Chapter 146: Mourning is greater than heart death
Qu Xiaoxiao shook off Qu's mother and said sadly: "Mom, what my brother is doing now is simply crazy, I can't indulge him anymore, otherwise it won't be as simple as today, Shu Ning's child is gone, and now he is still lying in the hospital, do you really think Mu Liyan will let the Qu family go? No, our Qu family will be all in because of what my brother did, and he himself will not be as simple as going to prison at that time." ”
Qu's mother pulled Qu Xiaoxiao to death, looked at her and said sharply: "Mom doesn't understand your big truths, Mom only knows that he is your brother, you can't do this, where are you forcing your brother, you are forcing Mom to die, for the sake of an outsider, do you really want to watch your brother go to prison and watch Mom die? If you really do this, you are not the daughter of the Qu family." ”
Qu Xiaoxiao was angry in her heart, and she was helpless, how could she not know what Qu Wayne meant to Qu Weien, if Qu Wayne went in, Qu Mu would really do something extreme in order to force her, which is why she repeatedly tolerated Qu Wayne in the first place.
She closed her eyes deeply, a difficult choice lay across her heart, she slowly exhaled, resolutely pulled away Qu Mu's hand, looked at Qu Wayne and said: "Brother, I don't want you to have anything to do, but why do you force me? ”
Seeing that Qu Xiaoxiao insisted on this, before Qu Wayne could say anything, Qu's mother suddenly ran to the window frame and lay on her stomach, softened her previous attitude, and if it was hard, she would come soft, forced out a few tears, and cried exaggeratedly: "Xiaoxiao, do you have to be sorry for the Qu family for an outsider? You forgot that you and your brother are all the blood of the Qu family, you brothers and sisters cannibalize each other, isn't this just forcing your mother to die, if you walk out of this door today and push your brother into prison, your mother will jump from here." ”
Qu Xiaoxiao didn't think that Qu's mother would come to the real thing, and immediately changed her face, and Qu Wayne was also stunned: "Mom, what are you really doing, hurry up." ”
Qu's mother didn't come down, and cried even louder: "Wayne, your sister is going to send you to prison, then it's better to let your mother die, if Xiaoxiao doesn't promise me, I'll jump from here today, my mother doesn't want to see your brothers and sisters turn against you, and my mother is still dead." ”
As she spoke, Qu Mu stepped one foot up, which was equivalent to half of her body hanging outside, and she really fell down if she was a little careless.
Qu Xiaoxiao was shocked, it was her biological mother, how could she force Qu's mother to jump off the building.
Qu Mu is taking her life and forcing Qu Xiaoxiao on the charge of unfilial piety.
Father Qu came back from outside, and when he was still at the gate, he saw Mother Qu lying on the window, he was frightened, shouting, and running upstairs.
Qu Mu forced Qu Xiaoxiao and said, "Xiaoxiao, do you want your mother to jump from here, or protect the one named Shu Ning, you choose." ”
Where did this give Qu Xiaoxiao a choice, she closed her eyes painfully and weakly, she couldn't help crying, she struggled in her heart for a long time, she looked at Qu Wayne and said: "Brother, this is your last chance, if you hurt Shu Ning again, even if your parents die in front of me together, I will not tolerate you." ”
This is just a cruel word, if it really comes to that day, Qu Xiaoxiao still has no choice but to compromise.
Qu Xiaoxiao was very weak and tired, covering her heavy body and preparing to turn around, Qu Wayne called out to Qu Xiaoxiao and said indifferently: "Xiaoxiao, if you don't tell Xiao Ning what you know, tell Mu Liyan, brother promise you to stop." ”
Qu Xiaoxiao turned back in disbelief: "Do you want me to hide from Shu Ning Mu Liyan now that it is Shu Baobao's father?
A touch of viciousness flashed through Qu Wayne's eyes: "Since Xiao Ning has no child, she can make a match by herself, and she doesn't need Mu Liyan, if you don't want Baby Shu to die in the end, just tell me." ”
Qu Xiaoxiao smiled, Qu Wayne's heartbreak made her heart palpitate, she looked at Qu Mu lying in the window, she closed her eyes deeply, her heart was sad, and then slowly turned around and walked out of Qu's house, this home, she really didn't want to come back.
Seeing Qu Xiaoxiao's compromise, Qu Wayne hurriedly helped Qu Mu down from the windowsill, although he knew that Qu Mu would definitely come out to obstruct it, but he was still worried about Qu Mu's extreme approach.
Father Qu was confused, but when he saw Mother Qu coming down from the windowsill, he was also relieved.
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In the hospital, Shu Ning only woke up in the afternoon, when the ward was quiet, she felt as if she had arrived in another world, a world without pain, her body was like soaking in a vinegar jar for a hundred years and thousands of years, sour and weak, as if she had lost consciousness.
It's also March, March in City A, the weather is gradually warming, the warm eyes of the afternoon are spilling in through the gaps in the curtains, sprinkled on the white sheets, and the back of her pale and almost transparent hands jumps on the chairs, playful, as naughty as a child in early spring.
She moved her fingers slightly, her lips were dry, the two lip flaps seemed to be glued together, as if they were inseparable, and there was a faint pain on her body, which made her very disappointed, yes, disappointed, no anger, no sadness, no tears, even if she knew that the child was gone, she didn't cry, just disappointed, she was still alive.
Why didn't you die?
If it's dead, it's a hundred.
She is not a qualified mother, and she can't keep her own children, and time and time again, it's like cutting her heart with a knife.
There is no greater mourning than the death of the heart, and when people reach the saddest, they cannot cry.
She just kept her eyes open and watched the sun jump around the room and the breeze blowing in, it was peaceful, how long had she not been so quiet, a good rest.
She was so tired that she wanted to sleep like this all the time, why should she wake up?
Through the window, you can see the people moving on the lawn behind her, a woman walks past her window with a baby in her arms, the fleshy baby lies on the mother's shoulder and smiles at her, laughing like an angel, so that her heart is softened all of a sudden, and all the sorrows in her heart are hooked, the pathos makes her indescribable, unable to move, can only gently pull the corners of her mouth, and smile back.
The door was gently pushed and there was a creak, Shu Ning slowly turned his head, and when he saw someone coming, surprise flashed in his eyes.
She woke up and saw that it was not her father, not her son, not Mu Liyan, but Yan Dan.
Yan Dan she has been looking for.
Yan Dan was wearing a long black coat, a peaked cap on his head, a pair of sunglasses, and his head bowed slightly.
Yan Dan took off his sunglasses, raised his head and walked towards the hospital bed, glanced at Shu Ning, and a touch of disbelief and pity flashed in his eyes, yes, it was pity, Shu Ning had shown mercy to her at the beginning.
Yan Dan stood and sighed, "I didn't expect him to be able to do it to you." ”
Shu Ning tugged at the corners of her mouth: "You always knew that I was looking for you, but you kept hiding, just because you were afraid of Qu Wayne, he was completely crazy, I forgave you, but he still didn't let you go, I already knew about him drugging you." ”
"Yes, he is crazier than I imagined, compared to him, I am really nothing, I Yan Dan gave up his life to love the man, but he treats me as an enemy. Yan Dan laughed at himself: "If it weren't for my mother finding out what he gave me if it was a medicine that caused mental disorders, I'm afraid I don't know if there is still life now, he loves you, but he loves himself more, but even so, I still love him, the thought of leaving him, my heart hurts, and I finally stay in this place, watching from a distance, but the more things I see, the cooler my heart becomes, Shu Ning, how good you said we were when we went back to college, without these injuries and pains." ”
Looking back to the past, Shu Ning also thought that when people encounter huge setbacks, they like to be depressed, desperate, and give up on themselves, she is also a person, and she also has those negative emotions.
"But after all, there is no going back, and those who miss it will not come back after the time has passed. Shu Ning squinted her eyes in pain, and after a long pause, she opened her eyes and looked at Yan Dan: "You were the one who texted me and Xiaoxiao at the beginning, and you couldn't hide before, why are you coming out again now?"
"Yes, it's all me, I really shouldn't have stayed, and I shouldn't have come back. Yan Dan sat down on the chair next to him, his eyes were blank: "I know that you have been looking for me, and I also know that you want to find Shu Baobao's father for a bone marrow transplant, please forgive me for being avoided before, but Shu Ning, you just tried a third of Wayne's cruelty, and when you really know, you will know what is the real pain." ”
Shu Ning's heart twisted: "What do you know?"
"I know nothing matters. Yan Dan smiled and shook his head: " Shu Ning, I came today, in fact, I don't know why, maybe it's because your experience today is the same as I was at the beginning, that day I heard you persuade Wayne to accept me in the corridor, in fact, that day I really let go of those hatreds for you, I Yan Dan has been fighting, grabbing, but in the end nothing is mine, just like you, what you want, in the end you lost a little bit, that day, I thought that it doesn't matter if there is no love, I will be doubly good to him, if a marriage can only be maintained with two points of love, then I will come to it, I will make up for his share together, but in the end, I think about it more than I do, Wayne He accepted me on the surface, I still hate me in my heart. ”
Shu Ning knew that Yan Dan would not tell her anything, and from Yan Dan's words, she could hear that Yan Dan resented Qu Wayne, but that love was still not erased.
As she said, for the sake of love, she was cheap.
Now mentioning Qu Wayne once, Shu Ning's heart hurts once, and his hatred increases a little.
"Yan Dan, I'm not in the mood to listen to your complaints, if you don't plan to tell me anything, please leave, you don't want to get involved, and I won't force you, after all, his methods are too ruthless, my child, I can save it." Thinking of last night, a chill came out of Shu Ning's heart, and he couldn't stop being sad, hatred was like a seed sprinkled in spring, slowly germinating, growing, intertwined, constantly entangled, entangled.
Yan Dan looked at Shu Ning deeply, she hesitated in her heart, today's Shu Ning is yesterday's her, she also thought of the child who was beaten to death by Qu Wayne from her belly, thinking of Qu Wayne and Chi Qinghe, her whole body was cold, she pinched her sunglasses, pursed her lips and said: " Shu Ning, I can't stop him, how much I love him in my heart, how much I hate him, watching your children disappear one after another, I have also been a mother, I can understand the pain, you want to save this last son, you want to find the father of the child, in fact, the child's father has always been by your side, he is ......"
Before she finished speaking, Yan Dan suddenly caught a glimpse of Qu Wayne walking towards the ward from the window, and when she raised her eyes, Qu Wayne also happened to look in from the window, she immediately felt nervous, and she didn't know if Qu Wayne saw her just now, swallowed back what she had just said, got up and put on her sunglasses again, didn't dare to delay even a moment, and immediately hurried out of the ward.
Yan Dan's words shocked Shu Ning's heart, just about to hear who it was, but Yan Dan left in a panic, she looked in the direction that Yan Dan had seen just now, although she didn't see Qu Wayne in full picture, only half of her back was enough for her to know who it was.
Even if Quwayne turned to ashes, she would recognize it.
Qu Wayne didn't appear, she could still calm her mood, and seeing him, even if he just wiped his back, it was enough to set off a huge wave of her calm heart, and anger surged towards her like a tide, annihilating her.
She quickly pulled out the needle in her hand, ignoring the weakness caused by the severe pain and contractions in her body, and forcibly stood up, got out of bed and walked out of the ward.
Mu Huanting rushed over from Mu Liyan's operation, just watched Shu Ning staggering out, hurriedly ran over to help Shu Ning, and said hurriedly: "Shu beauty, what are you doing, go back and lie down." ”
Shu Ning was filled with hatred, and yelled at Mu Huanting: "Don't stop me, Qu Wayne is here, I saw him coming just now, I want to find him to avenge my child." ”
"Shu Beauty, now that you are in this situation, you can't go anywhere, you just want to settle accounts with that bastard, and you have to wait until your body is well raised, Baby Shu is still lying in the ward waiting for you, for Baby Shu, you can't do anything. ”
Shu Ning's face was pale, her lips were bloody, Mu Huanting said that she wouldn't let Shu Ning out, and forcibly helped her back to the room, Shu Ning was sick, she didn't have much strength, and she couldn't resist Mu Huanting at all, and Mu Huanting's last sentence was like a basin of cold water poured down from the top of her head, the anger in her heart went out a lot, she gave up resistance, and let Mu Huanting help herself back again.
Shu Ning, who lay back on the bed, took a few deep breaths, and her mood calmed down a lot, from the moment she woke up, or when Qu Wayne carried her and threw her to the ground, on the bed, in the corner of the bed, when the child turned into a pool of blood and kept flowing from her body, she had already told herself that she wanted Qu Wayne to live rather than die, and death was too cheap.
Seeing that Shu Ning's emotions were not very big, and she could restrain herself so quickly, Mu Huanting felt a little abnormal, and said worriedly: "Beauty Shu, if you feel uncomfortable in your heart, just cry, don't hold it in your heart, you can rest assured, what that bastard did, the second uncle will get it back for you." ”
No, she has to get this account back herself.
Shu Ning pursed her lips and swore secretly in her heart.
Turning his head to look at Mu Huanting, he asked lightly, "Where is Mu Liyan?"
For Mu Liyan not appearing at this time, Shu Ning was very cold.
Seeing Shu Ning's expression as usual indifferent, Mu Huanting hurriedly explained: "Shu Beauty, the second uncle rushed over immediately when he knew that you had an accident, he stayed in the hospital all night last night, and only left this morning, and the second uncle who has never cried, he cried yesterday, and the second uncle can't come now, but when he is done, he will come over immediately......"
"Enough. Shu Ning leaned her head on the head of the bed, closed her eyes and interrupted coldly: "Wan Ting, I want to be quiet and alone now." ”