Chapter 54: Love is too lowly

Shu Ning hesitated for a while before saying to Shu's father: "Dad, I have something to go out for a while, and you can sleep with the baby later, don't wait for me." ”

"Why did you go out again in the middle of the night, Xiao Ning, what happened recently? Is it your boss? By the way, how is his hand?" Shu Ning went out again and again, and Shu's father was suspicious.

"He's fine, he's been discharged from the hospital, it's Wayne's side, Dad, don't talk about it, I'll go first. Shu Ning didn't want Father Shu to guess, but she didn't want to tell him the truth, if Father Shu knew that Yan Dan was beaten by Qu Wayne, he would definitely blame himself, because half of the responsibility lay with her.

Father Shu sighed: "Then you go, be careful, and come back early." ”

Shu Ning took a taxi to the hospital and found the ward where Yan Dan lived, she thought that at least the Yan family or the Qu family was accompanied, but no, there was no one, Yan Dan sat alone against the head of the bed, his head turned out of the window, and his face was pale.

Apparently I had been waiting for her for a long time.

Hearing the movement, Yan Dan turned his head, saw her, and said with a light smile: "I thought you wouldn't come." ”

Shu Ning was slightly stunned for a while, Yan Dan was not as angry as she imagined, or hoarse accusations, but extremely calm, calm and a little frightened, she pursed her lips and walked in: "What do you think now?"

"How is it?" Yan Dan smiled lowly, his eyes fell on his flat lower abdomen, and his voice was flat: "Life is better than death." ”

Yan Dan thought of the scene when Qu Wayne made a move, and the blood was flowing under her body, and her heart was aching, angry, hateful, and fearful.

Yan Dan's words made Shu Ning speechless, and he said the most painful and desperate words in calm words, which was really worse than death.

Shu Ning hesitated for a while, then reassured: "Yan Dan, you are still young, and you will have a chance in the future." ”

"Opportunity?" Yan Dan laughed at herself, leaning her head on the head of the bed, her emotions were not excited, but the words she said were full of sadness: "When Wayne knocked my child out, there was no chance, Shu Ning, I have always been confused, why do you have to do nothing to get his love, and I, in every possible way, have done everything that should be done and what should not be done, but I can't get him back a look, you tell me why?"

Shu Ning stared at Yan Dan's desperate eyes, and said abruptly: "There are some things that you can't force for." ”

Yan Dan was stunned for a moment, and the corners of his mouth were bitter smiles: "Forced, all along, what I Yan Dan wanted, there is nothing I can't get, so is Wayne, I have loved him for so many years, I have made myself not like a person, a ghost is not like a ghost, I have endured neglect, ridicule, pain, anger, and in the end, I have nothing, nothing." ”

From the moment he entered the ward, Yan Dan's emotions had been extremely well controlled, and he didn't even speak as aggressively as before, which made Shu Ning surprised and uneasy.

How many years has she known Yan Dan, how can she not be familiar with Yan Dan's temperament, before she could let Lin Xiangyu attack her because of jealousy, but now that her child is gone, she is surprisingly calm, naturally it is impossible.

"Yan Dan, I know that you feel uncomfortable losing your child, sometimes, learn to let go, and be good to yourself and others. ”

Yan Dan tilted his head, and his smile suddenly became weird: "Let it go? At the beginning, in order to be with Wayne, even you and I calculated, I endured so many insults and neglects, and now my children are gone, you tell me to let go, how can I let go?" I know that Wayne doesn't love me, I Yan Dan, who do you know, what I can't get, even if it's ruined, others can't think of it, you know?" Before you came, Wayne gave me a divorce agreement, you see how ruthless he was, he beat our children to death, and now give me a divorce agreement, and I want it to be over? Shu Ning, who do you say is more ruthless than Wayne? Do you think I signed or not?"

Yan Dan took out a divorce agreement from the bedside drawer, on which Qu Wayne had already signed, Shu Ning was also surprised, thinking of Qu Wayne's drunkenness last night, it turned out that he had already made a choice at that time.

Shu Ning pursed her lips and was silent, but Yan Dan suddenly crumpled the divorce agreement into a ball and threw it heavily on the ground: "I can't sign, I'm ruined in this life, I don't care about anything, I'm ruined, and I have to pull a cushion back, he Qu Wayne wants to be freed, it's impossible in this life." ”

How much love is deep, how much is hate.

Yan Dan doesn't let go of others, and he can't let go of himself.

Shu Ning didn't have the right to express any opinion on this matter, she got up and said, "If this is the purpose of you calling me here, then you have a good rest, and I'll go back first." ”

"Shu Ning, do you want to leave like this?" Yan Dan drank Shu Ning: "The culprit of all this is you, without you, none of this would have happened." ”

Shu Ning froze, then turned around slowly, looked at Yan Dan and said slowly: "Yan Dan, you are still obsessed with it, you keep saying that you love Wayne, do you know what love is? That is just your selfish desires, it is your unwillingness to do it, if you love someone to destroy each other, then you are not worthy of saying love, the culprit of all this is you, your children, your marriage, everything you cause, it is yourself, Wayne he is wrong, the fault is that he did not explicitly reject you from the beginning, I am also wrong, the fault is that I believed you back then." ”

Yan Dan was stunned for a moment, and then got off the bed, because she was a little anxious to get up, there was still a needle on the back of her hand for infusion, her body was weak, she fell off the bed, and the hanging bottle fell to the ground with a bang, countless glass slags on the ground, and the pungent potion filled the room, and she was prostrate on the ground, a little embarrassed, her head was tilted, and her eyes were red: "Shu Ning, it's you who is wrong, it's you, Lin Xiangyu is that waste, he can't kill you, I'll do it myself." ”

As he spoke, Yan Dan removed the needle on the back of his hand, picked up the broken glass on the ground, got up, and pounced towards Shu Ning.

Shu Ning was prepared, knowing that Yan Dan would not stop there, when Yan Dan pounced, Shu Ning flashed, and Yan Dan pounced, but the sharp glass on her arm was instantly cut through the skin by the sharp glass in Yan Dan's hand, and blood immediately came out.

"Shu Ning, I'm going to kill you. Seeing the blood, Yan Dan was even more excited, and then pounced again, Shu Ning couldn't take care of his arm, and argued with Yan Dan, the ground was full of broken glass, Yan Dan didn't wear shoes at all, and after a while, his feet were full of blood, Shu Ning saw it, and saw that Yan Dan was obviously in great pain but still didn't care about it, and yelled: "Yan Dan, don't you want to die?"

Yan Dan was weak, Shu Ning snatched the glass piece in her hand, pushed her on the bed and pressed her, while shouting outside, it was not the nurse who came in first, it was Qu Wayne and Yan's mother, seeing that the ground was in a mess and bloodstained, Yan's mother screamed in fright, and then immediately went over to pull Shu Ning away.

Mother Yan's mother was anxious and her strength was so great that Shu Ning staggered two steps back and was helped steady by Qu Wayne.

"Xiao Ning. Qu Wayne saw that Shu Ning's arm was full of hearts, and said eagerly: "I'll take you to bandage first." ”

Yan's mother helped Yan Dan up from the bed, saw the blood on the soles of her feet, tears instantly filled her face, and shouted at Shu Ning in distress: "What did you do to Dandan just now, you femme fatale, you didn't hurt my daughter enough, do you still want to kill her?" And you Qu Wayne, Dandan is your wife, you don't care about Dandan, but you worry about this woman first, are you still human?"

Judging from their perspective just now, coupled with the fact that Yan Dan's injury was heavier than Shu Dan's, it was easy for people to think that Shu Ning had done something to Yan Dan.

Yan Dan was desperately holding the broken glass in his hands before, and when Shu Ning was grabbing it, both of them had different degrees of scratches on their hands, and a lot of blood was sprinkled on the sheets.

Yan Dan nestled in Yan's mother's arms, suddenly like an angry doll, even his eyes were broken and scattered, looking at the hatred in Qu Wayne and Shu Ning's eyes, it was intense and terrifying.

Qu Wayne protected Shu Ning, his brows furrowed terribly: "Yan Dan, if something comes to me in the future, I Qu Wayne owes you, you can take this life, but this has nothing to do with Xiao Ning, if you are obsessed again, don't blame me Qu Wayne for being ruthless." ”

"Ruthless?" Yan Dan sneered at the corner of his mouth, and suddenly roared: "When did you Qu Wayne show mercy to my subordinates? The child is gone, what you gave me is a divorce agreement, you have always been ruthless to me, why should I let the two of you have a good time, I will let her pay for my child's life." ”

"Dandan, what divorce agreement?" When Yan's mother heard this, she asked anxiously, Yan Dan didn't speak, and suddenly caught a glimpse of the paper on the ground that was crumpled by Yan Dan and stained with blood, Yan's mother bent down to pick it up, opened it and looked at it, and immediately became angry: "Qu Wayne, your Qu family is too deceitful." ”

Qu Wayne let go of Shu Ning, took two steps closer to Yan Dan, then picked up a piece of broken glass from the ground and held it up in front of Yan Dan, with an awe-inspiring expression: "I lost the child, I want to pay for my life, I come, you are unwilling, how about I give you back this life?"

Shu Ning was surprised: "Wayne ......"

Yan Dan was stunned, staring at the broken glass in Qu Wayne's hand, which was still stained with blood, her body trembled in Yan's mother's arms, and she looked at Qu Wayne in shock, and suddenly burst into tears.

Yan Dan didn't dare to pick up the broken glass, although she hated and resented in her heart, but it was the man she loved deeply, she couldn't bear to hurt him for half a point, even if he was so ruthless that he killed her child and gave her the divorce agreement, she couldn't bear it.

Yan Dan shook his head violently: "Don't, it's not your fault, it's Shu Ning, it's all her, and it's her who wants to pay for her life." ”

"Enough. Qu Wayne snorted, stuffed the broken glass into Yan Dan's hand, raised her hand and put it on his throat, and said in a cold tone: "Yan Dan, you remember, it's me Qu Wayne who is sorry for you, all this has nothing to do with Xiao Ning, it's me who bears you, and it's me who you should hate, come, as long as you move lightly, my life will be returned to you, I'm tired all these years, it's time to end." ”

Yan Dan's hands trembled violently, Shu Ning stared at Yan Dan's hands, her heart was in her throat, she was really afraid that Yan Dan would move her hand if she was emotionally unstable, and Yan's mother was also shocked by Qu Wayne's actions, and she couldn't say a word.

The room was suddenly quiet, the air seemed to freeze, and even the breathing was cautious.

After being silent for a long time, Yan Dan suddenly pushed Qu Wayne away, threw the broken glass in his hand to the ground, grabbed Qu Wayne's arm, and his voice was choked and mournful: "Can't end, can't, Wayne, we don't divorce, we can have children again, I don't divorce, I know it's wrong, don't leave me, don't leave me." ”

The sad Yan Dan made Shu Ning tremble, maybe this is the reason why she has always hated Yan Dan, but she retains a trace of pity for her, because Yan Dan just loves her too much.

Such a Yan Dan made Yan's mother full of tears, wiping her tears, and her eyes were full of distress: "Dandan, ......"

The nurse was stunned when she came in and saw the situation in the ward, and she didn't come in when she stood at the door.

Qu Wayne's eyes moved slightly, he half-leaned down, touched Yan Dan's tear-filled face with his hand, and his voice softened: "Yan Dan, now let the doctor clean up your wound first, and we'll talk about it later." ”

Perhaps it was Qu Wayne's rare softness to Yan Dan, Yan Dan seemed to see a glimmer of light and was overjoyed: "Okay, okay, I'll listen to you." ”

Qu Wayne comforted Yan Dan and nodded to the nurses at the door, and the nurses came in.

After that, Yan Dan was really obedient and asked the nurse to help deal with the wound under her feet, although it hurt, she didn't make a fuss, just kept staring at Qu Wayne, Shu Ning remembered that not long ago she herself was full of glass under her feet, and the pain of taking glass with pliers was really unbearable, but Yan Dan was lying straight, and she didn't have to bite anything in her mouth, she just looked at Qu Wayne, and she also endured all the pain.

Seeing this, Shu Ning covered her arms and walked out of the ward alone, looking for a doctor to bandage her.