The marble floor was so cold in winter, but Ding Zhanbo lay straight and motionless on the side of the sofa, his clothes were also pulled apart, and his face was colored.

What makes my heart tremble the most is not that Ding Zhanbo's eyes are red like a rabbit, but that he is holding a small pink women's mobile phone in his hand.

The women's mobile phone was a gift from Ding Zhanbo that year, I was stubborn for a long time and refused to accept it, and then because the phone in the dormitory was always occupied by other classmates, Ding Zhanbo couldn't find me, and often waited for me downstairs in the dormitory for several hours, I couldn't bear it, so I took the mobile phone, but wrote an IOU to Ding Zhanbo.

In 2006, in our high school, mobile phones were still a rarity, and many students who had mobile phones kept their phones in their hands all day long, looking very powerful. But I'm different, except for answering Ding Zhanbo's calls and sending messages to him, my mobile phone never uses it to make calls, after all, the phone bill is very expensive.

However, just before the accident, I was not sure how many hours had passed, and the phone suddenly disappeared.

I thought it was left at home, and I was afraid that Ding Zhanbo would think too much and think that I didn't care about what he gave, so I didn't dare to tell him immediately, thinking that I would look for it when I went home after watching the fireworks, maybe I could find it.

After the accident, I was in a mess for a long time, and I was in no mood to pay attention to the phone at all, and the phone became a disconnect in my memory.

But now, why is this mobile phone in Ding Zhanbo's hands?

I feel like I'm in a puzzle that I can't figure out with a pig's brain like me.

Just when I was stunned, there was a sharp sound of the door closing, dragging me back to reality.

Following the sound of the door closing, Ding Zhanbo got up, he wiped the blood on the corner of his mouth with his free hand, and after doing all this, he raised his phone at me and shook it in front of me.

Even if I could see Ding Zhanbo's face clearly from a short distance, I still couldn't see what kind of expression he was carrying.

He stood up and ran towards me quickly, but was about to grab my arm when he was stopped by Yu Minghui.

Even so, Ding Zhanbo still grinned at me, and he said, "Four-four..." “

Yu Minghui then rudely interrupted Ding Zhanbo's words: "You are not qualified to ask for forgiveness. A man can't even protect the women around him, what else do you have to say!"

After speaking, his hand covered and grabbed my hand, and Yu Minghui said, "Lin Sisi, let's go home." ”

I had a splitting headache and was sluggish for more than ten seconds, but finally Yu Minghui was dominant, dragging me to turn around and leave.

However, we only took two steps, and Ding Zhanbo immediately said in a dumb voice behind him: "Sisi, believe it or not, I, Ding Zhanbo, never escaped because of timidity and fear that night, I just saw the fireworks that were well lit, and they suddenly went out, I just ran a few hundred meters to see the situation, but when I came back, you were gone." After you disappeared, I looked for you, called you and you didn't answer, but you messaged me and said that you suddenly didn't want to talk to me, that you were going to break up with me, that you had gone home, and that I would never bother your life again. Lin Sisi, Sisi, although I can't find any trace of this message in the mobile phone you used to use, but I still have it in that mobile phone, you can take a look, you can see clearly, whether I lied or not...."

I froze and stood there, not knowing why I couldn't take a step.

I'm pretty sure that after meeting Yu Minghui, I have no feelings for Ding Zhanbo for a long time.

But I still hate him unsparingly.

There is also hatred, it is difficult for me to let go of myself, I will dream back countless times in the middle of the night and hate myself for loving the wrong person and paying for my life.

If the truth is really as Ding Zhanbo said, although I may escape into other conspiracy theories and feel that there are masterminds behind all this, I will be eager to make myself stronger and find out those behind-the-scenes masterminds and abuse them thousands of times, but I can at least loosen myself in my heart and let myself go.

Just as I paused, Yu Minghui abruptly let go of my hand.

He turned his face to look at me, and he said, "Lin Sisi, you talk, I'll wait for you outside." ”

After speaking, without giving me time to answer, Yu Minghui immediately strode towards the door, he quickly opened the door and went out, and gently closed the door.

I looked at the closed door, and then thought about the unpredictable emotions in Yu Minghui's words just now, my heart was in turmoil, and after being at a loss, I gritted my teeth and turned around, and said two words to Ding Zhanbo expressionlessly: "Take it." ”

Ding Zhanbo pursed his lips and stared at me for about half a minute, he fumbled in his pocket, took out a black flip phone, he tinkered for a while, and handed it to me.

I didn't want to touch his fingers, so I spread my palms.

The tiny phone landed in my hand.

I don't know why, my scalp felt like someone had sprinkled a lot of peppercorns, it was so numb that my hands trembled uncontrollably.

I clicked on the text box.

On that beige screen, what catches your eye is such a long few sentences.

Actually, I'm willing to come out tonight to talk about breaking up with you. I felt that there must be better people waiting for me in college, and I didn't want to cut off all my possibilities. The conditions of your family are okay in our Suixi, but after going out of Suixi, there must be better conditions for the family, and there are more rich and better boys with better family backgrounds, I still want to see it again. At that time, it was better to divide it than it is now, and the long pain is better than the short pain, I went home to sleep, and you don't disturb my life later

The last sentence didn't even have a full stop.

This text message is like I want to save money, a text message has to be called by the old elder, endless, and it is also like my last sentence I don't like to leave a full stop.

I pressed the down button all the way down, and the time of the text message stung my eyes.

That text message did come from that night, that noisy early morning.

Even, it did come from the Unicom number I used back then.

I thought I would be loosened, but I fell into an even bigger dilemma.

All this, why in the end!

In other words, all the tragedies I have experienced are not just because I am unlucky, but because someone is in the shadows and is properly manipulating all this!

In other words, all the tragedies I have experienced are not a godsend, nor do I deserve it, but someone forced all this on me!

Almost lost my soul, I stuffed the phone back into Ding Zhanbo's hand, and I asked in a trembling voice: "Ding Zhanbo, the pink phone you held in your hand, I lost it that night, and I haven't found it later, where did you find it?"

Ding Zhanbo bowed his body slightly and looked at me at eye level, his brows furrowed, and he was cautious: "Sisi, I said don't be angry." I gave me some money to ask your uncle to help me open the door to your room. I just wanted to see where you lived, but I accidentally saw this phone in your drawer, and the battery had been pulled out, as if it hadn't been used for a long time. I went to the mobile phone file to find someone to make a battery, opened it and looked at it. However, all the information in it has been emptied. ”

My head hurts even more.

If what Ding Zhanbo said is all true, then the culprit who is controlling all this behind the scenes, those scopes cannot only be placed on Ding Zhanbo's family, but also need to consider my family's side, who is the inner ghost.

When it comes to such a serious issue, I can't just rely on my own feelings, what kind of thing is that Lin Xiaotong has always been unhappy with me, she still likes Ding Zhanbo, she must have a part in these.

I can't do the stupid thing of accusing a person without evidence.

Even though I knew that I would not be able to go back to the beginning even if I pulled out those who had hurt me and made them half-dead, the seeds of resentment took root in my heart and grew lushly.

Even if I want to figure out all this, I think the person who can accompany me to figure out all this is no longer Ding Zhanbo.

I believe that only Yu Minghui can accompany me, and he will try to protect me and give me the justice I want most.

I know that these two mobile phones may be the only clues to those things back then.

I stretched out my hand to Ding Zhanbo, and I said, "You, can you give me both phones?"

Ding Zhanbo hesitated, and he finally put both mobile phones in my hands.

I squeezed and bowed at him, and I said without emotion, "Thank you." ”

With that, I turned around and gestured to leave.

But Ding Zhanbo immediately stepped forward to block my way, there were too many undercurrents in his eyes, and his voice suddenly lowered: "Four-four, in the past two years, I haven't had a good time in Vancouver at all. Every time I want to go back to China to find you, I will be forced to retreat by this ruthless text message. And now I hate myself that year, when I was young and frivolous and simple-minded, my brain was hot for a while, I couldn't rub the slightest bit of sand, and I couldn't withstand a trace of frustration, I would only be unwilling to hate and hate, but I never thought of confronting you face to face and make it clear, so I obeyed the arrangement of my family, went to Guangzhou overnight to transfer to Hong Kong, and then completely left here. Four-four, I'm late, I'm late, but I won't leave later, I will do what I promised you, I will do it one by one. ”

Ding Zhanbo spoke, and as he did years ago, he reached over and tried to grab my hand.

That year, the love between us was so pure that we didn't even have a hug. After class, when he grabbed my hand, I would be so nervous that my palms would be sweaty, but I would also feel that I could find peace of mind.

I once read a sentence in a magazine to the effect that what is redundant, a fan in winter, a padded jacket in summer, or a concern after a cold heart.

And this is used on me and Ding Zhanbo, or I once expected this boy after the accident, he could stand up like a man and escort me to accompany me, but he didn't have it later. After I had crawled through the mud and alone against all the steel nails from the world that could be driven into the bones, his care and companionship, which was too late, seemed to me useless.

I used to think that time was terrible, but now I think the timing is terrible.

He couldn't give me what I wanted at that time. Now he wants to give, and I don't need it anymore.

So, I took a step back and brushed his hand away.

There was almost no trace of waves, I looked at Ding Zhanbo very calmly, and I said lightly: "Mr. Ding, my boyfriend is waiting for me outside, please respect yourself." ”