Chapter 70: Heart-shaped filters
In the face of Diao Han's irritability, Sha Zhen felt helpless, every time he wanted to talk quietly, but he couldn't calm down, his current attitude, he couldn't talk about anything.
Sha Zhen took a deep breath and said,
"Diao Han, I didn't mean to control you..."
Sha Zhen was halfway through, as if hiding her embarrassment, she took a sip of the water in the cup, and then continued,
"It's just... If one day you get married and have a lover by your side, tell me in time, I will leave, and I will never be entangled with you..."
When she said this, Sha Zhen almost exhausted all her strength, and she even wanted to replace the warm water on hand with coffee again, otherwise, she didn't seem to be able to sit here soberly and talk to Diao Han.
Diao Han didn't know what was wrong, he wasn't so upset when Sha Zhen knew about his engagement, but when he heard Sha Zhen say that he was leaving, the irritability in his chest immediately escalated,
"What the hell are you going to do? I said let you go? Why don't you leave?"
"Diao Han... Don't be like this, I don't want to be someone else's junior, I don't want any woman in the world to break her heart because of my existence, and then destroy a family, I don't want it, Diao Han, don't let me become that kind of woman..."Sha Zhen's tone was unprecedentedly stiff, and her big gray-blue eyes were once again covered with a layer of tears.
"I didn't say I wanted to get married, why are you crying here?" Diao Han said loudly, his body sank into the sofa, lit a cigarette, took a hard puff, and fell silent between the two, only the smoke continued to rise in the room and then dissipated, but this matter was not as easy as the smoke to disperse.
"When I was a child, my mother took me to your school, and later many classmates in the school rumored that my mother was secretly in and out of the hotel with rich and high-ranking officials... My mother once told me that she had to do it for the sake of life... She told me that you must not take this road in the future, because other people's opinions of you will crush you to death, and those men's lovers will also be sad..."Sha Zhen couldn't go on, tears welled up like a spring.
Diao Han didn't expect Sha Zhen to have such an opinion, all kinds of depression in his heart came together, so he took a hard puff of cigarette, got up and left the room, he couldn't face Sha Zhen's tears, and he didn't understand why his marriage hit her so hard.
Obviously, after getting married, he will not delay living with Shazhen.
Downstairs outside the window, Sha Zhen could hear the sound of the car's engine through the glass, and then Diao Han left the villa, his departure made some kind of vacancy in Sha Zhen's heart, and he didn't know how to fill it.
There was only Sha Zhen in the room, and the cigarette that had not been completely extinguished when Diao Han left, it was burning with a faint smoke at this time, Sha Zhen didn't like the smell of smoke, but at this moment he felt that this faint smell of smoke was very precious.
Since she was with Diao Han, her attitude towards this relationship has always been walking on thin ice, cautious, and patiently caring, and she has thought about what would happen if the two broke up a few times, but every time she thought about it, she would tell herself that since she had to get along seriously, she had to be attentive, so it can even be said that Sha Zhen didn't think much about what would happen after she really left him.
There are still traces of Diao Han sitting on the sofa, and the dull pain in his heart hits again, the last time he left him, it was at school, and then he was abused by the physical education teacher.
And this time?
Are you really leaving?
Sha Zhen opened the mobile phone webpage again, and the text and clear pictures on it didn't look like hype, it was too realistic, it was hard not to believe it.
The woman in the dream was Fang Feifei at first, but then it became blurry, it was definitely another person, no matter who it was, it wouldn't be herself, definitely not...
Sha Zhen held her forehead with her hands, it turned out that the person she loved was about to give up her taste, it was so hard to swallow...
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Diao Han's sports car shuttled on the road at night, like a leopard that no one dared to stop, and in the end, the luxury car stopped in front of a private club, and the waiter inside took Diao Han to a private room, and after entering, he began to serve the wine and snacks he had ordered.
As soon as Diao Han sat down, he pushed down the glasses on the bridge of his nose and greeted,
"It's so late and you still come out, is it being drummed out by the little lover?"
"I'm going to go for a walk. Diao Han said, and drank the foreign wine poured by the waiter in front of him, and at this time the coffee table was already full of various snacks and various colors of foreign wine, which were very dazzling under the illumination of the light.
The big blind guessed that Diao Han was in a bad mood, so he changed the topic and said,
"You should be refreshed, doesn't that woman's family background be quite strong? What's wrong with you? She's disgusting to you?"
The big blind threw a cigarette on the coffee table,
"Try this, I think it's pretty good. β
Diao Han lowered his head and lit a lady's cigarette, the good smell of flowers and the heart-shaped filter really changed Diao Han's mood.
"That woman is still a good person, she is in the entertainment industry, she has a set, Sao, Lang, Cheap..."
"Damn, do you boast about your fiancΓ©e like that?"
"Heh~ Tell the truth. β
Blind and confused,
"Then what's the situation with you, dissatisfied with that woman?"
"There's nothing to be satisfied with, it's all arranged at home..."Diao Han said, his eyes fell on a beautiful bottle of foreign wine on the coffee table, and he continued a little distractedly,
"The photos are all on the Internet, including the fact that she won the best supporting actress, and all the things are so full that a fool can guess what's going on. β
When the big blind heard it, he didn't think there was anything,
"Since you have decided to get married, there is nothing to help her operate, and you are not happy to become an Internet celebrity on the Internet? The big blind joked.
"But I don't want this to break the news, it must be my dad who made it again. β
As if the blind understood something,
"Uncle is an official, this marriage is very important to him, doesn't it mean that the woman's family is quite satisfied with you?
"What a nail can I give up, I hate people controlling me so much. β
Da Blind also lit a lady's cigarette, and he recently felt that the lady's cigarette seemed to taste really different, especially when he saw that his grumpy hair was smoking quite hilarious.
There was a faint, good-smelling smell of flowers and cigarettes in the private room, and the blind man asked,
"Why did you get up? Just to be angry with your father? Otherwise, the family is also for your good, Wang Shui'er's family also plays a pivotal role in officialdom, and marrying her has the benefits of your family..."
"But then again, if you're really not happy with the marriage, talk to your parents. β
The blind sentence can be regarded as raising Diao Han's spiritual head.
"They think it's good, but I'm so troubled that I'm dying. After Diao Han finished speaking, he filled the wine glass in front of him, and drank the whole glass of wine in one gulp as if venting his anger.