Cheng Siyu immediately rushed to the door of Xie Chulei's house, and when she was about to knock on the door, she found that the door was not locked at all, which made her shudder, and an ominous premonition surged into her heart, she pushed open the door and rushed into the door of Chulei's room, but saw a shocking scene. Xie Chulei was holding the ring knife and cutting a little bit on her wrist again and again, the bloody scene was deeply imprinted in Cheng Siyu's eyes, her throat was as if it was blocked by cotton, she was silent, Chu Lei was self-harming, she was actually self-harming!

Cheng Siyu's brain went blank like a lack of oxygen for two seconds before he came back to his senses, and he threw Xie Chulei's knife forward with an arrow, and scolded sharply: "Are you crazy Xie Chulei, what's the big deal, you have to practice yourself like this, tell me what happens, I will definitely be by your side to shelter you from the wind and rain." Cheng Siyu hugged Chu Lei tightly, both worried and distressed.

Xie Chulei couldn't stop sobbing and crying, and said with a foolish smile from time to time: "You can't solve anything for me, I think I've gone mad, I'm not saved, I hate myself, why do you shelter me from the wind and rain, do you really take yourself as a god Cheng Siyu, you can't even protect yourself, what do you say to protect me?" She was in a trance, her expression was dazed, crying for a while and laughing miserably.

"What's wrong with you, it's not you, what are you talking nonsense, why do you use harsh words to disguise yourself, no matter how much you criticize me, you will always be my best friend, a best friend like my sister, I will definitely not leave you, you called me here because you trust me from the bottom of your heart, right, then please open your heart at this moment and tell me what happened to you, okay?" Cheng Siyu grabbed Chu Lei's shoulder tightly and said eagerly

"Siyu," Chu Lei licked her wounds like a softened hedgehog in an instant, and said miserably: "I feel like I'm going to lose Ye Hui forever, losing him I'm like a shell that has been drained of blood, falling to the ground anytime and anywhere, slumping, just like how can a plucked flower survive without the nutrients of the soil, because I can no longer absorb infinite vitality, just like me now, I am a walking corpse." ”

After listening to Chu Lei's words, Cheng Siyu felt very angry, and the anger of hating iron and steel made her say irrational and rude words at any time, she suppressed herself, kept her sanity and said sternly: "Chu Lei, isn't breaking up like a child's play for you, when did you really break up, as for making you want to die or live, do you know what you are doing now? You are self-harming! You are not responsible for your own life and body, do you know? If Aunt Xie comes back and sees what she will feel, will you freak her out, do you know?" ”

"No, this time it's true, you don't know, he's been really cold to me lately, I look for him and he doesn't want to see me, I want to say a few more words with him, he always has a lot of excuses, I used to break up with him, he will definitely scold me and say what to divide the neuropathy to calm down for a few days, but the last time I told him that we have been getting along very hard recently, he actually said okay, you want to break up first, and then you never looked for me and didn't answer my phone, I really don't know what to do now. Xie Chulei said as she leaned against the wall, crying.

Cheng Siyu carefully recalled the scene of Ye Hui and Xia Xiaobing pulling and pulling on Chu Lei's birthday, and couldn't help but suspect that the two of them were really tired, but she didn't dare to speculate, first, she avoided Xia Xiaobing being her classmate, and second, the conflict between Xie Chulei and Ye Hui always came and went quickly, but I was afraid that it was a misunderstanding, and Cheng Siyu informed Xie Chulei of this idea without exact evidence, not to mention hurting their feelings, and finally when they reconciled as before, they would definitely see her as the initiator of sowing discord, so that she was not a person inside and out。 So she didn't dare to act rashly, and only after repeatedly confirming her conjecture did she dare to tell Chu Lei.

She carefully soothed Chu Lei's emotions and said: "Chu Lei, don't think about things in a bad direction first, you also know that Ye Hui has always been a hanger's personality, and he is always unreliable in dealing with people, he may just be bored for a while, and after a while, he will automatically appear in front of you when he thinks of your goodness, don't you always tell me that you can't grasp too tightly in a long-term relationship, just like grabbing sand, the tighter you hold it, the faster it will lose, isn't it?"

"That's right, I always teach you that you should be like flying a kite to a man, but what I'm most afraid of is that if I let him go too much, he will really leave. Xie Chulei closed her eyes in despair, the expression on her face distorted with sadness.

"Chu Lei, where is your self-confidence, you have to show the previous courage. Cheng Siyu encouraged her.

"You don't understand, Siyu, I'm not the same as before, I've dropped the price, really, how confident am I, how confident should I be, I'm ashamed to say it. Chu Lei hid her face and cried.

"Xie Chulei, you told me! What happened to you!" Cheng Siyu grabbed Chu Lei's hands and asked seriously.

"No, it's nothing, it's none of your business, Siyu, please don't ask me. Chu Lei turned her face to avoid Siyu's question.

"No, you must have something to hide from me!"

"Please don't ask me, please don't force me to think about the rain. ”

"Okay, I won't force you, you can sleep well, you can't do stupid things anymore, you know, I have a chance to meet Ye Hui, I must talk to him well, he can no longer be so willful and reckless to hurt you." Siyu hid the ring knife, and when she turned around and was about to help Chu Lei clean up the bed, Xie Chulei grabbed her hands.

Chu Lei said leisurely and poignantly: "I once had an abortion, and it was Ye Hui's child. ”

Cheng Siyu opened her walnut-like eyes in disbelief, shook her head incredulously, and said in a trembling voice, "Are you lying to me?" ”