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After packing himself up, Su Mu changed into pajamas and got into the bed.

Because the electric blanket had been energized in advance, at this moment, Su Mu only felt surrounded by a dry and warm breath, without any cold that should be in winter. Su Mu greedily shrunk into the quilt to absorb such warmth, but the whole person did not feel any relief.

In the end, she still feels a little aggrieved, although she knows in her heart that there is no way to reason with that kind of person, especially there is no affection between the two people, and it is impossible for the other party to listen to anything, but she still feels sad to be used by others as a reason for breaking up with the reason that her age is not suitable. Although in the final analysis, it's all because she doesn't like it, but no matter how she thinks about it, this reason makes her feel like a personal attack on her.

But she gave up the opportunity for revenge herself, and now even if she is wronged, it is useless.

After all, she didn't want to see this person again in her life.

Thinking of this, Su Mu let out a sigh of relief, took out his mobile phone, prepared to wind up the circle of friends, and warned his little sisters that when looking for a boyfriend in the future, they must keep their eyes open, and don't be deceived by the sweet words of their little brothers. As soon as she picked up her phone, she saw Ling Feng send a message.

"I don't know what you just went through, but it's getting late, and you should go to bed. But I'd love to hear you tell me about today, so I'll be sure to tell me about it when I have the chance, and I'll say goodnight today. ”

No matter how old a woman is or what kind of things she has experienced, she doesn't have much resistance to such gentle words in her heart, although Su Mu has always felt that she has passed the age of hearing love, but seeing such words in a very aggrieved situation, she still feels that her heart trembles. Almost subconsciously, she typed the word "good night" into the dialog box, but just as she was about to click send, she suddenly remembered the child's age, so she almost pressed the hand of the send button, and immediately raised it as if she had been electrocuted, and even her brows furrowed.

According to Su Mu's habit of doing things in the past, when this kind of thing happened, she almost did cold treatment. Don't reply to messages, don't answer the phone, and certainly don't choose to meet. But all of what happened today was beyond her control, and she had done too many things that she shouldn't have done. The "wrong is wrong" thing is completely out of line with the current situation, and such mistakes should not continue.

Children are not sensible, greedy for novelty, pursue excitement and don't know how to be responsible, these are all forgivable, but Su Mu is not small, to put it ugly, she is already about to be thirty years old, she should be sensible, and she also understands what to do and what not to do. Even if you can ignore the age gap when you fall in love, but this kind of love that you know will break up, isn't it in vain to be together to add trouble? And it's not just the two parties who are troubled, Su Mu's age, the family will definitely be more concerned about falling in love, even if they don't say anything on the surface, they will definitely pay attention silently. Just like the last relationship, Su Mu just felt wronged, and it was fine in two days, but her parents were so angry about this matter that Su Mu had an illusion that she had to consider the issue of a relationship in order to get married now.

However, Su Mu never thought of getting married.

may be because he has seen too many unhappy cases, Su Mu has already lost confidence in marriage at a very young age. She never thought that she would enter the palace of marriage with any boyfriend, although she also longed for a wedding that was blessed by everyone, but she felt terrible at the thought of betrayal and the trouble left over from the loss of passion. Her father often said that she didn't understand family affection, she thought that she really didn't understand, and she not only didn't understand family affection, but she didn't understand the love that would eventually develop into family affection, she always felt that she was probably born to be a lonely person, so when everyone was afraid of loneliness, she would feel very enjoyable. It's like she likes to watch movies by herself, eat, go shopping, travel, or study some weird little things that interest her. And as long as more people are involved in these things, most of the time she will feel very awkward.

But she never showed her truest thoughts in her heart, on the contrary, everyone who knew her well never felt that she was a person who would be used to being alone.

They all thought she loved to be lively.

This image is not deliberately created by Su Mu himself, but I don't know if it was adolescence when he was in junior high school, so that Su Mu changed from a girl with no sense of existence at all to a tomboy with long hair. Since then, Su Muji has basically retained such an image, and his temperament has become more and more cold and strong. Before learning to make up, few people could see her as a girl, and even if she had a boyfriend, she was very independent, almost similar to the nature of a "boyfriend". Even after the two-dimensional CP, occasionally take a faceless photo on the Internet, and children who don't know the truth will think she is a boy. Even relatives in the family will say that she was born of the wrong gender.

However, Su Mu knew in her heart that her true appearance was different from what they knew, but this had no effect on her, and she could handle anything anyway.

But now she seems to be a little unable to cope with this situation.

Although she had been controlling herself, and the child didn't seem to have done much, Su Mu admitted that everything he did had succeeded in touching her heart. She hasn't felt any heartbeat for a long time, but in the two days I've known him, I don't know how many times I've been moved and how many things I shouldn't have done. And when thinking about this, Su Mu felt that he was a little ridiculous, after all, the child was still young, maybe he was just playing, but he took it seriously and provoked so many thoughts.

Thinking of this, Su Mu laughed self-deprecatingly, then she picked up the phone again, deleted the word "good night" in the dialog box, and replied to Ling Feng in a paternalistic tone:

"Don't stay up late when you're young, play with your phone and turn on the light, and go to bed early. ”

After clicking the send button, Su Mu somehow felt even more funny. And with such a smile, her mood was much better, so Su Mu put down her phone, turned over, temporarily let go of those things that affected her mood, and fell asleep deeply.