Chapter 17 To the gray hair, to the loss of teeth

When I got home, it was only eight o'clock, I didn't want to watch TV, I took a shower, I was trying to delay time, and I made a mask, neck, and feet, all of which were cared for, but when I came out, it was less than nine o'clock, she went to bed and pulled the quilt, and told her brain that she was actually very sleepy, and she couldn't sleep when she closed her eyes.

She suddenly wanted to drink, maybe she would get better when she was drunk, sleep until dawn, and then pack up her things and go to work.

I casually wore a T-shirt to the convenience store downstairs to buy something, and when I came out, I was a lot more sober, and I took a few bags of snacks on the shelves without looking at them, and only after I took two cans of beer.

She was afraid that her boss would see her as a drunkard, and it seemed too straightforward to buy only beer.

Zhong Qing sat cross-legged on the ground directly, and the floor was wiped a few times with a white towel when she had nothing to do, and it was very clean, and Zhong Qing comforted herself and said that it was actually cooler to sit on the ground in summer.

Sure enough, wine can relieve sorrows, and after two cans of it, Zhong Qing was a little confused, but he still knew that he would lie down in bed.

Love now lives alone, no one cares about her except for work, she does whatever she wants, runs in the square of the community in the middle of the night, soars in the decibel meter, this thing, she has done it all this time, in the middle of the night, she is not afraid of being seen, she just wants to go crazy like this.

I can't sleep, and I came out to buy beer again, and her alcohol consumption was practiced during this time, and she used to get drunk when she dripped, but now she has at least two cans of beer.

She really doubted that she would one day die of alcoholism, but luckily she didn't get to the point of binge drinking.

Wearing shorts and wearing a T-shirt casually, holding a wallet in his hand, he entered a convenience store, there are very few people at this time, and the elderly in this community live more, who will be idle and come out to buy things in the middle of the night, it is estimated that she is the only one.

As usual, she brought snacks before taking two cans of beer off the shelf, not wanting people to know that she just couldn't sleep to buy alcohol.

A single woman, heavy drinking, is not a good habit.

The salesman was also familiar with her after coming and going, grabbed the machine on the side, swept it, and handed it to Zhongqing.

"Twelve. ”

Zhong Qing took out the money from his wallet and handed it over, and the salesman took it and reminded him kindly.

"It's so late, it's better not to bring a wallet when you come out. ”

Zhong Qing grinned back and nodded, "Thank you." ”

There are still many good people in this world, and being cared for by others is still quite valued.

It should be about to rain, hot and muggy, and even the air is a little more restless than usual.

She misses Wang Zimo very much, very much, especially at this time.

But the decision was made by her, she couldn't tell anyone that she was actually very reluctant, although she didn't regret it, but it was on such a night that her thoughts were like a flood of beasts that broke down her heart, and she actually wanted to call her to ask her if she had ever loved him, but in the end, she still didn't have the courage to do so.

I feel like I'm cocooning myself.

This man has been with her for six years, and has accompanied her from an ignorant girl to today, she thought that she would go on all the time, until she was gray-haired, until her teeth fell out, and she went to the same hole as she died, but she didn't expect that in the blink of an eye, only she was left on this road in the end.

Summer rain is like this, it just says it, and the dense raindrops hit the face, and I can't tell whether it's tears or rain.

She wanted to shout, to call his name, but she thought it was ridiculous.