No. 176 Unthinkable, self-forgettable
The night sky is silent, reflecting the people who have difficulty falling asleep and have thoughts.
Qiao Shengnan has been standing on the balcony, his whole body leaning on the railing, the cigarette smoke is swirling, swallowing clouds and spitting fog, and the trend of decadence is fully displayed.
It seemed that something important was missing in his heartΒ·Β·Β·Β·Β·Β·
Next to it is Lu Wanzhou's room, this location seems to have been deliberately arranged by Lu's father, and the next room is like the classroom next door in high school, and memories suddenly came to his mind.
At that time, how immature it was, and how pure the emotions were.
Now I have a lot more to think about.
He remembers:
When he was a sophomore in high school, that time, Lu Bao went to look for him in the classroom, and the entire classmates in the A class of liberal arts were all boiling. He remembered very well that it was the first time she had come to him on her own initiative, and that he had been there to bring her food before that.
At that time, he could only use the excuse of Lu Goodnight's classroom to run to see her, obviously the two of them could meet when they went out after class, but it seemed to be more youthful.
This life lasted until his junior year of high school.
In the third year of high school, all students have to move to a separate teaching building, and their class is no exception. He remembered that since then, it seemed that she had rarely been seen at school, and even after class, he knew that she would not go to the cafeteria if someone brought her food, but he still insisted on sitting at the main entrance of the cafeteria with the security guard at noon every day, because he could see all the students in and out of the school.
During that time, the security guard uncle was annoyed with him, the school was very big, it took half an hour to go back and forth, and she often didn't go to the cafeteria, so he didn't meet her a few times.
Youth is always green, and memories are also the strongest liquor, pure and pure, the taste is amazing, and the aftertaste is eternal.
In the second half of the night, it rained, and the fine and dense rain fell on the ground like a coat sewn by my mother for herself, with fine stitches. He felt his phone vibrate, and opened it with a puzzled look.
Sure enough, the girl was just like him, and she hadn't slept yet.
"Come out, balcony. β
There is an anti-theft net on the balcony, so you don't have to worry about rain coming in if you close the windows on rainy days.
Qiao Shengnan saw that she was wrapped in a thin coat, which should be wearing a nightdress, and frowned, "Why are you wearing so little?"
"It's not cold. She knew he was worried, but she wasn't cold.
There's a kind of cold called boyfriend thinks you're cold!
Lu Wanzhou pinched the clothes he handed over from the other side of the balcony, and the courage he had just established was barren in an instant and he walked away with the wind.
"Why haven't you slept so late?" Lu Wanzhou's voice sounded at the right time, relieving the embarrassment in the air.
"Can't sleep. β
Then, with a sharp jump, he landed firmly on the balcony of her room and stood in front of her.
By the time she reacted, he had already dressed her himself.
"You're crazy, it's dangerous to do this, do you know?"
The rooms in this small villa are all next to each other, and the layout of Silu Park is similar.
But the only difference is that the independent balcony between the two rooms on the same floor of this villa is also separated by a distance of nearly one meter.
Lu Wanzhou's heart was so frightened by him just now that she stopped beating.
"For your sake, I can spare my life. β
Someone once said that love is as brave as a moth to a fire, since she has always been timid, then the brave person can only be him, and it will only be him.
His woman doesn't need to take the initiative yet.
"Are you really willing to give up everything for me?" Lu Wanzhou was not convinced in her heart, so she simply didn't hide it.
It's been more than half a month since she saw that letter, and she hopes that even if she doesn't have him by her side in the future, then at least she can still have all the beauty now.
"Yes. β
"Then are you willing to forget the past?"
Why forget? His already frowning brow was even more pronounced.
"Lubao, what's wrong with you?"
"No," she shook her head slowly.
It seems that everyone has secrets that cannot be said, let alone forgotten!
Forget it, there's no need, at least now he's hers, she can ignore it, as long as she doesn't have it in the future!
She feels so humble now, how can she be like this? Is it because of her parents that she doesn't deserve perfect love?
The two of them stood on the balcony for a long, long time, until the sky gradually turned white, Lu Wanzhou felt that her head hurt, as if she was going to explode in the next second, and her head was cracking!
A little after four o'clock in the morning, she turned to go back to her room, but ignored the man next to her.
"What are you doing?" Lu Wanzhou forced herself to hold on, grabbed the balcony door tightly, and stopped Qiao Shengnan, who wanted to cross the line.
She hasn't completely let go of her heart, and now is not the time.
She didn't say a word, her attitude was firm, and she pushed him out with all her strength.
Qiao Shengnan looked at the curtain that was about to close, and sighed secretly, "Lu Bao, I still can't get you?"
If the heart can't get it, then what's the point?
The wind howled in the early morning, and his whole body was numb. But he was still guarding outside her door, counting the time, Father Lu should be getting up in the morning to exercise, and he quickly and neatly flipped from one side of the balcony to the other.
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Last night, he made an appointment with Lu's father to get up early this morning to exercise with him.
He understands the feelings of a father, especially the helpless, reluctant but hopeful feeling of a father when his daughter is about to leave him and become someone else's bag.
If, in the future, he and Lu Bao have a daughter, he doesn't want a boy to snatch her away from him one day, especially if the daughter looks like Lu Bao. If there was such a time, he thought he would go crazy.
"Good morning, uncle. He didn't sleep all night, he was actually a little tired, but nothing could stop him from currying favor with the future old Tarzan.
As the saying goes: kill God when you meet God, kill Buddha when you meet Buddha. It is a true reflection of his mental journey.
"Didn't you rest?" Father Lu looked at his blue-black eyes, with contempt in his heart, and sure enough, he couldn't help but test.
Isn't it just living next door?
He didn't want him to enter the door and was going to let him sleep on the street, if it weren't for his daughter, you bastard wouldn't know where to die!
"It's fine. Qiao Shengnan knew that his face couldn't hide from the sharp-eyed Lord Taishan, so he simply didn't deny it.
"Let's go, go to the market. β
In the father's eyes, the two daughters need to be nourished every day. One has to dance every day to maintain the training volume, and the other stays in the laboratory all day, both of which need to consume energy.
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Market:
"You go check it out. "In the morning, the market is crowded, shoulders are crowded, and the instep is against the instep. Qiao Shengnan's white AJ had been stepped on several big footprints, and his face was pale. On the other hand, Father Lu looked indifferent.
The aunt next to her is selling, the freshest green vegetables, just right with Lubao's favorite fish.
In the whole process of grocery shopping, Qiao Shengnan took the lead throughout the whole process, and Lu's father was like a leader, walking leisurely with his hands behind his back.
In the end, all the things were on Qiao Shengnan's body.
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"Dad, why did you get up so early?" When Lu Wan'an went downstairs in a daze, Qiao Shengnan and Qi Sheng had already put the food on the table.
Originally, Qiao Shengnan was going to make a breakfast himself, so he showed his hand. As a result, he was stopped by Lord Yue, saying that he was a guest.
Hehe, he's a guest, isn't he a guest when he is in the vegetable market?
Breakfast is both Chinese and Western, Lu Wan'an likes to cut the fritters in the Chinese food in small pieces, and then put them in the toast, and then put a few slices of greens, everyone here was stunned, this is the first time they have seen this way of eating, so Qi Sheng was alone next to him, cooperated with the tacit understanding, handed her something, and poured her half a glass of milk by the way.
"Sister, is it delicious?" Lu Wanzhou's eyes were full of curiosity, and Qiao Shengnan had an intuition: she wanted to try it in the next second.
"It's okay, it's much better than a burger. Lu Wan's mouth was full of bread crumbs, Qi Sheng took a piece of paper and gently wiped her clean.
This scene of Lu's father felt familiar, he used to treat their mother like this, but his sincerity couldn't match her persistent pursuit of her dreams.
At that time, he was a rich second generation, and her family was also a wealthy family. She has never suffered as a daughter, she has seen the complexity of the world since I saw it, and she is simple-hearted, unlike him, who has lived in Vanity Fair since she was a child, mixed in all kinds of fields, and is surrounded by people who praise the high and the low.
She didn't like him at first, and at that time she even thought he was a prodigal, amorous, modern Chen Shimei.
The process of their being together is no different from what is written in a romance novel, it is he who finds a lot of opportunities, and it is he who impulsively harms her after a drunken time.
After her unexpected pregnancy, her temperament changed drastically. Later, it was his bitter begging, begging her, begging her father, that he could marry her as he wished, and only then did he have the lovely and beautiful twin daughters in front of him.
The past is like a passing cloud, long gone with the wind.
After all, it was his fault as a husband that he didn't take into account her feelings, and it was he who left a lifetime of shadows on his precious child.
So he doesn't want their love to end up reborn in their daughter.
He was still very worried about Wanzhou, after all, she was still injured, and she was so fragile, like a fragile little vase, and she needed everyone's careful care!
After breakfast, Lin Feng brought Qiao Lingling over, and also brought a few large bags of snacks that little girls love to eat.
The three girls were eating snacks while watching the drama, and Lu's father took the three men to the door to fertilize the vegetables that had just been planted a few days ago.
"Little uncle, I'll come. Lin Feng snatched the fertilizer bag from Lu's father's hand and lowered his head to work seriously.
"You sprinkle a little less and water a little more. "Father Lu's waist has fallen into the root of the disease because he has been in the laboratory all year round, and it will hurt at any time.
"Uncle, why don't you go and rest, let's come. Qiao Shengnan lightly helped Father Lu up from the ground and sent him back to the living room.
On the way, Father Lu also instructed him a few words.
It turns out that Lu Bao still has a back injury, and it seems that she really gave everything for the ballet!
"Dad, come and watch TV with us!" Lu Wanzhou and Lu Wan'an stepped forward to hold Dad's hand.
He can't stand his daughter's spoiling the most, let alone two at once?
Father Lu sat down, "Good night, I stayed in the laboratory for a long time yesterday, let's go catch up on some sleep." β
"Uh-huh... No..."Lu Wan'an shook his head, "I'm not sleepy." β
"Little uncle, how are you!" Qiao Lingling is really spoiled, now she really doesn't have to care about anything, Lin Feng will bring it to her if she wants it.
She looked at Goodnight and Wanzhou Chenghuan's appearance, and thought of her father again, if her father hadn't had an accident at that time, how good would it be?
The sun had climbed overhead, and the scorching sun was in the sky, and the foreheads of several boys who were fertilizing under the scorching sun were covered with fine beads of sweat.
"Ding Ding Ding Ding ......" The doorbell rang with a brush, and there was no intention of stopping.
Qiao Shengnan was closest to the gate, and the task of opening the door fell on his head gloriously.
"Why are you?" The moment Qiao Shengnan saw Lin Junlai standing at the door with his suitcase, he really understood that what Father Lu said in the study last night was not a joke!
"Of course I'm here for my reasons. "Lin Junlai has an arrogant backbone, and he will not give in to his rivals.
"Eric, come in. Father Lu's loud voice interrupted the eye contact between the two men.
"Yes, teacher. β
Lin Junlai originally planned to come with them, but the teacher temporarily sent him a task to go to another city for an investigation, so he missed the appointment.