I shook off his hand and said, "I'm going for a ride." Exceptional"

Sure enough, exactly as I guessed, Yu Minghui followed me to the parking lot and sat on the co-pilot.

I glanced at him and said, "Get out of the car, I want to be alone." ”

Still exactly as I guessed, Yu Minghui said lightly: "I will keep quiet." Aren't you going for a ride, driving? ”

That's you Yu Minghui who volunteered to get in the car, so don't blame me!

Sneering in my heart, I drove slowly along Longgang Avenue for a while, got on the highway at He'ao, sped all the way, and drove the car to the way to the Rose Coast.

There is a gap in the road at the oil depot in front of the Rose Coast, and a little past the gap is a large piece of large and small gravel washed up from the sea, and in front of the stone is the rough sea.

The car was about to reach the gap, I stepped on the accelerator suddenly, continued to accelerate and accelerate, the speed of the car suddenly soared to 130, Yu Minghui turned his face to look at me, and he finally spoke, who was silent all the way: "Lin Sisi, this is not a highway, you can't drive so fast, it's very dangerous." ”

I still slammed on the gas pedal and smiled at him: "Danger is right, after all, I want to die." ”

Following my words, Yu Minghui's face changed from expressionless to gloomy just now, he may have panicked in his heart, but he didn't show much, his voice raised eight degrees, and yelled at me: "Lin Sisi, are you crazy?"

I rolled down the windows and let the biting winter wind continue to pour in, blowing my hair messy, I kept going at a speed of 135, and didn't forget to smile at Yu Minghui and say, "I'm not crazy." Don't you want to get divorced? Then let's die together and go to hell together. Anyway, I can't divorce you, and I will be bound by you in the name of responsibility for the rest of my life, and I am better than dead. ”

Probably frightened by my crazy behavior, Yu Minghui's voice softened, and he said: "Lin Sisi, let's discuss this matter slowly, you stop first, you stop the car first, you have to calm down, don't be impulsive." ”

I smiled brightly at him, "I can't discuss it slowly, we're either going to divorce or die together." There's a gap in front, and the water over there is more than 20 meters deep, and I'll lock the car door and rush into the sea, Yu Minghui, thank you for accompanying me to hell. ”

With that, I took a turn, took another deep breath, stared intently ahead, and made another gesture to step on the gas.

Just as I was about to rush to the gravel beach, at this critical moment, Yu Minghui's eyes drooped, and he roared: "Okay, divorce!"

I braked the car.

Due to inertia, the body still rushed into the gravel pile, and the disc and the gravel came to a violent friction, scraping and grinding.

I opened the door, turned off the engine, got out of the car, staggered on the gravel, and was greeted by a salty sea breeze.

Yu Minghui also got out of the car, he walked around the front of the car and stumbled on the gravel towards me, his eyes were red, as if someone had splashed red paint, he stared at me with wide eyes, he yelled at me: "Lin Sisi, you fool! This is very dangerous, you know it or not, you know it or not!"

When he said these words, Yu Minghui completely lost his cool, his voice accompanied his body, constantly trembling, I don't know if he was frightened or angry.

He raised his hand at me.

I leaned my face closer to his palm, smiled faintly, and said, "If you want to hit me, then hit me, it's better to beat me to death, and I'll be completely free." ”

Yu Minghui was still glaring at me, and his hand kept being raised, so we confronted each other for nearly five minutes before his hand fell down, and his voice suddenly seemed to be low to the ground, and he said: "Okay, Lin Sisi, if you think that divorce will make you feel a little better in your heart, then I will fulfill you, I will fulfill you, okay!"

After speaking, Yu Minghui squatted down abruptly, he grabbed a palm-sized stone, threw it fiercely in the direction of the sea, and scolded twice: "Damn!

This is the second time I have heard Yu Minghui scolding these words.

I don't know what his mentality is, but it doesn't matter anymore.

I'll just get there.

If only I could be free.

If I can let him live, I can let him live.

Coldly, I said, "Enough is enough, enough is enough, let's go back to the formalities." ”

Yu Minghui clapped his hands, he looked back at me, his face was already calm, he said, "Okay, go through the formalities immediately, don't delay for a second." ”

I still divorced Yu Minghui as I wished.

Coming out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, looking at the bright red marriage certificate before, which had become a divorce certificate, I thought I could be so relieved, but in fact, my heart was full of heaviness.

Fortunately, my eyes have faded in advance, and fortunately, my heart has become a dead wood, so I can quietly wave goodbye to the man who I have loved for so many years, entangled for so many years, and finally got the ending of separation.

I didn't share his property, he insisted on giving, and I insisted on refusing, so I took away the change fee and the piece of jade that the old man gave back then, as well as the desk of Little Gray Gray, the clothes of Little Gray Gray, the textbook of Little Gray Gray, and the messy salted egg Superman.

Bringing with me all the things that were enough for me to cherish the past without coveting the past, I ran to the former landlord, both soft and hard, and spent an extra 2,000 yuan to run, and finally rented the one bedroom and one living room where I used to live with Little Gray Gray.

In one go, I gave two years of rent.

I restored all the sets to the way they were, but my life never went back to the day it used to be.

So, I left Shenzhen.

I first went to Nepal, and from Nepal to Ili, I met a lot of people during the trip, and also took a lot of beautiful scenery, I began to post on many forums to serialize the people and scenery I photographed, probably after experiencing too many things, I have never had any literary style, I actually learned to introduce some interesting places with pictures and texts, and got a lot of heated discussions and praises for the first time, my Weibo began to have a lot of strange fans, and some travel companies found me and began to invite me to their attractions, while having fun, and doing some small advertisements for their companies by the way。

Later, I went to Jiangxi, I went to Wuyuan, I was completely cried by the beauty of that place, and I suddenly didn't want to leave.

I found a job as a volunteer teacher in a small mountain village in Jiangxi, a primary school that was too small to be any longer backward and too backward to be left behind, and received a salary of about 1,000 yuan per month subsidized by the government.

The children, whose clothes are tattered but have flower-like smiles, always easily remind me of my little gray ashes, and their bright smiles slowly heal the wounds brought to me by the years.

The signal in the small mountain village is not good, my laptop uses a network card, and the network is surprisingly slow, so I still patiently follow the small advertisements and write advertorial posts, earning a considerable amount of money for a mountain village, and then take the children in my class to the town on weekends to buy food and drink.

After visiting the small town about 10 kilometers away from the small mountain village a few times, I found that there was a post and telecommunications office in the town, and I began to send postcards to Li Jing, He Siyuan, Cao Jiaying, and them every month.

Later, I was able to receive a postcard as well.

It was sent from Australia.

Very tall texture, very beautiful scenery, Uncle Xian's handwriting is particularly beautiful, he always said simply: "Sisi, I wish you a happy life." ”

Without exception, behind Uncle Xian's signature, there is always a small star that does not match it.

Such a little star, like Little Gray Gray used to be in kindergarten, he was obedient, and the teacher rewarded him, I think this is probably Uncle Xian is showing me in a different way, not only I am remembering my little Gray Gray, he has the same mood as me on the other side of the ocean.

I sandwiched these postcards, which I received on time every month, in my Chinese textbook, and occasionally took them out to look at them, and my life was extremely peaceful.

Later, my school came to a few students from Shenzhen University, and unlike me, they only stayed here for two months.

We get along well, one of them is a boy named Liu Xueyu, he met me in a place like Jiangxi such a Zhanjiang fellow, he showed a lot of enthusiasm for me, a fellow who can advertise English well, he insisted on adding my WeChat to leave my mobile phone number, he ended teaching, he wanted to go back to his hometown to start a business, he just did the advertising industry, he said that I have a common topic with him, let me go back to Zhanjiang one day, I must go to him, he invited me to dinner.

I have passed the age of the first love, even if he doesn't say it explicitly, I can see in his sparkling eyes the enthusiasm of a man for a woman, with an unusual meaning.

I don't know how to talk to this little boy about the ups and downs of my life over the years, and I don't know how to explain to him that even though I have a seemingly young face similar to theirs, my heart is so old that I feel like I'm about to be buried in the dirt. I was afraid of hurting him, so I had to excuse myself that I already had a boyfriend.

However, Liu Xueyu, he still took a lot of care of me, a fellow who seemed to have a boyfriend, and after his advertising agency opened, he gave me a lot of lists, and also let me get a particularly considerable income.

I used the income to buy a new batch of desks for the children in my class.

At this time, the school was already out for winter vacation, but all the children had returned, and they had moved their desks in an orderly manner and allocated them in an orderly manner.

Watching them bury their heads and write their names on their desks with a brush, my originally calm heart once again set off turbulent waves.

I remembered that year, my little gray gray, he was also so eagerly lying on the table after receiving the new desk, writing his name crookedly one by one, he wrote extremely seriously, his head was drenched with fine sweat, he wiped it off with his little hands, looked up at me, and smiled brightly.

I don't know how I managed to support myself and watch those kids completely mess with their desks.

When the children had stacked the desks with their names written on them, and I told them to be safe on the way home, I was about to flee back to the dormitory, when two little boys stopped me at the door of the classroom, stuffed two round navel oranges into my hands, and said impatiently thank you for buying them desks, which they gave me to eat, and ran away shyly.

I returned to the dormitory with these two oranges, opened the computer and logged in to the computer version of WeChat, and took the initiative to send a message to Liu Xueyu, I said: "Teacher Liu, thank you for your recent care, I have changed the desks for the children, and they are very happy." ”

Liu Xueyu was still so enthusiastic, he quickly replied to me: "Teacher Lin, you are too polite. You help me with the copywriting, and I pay you, that's as it should be. Teacher Lin, you really have a good heart, where are young girls willing to stay in the mountains to be teachers, and how can anyone be willing to pay for children to buy things. ”

After a while, Liu Xueyu said again: "By the way, Mr. Lin, the Spring Festival of 2016 is coming, and the school should be closed early, right?

I glanced at the oranges on the side, and I quickly typed them and said, "I'm not going back." The sea breeze in Zhanjiang is too strong and the winter is too cold. ”

Yes, Zhanjiang's sea breeze was too strong and the winter was too cold, which seemed to be the only reason why I refused to go back to that city.

And I know that the reason why I really refuse to go back to that city is that there are so many people I care about, the old man, Chen Daowei, and my little gray ash. I am afraid that if I go back once, my sadness will overflow, and it will completely destroy my life that I am so peaceful, without rain or shine.

I am really a chat terminator, and with my words, Liu Xueyu was silent for nearly fifteen minutes.

However, Liu Xueyu still ignored me later, and he sent it slowly and said, "Hehe, it's okay, Mr. Lin, it's a good thing that you don't come back for the New Year." Zhanjiang has not been peaceful recently, and a series of major events have occurred, which are widely implicated, making some people panic. ”

Through the screen, I can also feel Liu Xueyu's troubles, I don't know why, my heart suddenly appeared faintly tearing for a while, my fingers suddenly became a little less flexible, I knocked for a long time, before I knocked out such a sentence: "What happened in Zhanjiang??"

After sending this sentence, I kept staring at the computer and waiting for Liu Xueyu's reply, but at this moment, my mobile phone rang.

I took it and looked at it, and it showed Cao Jiaying's number.

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