Maybe it's because the other party has been silent for too long, he didn't give me any method at all, and he didn't give me any advice, and the silence for a long time made me feel as if I had fallen directly into a deep abyss.

I wonder if what awaits me is going to be shattered?

His heart was completely like that broken string, with a very unpleasant tone, a tone that had gone away, and it seemed that he had exhausted a lot of strength, with a kind of dry mouth, and it took a long time to say a few words.

"Ou Ruoxi, I don't know what to say, but I want you to take this child away!"

When I heard this, my head was really buzzing, I never thought of it, I mean seriously, I didn't calculate that he would give me an answer like this, I really calculated it first, I could even imagine a kind of ridicule from him, but I didn't expect the result of this piece even so.

I was so unbelievable that I forgot that I didn't believe the other person would say such a thing, and I even wondered if I had misheard, or if I thought it was a misunderstanding, or if I was too tired for a while to hear it.

I only knew before.

The feeling between the two of us was terrible, so bad that sometimes we wanted to die with each other, and I knew that we didn't have love at all, but now I know that he didn't just love him, but he had a very obvious hatred for it.

Why is he so hateful? Why is he so selfish, why is he?

Why don't you even want your own son, why use the treasure of the cradle that is stifled like this?

The so-called tiger poison does not eat children, and even animals will be like this, why is he so vicious that even animals are not as vicious!

I never thought that he hated me so much that he didn't want me to have children with him at all.

I couldn't even hear my own voice, my voice was like the string that wasn't tuned, I had a dry feeling, and I had a lot of effort.

"Are you really going to give up on him?"

He kept watching, he kept watching, as if he saw the heavens and the earth old, as if he saw that my eyes were blind, I didn't know what he was looking at, I knew he was looking at me with that very sad eye.

But I knew that my whole body was trembling, and I really couldn't understand him, so I plucked up the courage to regather some of my thoughts and ask him with difficulty.

"Are you really going to give up on him?"

He looked at me, and finally turned his face away to look at the scenery outside the window, and his gaze fell on that far, far away place, as if it were so far away that I could not even reach it.

"I've always told you I'm not a bad boy, so I don't need you to give me a baby, that's what I thought before, it's like this now, it's always like this, you can't force me. ”

Every word, every word was stuck in my heart like a dagger, pushing me into hell, I have nothing now, I am now completely a wind chaser with no way.

It's been three years, and in these three years, countless times when he doesn't want children has flashed in front of me again and again.

I should have come to my senses a long time ago, he was so indifferent to me, it made me feel embarrassed by many people, and said a lot, so I don't want children, in fact, I have already accepted this fact in my heart, knowing the fact that he doesn't want children at all, but I always look forward to it a little bit, when these wonderful dreams finally come true, it turns out that all my fantasies are actually just a fantasy.

It's too ugly, it's really ugly, I'm embarrassed myself, I'm embarrassed to my own children, I'm sorry little tadpoles.

I only felt the sweat dripping down my back, down the leaves of my skin.

I suddenly felt my mouth dry, I felt my hands and feet go limp, I felt cold all over my body, I even felt that everything I saw was nothing, inhaled to the point where there was no focal point.

I even felt someone eat my blood, pull out my tendons, and pull out my flesh.

I even felt someone stabbing me with a cold dagger more than a dozen times, and the power stabbed me in the heart, it was all a fatal point of my knife, I was so painful that my whole body kept shaking, and I arched my body like a small shrimp.

I was so uncomfortable, I felt like I couldn't stand anymore, I felt like I was going to crash to the ground in the next second, and when I died, I was holding on to this table and slowly squatting down, and I couldn't hold myself up anymore.

I failed, I failed completely.

The desolation of youth really nailed me to this cross at this time.

My big tears fell to the ground, and then more sour, and my vision began to blur, I couldn't focus, and I seemed to feel myself in tears.

So stupid, stupid, why are you crying? Can you prove something by crying, what can you save, what can you help? You can't do anything, you're just a tiny Ou Ruoxi.

My stomach kept twitching.

My hands are in my lower abdomen, and I know that this is a force that has my life, a continuation of my life, and I have to fight hard for my little tadpole no matter what.

But for the sake of this bastard, he no longer needs me to have a child at all, and such a little simple opportunity will not be given to me anymore, directly killing one of my last rights.

"Ou Ruoxi, listen to me, please don't be impulsive now, don't be rash, say it for me, okay?"

His voice carried a kind of joy, with a kind of sadness, he walked up and actually wanted to hold me, I struggled with him desperately, I couldn't open his hands, and I slammed the back of my head on this stool, so painful and dizzy, made me feel a kind of cold.

I was trembling, I had hurt myself in this way, and I wanted to tell him that if I got any closer, I would continue to bang my head against the bead, and once closer I would knock.

It turned out that this way would make him feel a little scared, that he would not dare to hurt me, that he would not dare to act rashly anymore, and he would look at me half-crouching on the ground, with a kind of pleading, with a kind of sadness, with a kind of emotion that I didn't know.

"Please, you must know, Ou Ruoxi, you are still very young, you are very, very young, you still have a lot of things to do, you can do many, many things you will have in the future, you don't need to be okay now. ”

I finally looked up at him, I looked at him seriously, I really had never looked so closely, I could see every contour of my skin clearly, I seemed to have seen it very blurry, I couldn't even focus on it like this.

Strange and distant, pale and powerless.

That's right, since the age of 20, I have the best way to be young, the best life, and the best years.

This is a man I have loved for 5 years, I put the best love on him, this is the love that I have used all the power of my life, I gave it all to him without reservation, but today I got something, I got it, I can get anything in addition to humiliation, I don't know it at all.

It turns out that everything is just my historical experience, the only thing I have, but this is my own fantasy, a self-imagined thing, and there is no way to do it, which makes me feel that all this is false, fake, fake!

Tears soon flowed down, there is a kind of like my heart, my heart is completely regulated into tens of millions of pieces, generally smashed in my heart, pierced me so uncomfortable, I don't have any way, I look at him with a kind of powerlessness, and with a kind of strength.

"So I'm going to have a baby in the future, right, but I can't have a baby with you, right? That's the answer you told me, right?"

Through a foggy tear, and I watched his mouth still talk to me, and it seemed like he was trying to explain something in vain with all his strength, in fact, I'm really sorry, my mind is blank now, I don't know what he's talking about, I just know it's buzzing.

It was as if there was a big truck that was running over my brain and crushing my whole body to pieces.

My dear baby, do you know? I have done it to the greatest extent, and my mother has thought of a way, in every possible way, not to allow you to be safe, as long as you can grow up normally and healthily.

But now there is really no way, your father is so hard, he doesn't think that his mother is really wrong, and his mother shouldn't do it, it embarrass you too much.

It's really sad, I'm so sad that I know that my heart has been broken, and it's all like roasting on the top of the highest Himalayas, never going down, only freezing forever on that thousand-year-old ice, waiting for frost and snow.

It turns out that the saddest thing in the world, so it really means that you don't have trust, you don't even have your heart, do you have anything else to make you sad?

Wrong, really wrong.

One mistake after another, one wrong step, and all lost.

I finally wiped away my tears, I knew that I couldn't cry anymore, I couldn't be selfish anymore, I was a mother, and my mother's role should take care of her meanness, and I would never allow anyone in this world to dare to peep at my Baby, and anyone would dare to disturb my Baby.

In that instant, I had made up my mind, I decided on one of my future dreams anyway, and in that instant, I decided.

I want to be like TVB's routine, since I don't like this child, then I will definitely take Baby away and fly away, and I will definitely raise Baby well into an elite of society.

After my son becomes a social elite, 20 years later, I will come back here, I must destroy Qiao Yilong's company, re-make commercial acquisitions, and all the shares will fall into the palm of one of my hands, I will smash his business, I will force him to jump off the building in disrepute, at this time our mother and daughter must look up and laugh.

One of TVB's script routines is like this, and I decided to follow this routine to execute the next plan.

Do you really think that you really have a few stinky money and you will be terrible? Let me tell you what it means to be a praying mantis and a cicada, and a sparrow will have your good fruit to eat in the next 20 years!

I'm going to take advantage of your illness and kill you!"

I must swear that no matter how you become a poor jingle, I will tell you when the time comes, you don't have any money to spend at all, you can no longer talk to Angela, you don't sprinkle another pair of dog food in front of me!

By this time, I felt that there was nothing smaller, and I had decided to do it this way.

I'm sure Qiao Yilong would never think of me, in just 5 minutes, I can imagine countless versions.

Maybe he's looking at me tremblingly now, maybe I'm crying so much that I'm crying and crying for a while and scolding him through gritted teeth, I guess he may be very scared of my personal emotions, maybe he thinks that my emotions will collapse and become a madman, and in a fit of rage, he will lock all the doors and windows, and I will die with him, or I will pick up a lighter and light all his documents without hesitation, and then the room will be on fire.

Hahaha, what a coward.

Yes, he must have been scared, but he grabbed my hand tightly, with an even more sad look, and he didn't let go.

"Ou Ruoxi, listen to me, do you really listen to me and say this sentence well? I know that there is no way to understand these things you say, can you listen to me?"

"I'm telling you, it's useless for you to say anything, borrow your ghost!"

I was so angry at this time that I casually picked up the ashtray next to me, drew a beautiful parabola in the air, and leaned directly on his head!

This beautiful ashtray is an ashtray of pure crystal specially imported from the United Kingdom, the price is said to have reached 30,000 yuan, and the diameter is a full ten size distance, and this thing is not only smashed money, but also a murderous weapon product!

It's so painful!

What's even happier is that I saw him fall down without hesitation, and this man on the ground turned on his back, and blood flowed from his head, falling drop by drop along his head, which should have been terrible to look at.

I was really very angry, I scolded me and kicked him in the stomach, I really used a lot of strength.

"It's too much, what you really do, you still don't do things as human, you don't even like animals, you're really too disappointing, you're too selfish, you're too narrow-minded!"

Of course, because I was wearing a pair of sneakers today, but there was absolutely no relaxation in my leg strength, and I used up one of my hateful powers, and I decided that I had to kick him today.

The anger and sorrow came over me like a sea of descents, and I wanted to wear an apology for the meanness, a joyful gesture to him.

When I walked out of this office happily, the beautiful woman looked at me, and with a very confused look, I didn't expect my mood to be so happy, according to normal speaking, I basically have to make a mess before leaving.

I called him waving his hand.

"You Mr. Luo has just been about to rest, uh, you will call you directly in half an hour, Mr. Luo said that there is an important business event to arrange, don't forget to be half an hour later. ”

The beauty nodded, and she was very serious, and directly and respectfully helped me to this elevator.

I got off the elevator and went straight to the bus, I was thinking that I wouldn't leave my baby alone anyway, and I decided to do something more important.

After all, for a child from a single-parent family, this society may have too many such regrets, too many visions, and can not grow up completely, in fact, I am very guilty, I thought about it, I should find one for the baby.

The first person I prefer for this sentence is Lu Liuliu.

Lu Liuliu is my best friend, he will definitely do a lot of things for me, he is a very upright person, and with him, maybe everything will be better, both of us can know that he can be responsible for his family, I can be responsible for this matter, and the two of us can hit it off.

But this is also very troublesome, because after all, the baby may only have two mothers, but there is still a lack of a father, so this thing is too lacking, and it is not good if it is too yin and yang.

Then I have to think about another person, I have to think of Xue Luchuan, but I really don't know how the snapping turtle will think about this matter, this matter is something I can't speculate.

Let's talk about this later, push the boat down the river, the car will naturally go straight to the bridge, I must first point out that I have to communicate with Xue Luchuan about this matter, if he is willing to take on this matter, then of course it is the best ending.

If my answer is no, in fact, I also wish that something is also the best thing for me, so I can cut off this relationship with the water.

With such an idea, I directly stopped a Didi car.

Quickly cut through the mess to deal with.

When I arrived at Xue Luchuan's office in a hurry, I was told that I was already working somewhere else, so I went straight to another place.

I ran to his house, and I guessed he must have opened the door of the room when I kept ringing the doorbell, and he blinked at me as soon as he opened it, as if it meant something.

To his great surprise, I would take the initiative to find him, and I was at a loss at this time, I didn't give myself any chance to retreat, I immediately said something earth-shattering to him.

"Hello Xue Luchuan, I won the jackpot, I'm going to be a mother!"