Saturday was also busy, and several departments of the company were working overtime. In the morning, college classmates Fang Ling and Han Juanjuan shouted to go shopping in the commercial plaza next door, Zhang Xiaoxiao couldn't leave, but he promised to make an appointment for lunch at noon.

They are the iron triangle in college, Fang Ling seems to be enthusiastic on the outside, but she is extremely pessimistic about things, Han Juanjuan is also very enthusiastic, but she is very optimistic. The three of them are all poor children, although their personalities are different, but they are very kind, know how to consider each other, have known each other for more than ten years, and their relationship has always been very good.

Fang Ling was the first to get married, and she was already covered in the grave of marriage, she looked at things more pessimistically, but she was the kind of very traditional Chinese woman, believing that women must dedicate themselves to the creed of the family, digging out their hearts and lungs to the family, and asking about everything, but she always felt that she couldn't get the return she deserved, and she was very stiff with her in-laws, and she felt that her husband was not considerate of her, and the whole person collapsed. And Han Juanjuan is actually very hard, after marriage, the two places separated, one with two children, her mother-in-law's family took turns to take care of the children, she was like a bodhisattva, for fear that people would run away and could not find anyone else to take the children, fortunately, she was more optimistic, and the two of them were also in one place, and life was okay.

Every time there is a party, there is a procedure, that is, Fang Ling first counts her in-laws' family one by one, and then counts her husband, Zhang Xiaoxiao and Han Juanjuan join forces to comfort her, if Fang Ling has a good time in the near future, this procedure will pass a little faster. Today is still Fang Ling's lecture, but Zhang Xiaoxiao thought of her marital status and didn't have the heart to comfort her at all, and Han Juanjuan was surprisingly calm and basically didn't speak. After talking for a long time, there was no singing and harmony, Fang Ling couldn't go on anymore, and put the cup down: "Seriously, I might as well leave now." Zhang Xiaoxiao sighed: "If you really think so, we support your divorce." Fang Ling was stunned and didn't know how to answer. After a long time, he said hatefully: "I'm divorced now, it's not cheap for him, I don't want him, I don't want him, he has a car and a house." ”

Zhang Xiaoxiao said to her word by word: "First of all, you are old and yellow not because of age, but because you put all your energy into entanglement with this family that seems strange to you. Secondly, I heard you shout divorce for ten years, you either divorce or live well, don't you, for example, if you are to the family, since you pay, don't always think about return, if you care about return, then you should pay carefully. Don't you notice that women who live happily are heartless, don't care about anything, and only know how to care for themselves. Of course, you still have to manage the people who gave birth to you and the people you gave birth to, but you have to know within your ability, and don't make yourself tired. You are Chinese New Year's Eve two years old today, and thirty-two years old is the most attractive time for a female star. Fang Ling looked at the abnormal Zhang Xiaoxiao and muttered, "How can I compare with a female star." ”

When she got off work, Han Juanjuan called Zhang Xiaoxiao and said that she had brought some fruit from a friend, and the two made an appointment to meet. After taking the fruit from the car, Han Juanjuan wanted to speak again and again, and it took a long time before she made up her mind to say to her: "Xiaoxiao, don't talk to Lingzi like this in the future, she just wants to talk about it, we are the only people she can talk to." Zhang Xiaoxiao looked at Han Juanjuan and nodded. Then the two of them were silent for a while, and Zhang Xiaoxiao felt that something was wrong: "Juanjuan, is there something wrong with you today?" Han Juanjuan bowed her head and was silent. Zhang Xiaoxiao hurriedly got into the co-pilot: "Let's go, find a good place to park." ”

"I'm with our leaders. ”

Zhang Xiaoxiao was stunned, Han Juanjuan is a simple and upright person, this kind of thing was never expected.

"You know, I used to ask for leave and leave early because I had no one to take my child, and he covered for me when he knew the situation. He also cares about me and often enlightens me, isn't his family in the field, so others will give me special products and the like. In fact, at the beginning, he was kind to me, either the kind of good who had nothing to do, or the kind of concern that ordinary superiors cared about their subordinates. But to be honest, Fang Zhiqiang has never cared about me like this, he just sent money back, and he couldn't understand my hard work at all. Speaking of this, Han Juanjuan's eyes were red. Zhang Xiaoxiao doesn't understand her hard work, but the optimism that Han Juanjuan has been showing for so many years makes people feel that these are nothing.

"Recently he fell and injured himself, and I thought I should go and see him, but then I found out that there was no one at home to take care of him, so I occasionally went to do housework for him. Han Juanjuan lowered her head and began to be silent.

"And then, what kind of opportunity did you break through to this last step?"

"Don't talk nonsense, we didn't go to bed!" Han Juanjuan reacted violently.

"Two people in their thirties, what is it to be together if they don't go to bed?" Zhang Xiaoxiao asked with a smile.

"There's something scarier than going to bed. I was thinking about taking care of him for a few days, which can be regarded as paying off the previous personal debt. But I suddenly realized that the tacit understanding between me and him was terrible, many of our thoughts and habits were the same, he liked to eat what I loved, he knew what I was thinking at a glance, and even when I glanced at the table, he would hand me what I wanted to take. And whenever I was tired and tired, and Fang Zhiqiang said that I was not feeling well, he would just look at me and say "oh". With Fang Zhiqiang, I just give and pay, and then I don't get any response, just like a person performing on stage and the people off the stage are dozing. I don't want to live like this, and I need recognition and response, do you understand that?"

How can Zhang Xiaoxiao not understand how similar her married life has been for so many years! They are all chicken feathers, and no one can be spared, this is the truth of married life. Zhang Xiaoxiao thought about it calmly, as an outsider, she should provide rational advice to Han Juanjuan, and she couldn't mix her emotions into it.

"And what are you going to do in the future?"

"I don't know, to be honest, I feel like I've been poisoned right now, and I look forward to spending some time with him every day, and he's very happy to see me, I can feel it. I knew I couldn't go on like this, or I wouldn't be able to turn back, but I couldn't control myself. But every time I come home and lie in bed, I feel so guilty that I can't sleep. ”

"Juanjuan, let me give you an analysis, to be honest, if you are not married, you can choose him without hesitation, but you already have two children, giving them a complete family is something that you must consider as a mother, he also has children, and the choice of the two of you is related to the happiness of two families and several children. At our age, we don't live for ourselves, right? Don't forget, Fang Zhiqiang, a man who is now abolished, used to give you a lot of emotion and happiness, didn't he? In fact, no matter who you talk to, you may inevitably end up in the dull. The only difference is that if you are with him, you still have to face children who are not your own, reorganize the relationship between your mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, adapt to a new family, and face some unknown difficulties. ”

"It's true that I have more problems with children, but in my current state, I really feel like I can't hold it up. ”

Zhang Xiaoxiao held Han Juanjuan's hand, thought for a long time, and tried to give her a clear idea in short language.

"I suggest that you talk to Fang Zhiqiang about your thoughts and tell him that you can't survive this marital state, and if he doesn't want to change, you will divorce. You have to change the present, either he resigns and comes back and gets a job in Huaiqing, or you resign and go to him, he must fully participate in the construction of this family, participate in the growth of the child, the family is not yours alone, it is two people. Actually, it's not so much that you like your leader, it's that you like this way of getting along, you want to have a state of marriage that makes you feel relaxed and someone who can share your joys and sorrows. ”

Han Juanjuan nodded seriously and gently rested her head on Zhang Xiaoxiao's shoulder.

"Xiaoxiao, you are the smartest of the three of us, so you are the happiest, you have enough money to spend, and your husband is also considerate. ”

Zhang Xiaoxiao closed her eyes, and her tears still flowed uncontrollably.

"I'm divorced. ”

Han Juanjuan sat up straight in shock: "You are talking nonsense, how is it possible?"

Zhang Xiaoxiao lowered her head and let the tears flow.

"There is no cheating and no blood, I don't know when he started, he has changed, he doesn't participate in anything at home, like a hands-off shopkeeper. On his birthday, I told him that I would be very happy if I sent me a red envelope and bought a gift, he just couldn't remember any birthday festivals, just didn't buy gifts, just didn't have time to celebrate for you, knew that I would be sad and would cry, or like this, he was the last to arrive at the child's birthday party, the first to go, as if it had nothing to do with him. In fact...... Actually, everything is a big deal, but it's always like this, and I'm really disappointed. This year, I was very aggrieved in the unit, and all these pressures came together, and I was going crazy, with a lot of hair in tune, a lot of gray hair, and during that time, I thought, I'm going to end all this. So I got divorced, left the house, and quit my job. ”

After Zhang Xiaoxiao finished speaking, she looked up at Han Juanjuan, only to see that Han Juanjuan was already full of tears, crying bitterly, she reached out and hugged Zhang Xiaoxiao.

"Xiaoxiao, how can you comfort me that I don't tell us that I have been wronged so much. ”

Zhang Xiaoxiao wiped her tears, held her shoulder and said, "I'm fine now, I finally have time to eat what I want to eat, buy the clothes I want to buy, watch the TV series I want to watch, and I feel free to be free." And I got a job, and my annual salary was more than double. ”

Looking at Han Juanjuan's tearful eyes, Zhang Xiaoxiao said to her seriously: "Because no one wants to bring me a child, I can't have a job if I want a child, I can only give up custody, but I really can't leave him, I tell you as a person who has come over, in fact, my original intention of divorce was to force Feng Sen to make changes to his marriage, he always promised to make changes but there were always various excuses that couldn't be done, it's such hooligan logic: I really want to but I can't, and then it's because of this or that excuse." I was so disappointed in my marriage that I was hoping to turn things around with the last game. But to this day, my true thoughts are that I would still be willing to look back if he was willing to work with me for this family. ”

"Then after your divorce, do you still have contacts?"

Zhang Xiaoxiao shook his head: "I proposed the divorce, but his indifference after the divorce was beyond my expectations, I don't know if it was my decision to divorce that really hurt him, or if he was also tired of this state of marriage." As a result, I still can't accept the fact that a family of six years really doesn't exist because of a certificate, and he seems to have really become someone who has nothing to do with me. I often lie in bed and think about whether my decision to divorce was right or wrong, Juanjuan, when you talk, control your emotions and don't get to where I am today. If you choose to divorce, no woman will get out of it. ”