day it would suddenly disappear without a trace, and that I would not be able to react, that I would not deserve happiness and a beautiful love. Siyu's muffled and sluggish voice came from the other end of the phone, like a child sobbing after crying and forcing laughter.
"I know, what you're worried about, but trust me, I love you. I'm not playing with your feelings. Shen Lingfeng said reverently and deeply.
"I, I didn't mean that, I was just too sensitive... You're so good, so popular with girls. Cheng Siyu was anxious all of a sudden, and he seemed insincere, and his words did not reach his meaning.
"They can't compare to you, I love you, I know, you are mine, if you want me to be responsible, I can also be responsible!" Shen Lingfeng made a vague promise to her with the excitement in his heart.
"You mean, you're going to marry me?" her heart was pounding, and the excitement was pounding at her every nerve.
"I want to go to the end with you, I want to live a stable and comfortable life with you, if we can, we can organize a family for the two of us, as long as I have a stable career, I will take you into the house. You know? I'm serious about you. Shen Lingfeng said righteously, word by word.
"I see! Ling Feng! Thank you. Cheng Siyu burst into tears and laughed, ecstatic, and instantly felt that his whole body was full of strength, and all the gloom was swept away.
"Fool, how could I like such a stupid and stupid woman!" Shen Lingfeng pretended to complain.
"I hate it!" Cheng Siyu said.
"By the way, tomorrow is Zou Junwei's birthday, and there is a banquet in the evening, I invite you to be my dance partner! You have to dress up beautifully! You can't be rude to be my Shen Lingfeng's girlfriend!" Shen Lingfeng said in a pretended forceful tone with a bit of command.
"Obey!" Cheng Siyu agreed.
On such a quiet and slightly cool night, Cheng Siyu lay lazily on the soft bed, bored. Looking at the bright and moving moonlight outside the window, she felt that the stars embedded in the night sky were also laughing at her, and her heart was relaxed and happy, and the night was sultry. All the worries and troubles have long dissipated, she is no longer worried, hugging her body and leaning on the window lattice, while facing the breeze and letting it blow on her face, while holding the phone and chatting with her sweetheart, until the sun rises in the east and the day is about to wake up, they are reluctant to hang up the phone and start to rest. When you open your eyes, a new world outside the window will usher in a new dawn.