Li Juan smiled: "Don't look for me, I'm just a flat-headed person." How can I help you?"

Yang Fei said: "I believe that you have a way to help me." ”

Li Juan shook her head helplessly: "Are you catching a strong man? If you want to beg someone, you can beg for it yourself, why do you want to send me? I would not accompany you to this meal if I knew it, hum!"

Yang Fei knew that she was joking, and he didn't mind.

Between him and Chen Shaohua, they will not talk too deeply about the topic, and after eating, they will disperse.

Seeing Chen Shaohua's performance today, Yang Fei was a little lucky: Fortunately, he didn't know about Chen Ruoling and his illegitimate child!

If Chen Shaohua knew, it was estimated that he would really be able to fight with Yang Fei.

Yang Fei also thought about confessing his relationship with Chen Ruoling directly to Chen Shaohua.

However, after thinking about it, let's maintain Chen Ruoling's lie!

On the way home, Li Juan asked him, "How does it feel to lie?"

Yang Fei said: "When you grow up, you will know that lying is a necessary skill in life. ”

"Hmph, my education from elementary school is different from yours, it's not right to lie!"

"It's not right to lie, but we can't live without it. In the adult world, there is nothing right or wrong, only what is needed or not. It's not right to play cards, it's not right to drink, it's not right to smoke, but how many people can do it? For children, it's not right to fall in love! When you grow up, the first thing you need to do is to fall in love and get married! If you don't talk about it, if you don't get married, your parents will die in a hurry!"

"Oh, hey, according to what you say, the world of adults and the world of children are really completely different. ”

"University is a watershed. Some people have completed the transformation into adults and society when they are in college, and they will turn into dragons as soon as they enter society. Some people are still ignorant, and after graduation, they still think that they are a child who will not grow up, and they even look forward to returning thousands of miles to still be a teenager!"

Li Juan was more serious: "It's not good to be a teenager when you return?"

Yang Fei smiled: "If it is to return to the innocence of the youth, it is impossible and unnecessary." If a person lives for decades and is still like a teenager and is not familiar with world affairs, isn't that a few decades in vain? If you live with the mentality of a teenager, then you will not be able to eat in this society. If you don't forget your original intention, I think that the original intention of a person's youth is different from the original intention of youth, middle age, and old age. A person's experience and growth will make his ideals and ambitions constantly change. If you keep sticking to the dream of your teenage years, you will not grow up as a child. ”

Li Juan was surprised, blinked, and said, "Don't say it, I'm just a crowd, and I haven't thought carefully about whether this sentence is right or not!"

Yang Fei said: "Words are just words, and there is no right or wrong. It's just that this sentence may be suitable for some people, or for us at a certain time, and it cannot be used as a motto in life. If it is said that it is necessary to return to the innocence and liveliness of youth, or the hopeful self. The life experience accumulated by people in society is the most valuable. People must not only have hope, but most importantly learn to bear disappointment. As human beings, from birth to graduation from university, normally speaking, it is a continuous process of acquisition. And in the days that followed, it was constantly being lost. ”

"Lost, lost, what?" asked Li Juan, puzzled.

"Losing everything, our youth, our youth, our time, our childhood, our health, our lives, and those we love the most, and those who love us the most, including but not limited to our grandparents, grandparents, parents, brothers and sisters, ......"

Li Juan suddenly became sad and said: "Yes, I haven't graduated from college yet, but I seem to have lost it! Among my family's relatives, in the first half of this year, three people left, and I have attended three funerals! In the past, when I attended funerals, I just thought it was fun, and I could meet many rare friends, and we would chase and play at the funeral site! But now, when I attend the funeral again, I really understand what it means!"

Yang Fei said: "This shows that you have grown up." ”

Li Juan said: "Yang Fei, if, I mean if, in a few decades, when you are old, God will give you a chance to return to your youth, will you be unwilling?"

Yang Fei smiled: "Then of course I'm willing!"

Li Juan said: "Look, you said so much, don't you want to return to your youth?"

Yang Fei said: "That's different. I'm returning to my teenage years, which means that everything around me has followed me. My parents have also become younger, and the development of the times has returned to the past, and my thoughts and behaviors will not be incompatible with those times. If it's just me returning to being a teenager, or if it's just my mind returning to being a teenager, then do you think that's a gratifying thing?"

"No, it's not a comedy, it's a horror movie! It's like a person who wakes up one night and his mind becomes a child, and that's scary! Because he has to use a child's mind to deal with the adult world. ”

"Therefore, if I am really given a chance to choose, I am still willing to go according to the arrangement of life. Each time period has its own unique scenery. It's not a bad thing to have regrets in life. A person's ability to bear is limited, so fate takes a lot away from you and makes you travel lightly. When you have to do everything perfectly, and keep all the reluctant people by your side, then what you have will not be happiness - believe me, I am experiencing this now!"

"I believe in you. Because I've seen a real event. I know a man who has an eighty-year-old grandmother at home who has been paralyzed for more than ten years, and then his father was in a car accident and became a vegetative state. Some people persuaded him to give up treatment, but this person was very strong, and he was reluctant to give up these relatives, and in order to take care of his relatives, he sold his house, sold his car, and even his wife left him, and his children were admitted to college, but he had no money to study. Well, I don't know if his insistence is right or wrong. ”

Yang Fei Zhengse said: "Of course he is right. You can't question his filial piety and hard work. He's fighting against fate. This is not the same thing as what I am talking about!"

Li Juan laughed and said, "Hey, what's going on with you today, so much emotion?"

Yang Fei said: "I don't know why, I suddenly thought a lot." ”

Li Juan said: "I feel that you don't want to be a young man anymore, you are an adult!

Yang Fei shook his head: "It's not--I just want to-if all this doesn't happen, then I'm actually quite happy, I used to feel too many regrets in life, but now I understand that when you make up for all your regrets, your life will give birth to more regrets!"

“......”

Of course Li Juan didn't understand, her big beautiful eyes flashed, and she looked at him curiously and puzzled, but she just felt that the way this man was thinking was so handsome!

No wonder he was able to publish a book, it turned out that he was really a very thoughtful person!

I love him more and more, what should I do?