Chapter 83: The Weakness of Cold Autumn

"Qiu'er!"

Leng Qiu followed the prestige, a middle-aged woman, graceful and luxurious, the years have not left too many traces on her face, and she is walking towards her with a smile.

"Mother!" Leng Qiu shouted with a trembling throat and ran towards the woman.

Leng Qiu stopped abruptly while running, no, this is an illusion.

"Qiu'er, what's wrong?" the woman looked at Leng Qiu, her eyes were pure love, and her face was full of tenderness.

"What a boring little trick. My mother is dead. After speaking, Leng Qiu turned around and left.

"Qiu'er, where are you going?" Seeing that Leng Qiu was leaving, the woman asked urgently, as if her most important thing was going to leave her.

"Go to reality. Leng Qiu said coldly, never replying.

"Qiu'er, we haven't seen each other for so many years, can you bear to leave me?"

Leng Qiu's body trembled, and then accelerated the pace of leaving, he didn't dare to stay, let alone look back, he was afraid that he would fall here, trapped in this dream that he would dream of every day.

Leng Qiu didn't know how long he had been running, but he suddenly felt dizzy, and when he opened his eyes again, he had returned to the ninth step.

Leng Qiu slipped two lines of tears on his face, and whispered: "I'm sorry, I prefer the pain of reality to the beauty of the unreal." With that, he continued to run.

Reality is realistic because it's realistic enough, real enough.

And the others, some with sadness on their faces, some with angry faces, it is obvious that they, like Leng Qiu, have experienced their own illusions. Cai Hong and Feng Yan looked relaxed, they had experienced these when they first came here, so they were naturally not affected by them.

It was Zi Ying, who was also affected by her strength, and she hadn't woken up at the moment, tears slid down her cheeks.

"It's fine. It's all illusory. Seeing Ziying wake up, Leng Qiu hurriedly held her jade hand and spoke softly.

Ziying's red lips lightly opened: "I dreamed of a middle-aged couple, and they said it was my parents. I just don't know if their appearance is their real appearance, or if it is a fiction in my heart. But that feeling of blood connection is really warm, so warm. ”

Sure enough, no matter what kind of person he is, family affection is always the softest place in his heart.

In the blink of an eye, we came to the ninety-ninth staircase

Leng Qiu was in the middle of the feast, all kinds of people, men were wearing expensive suits, and their manners and deeds showed a gentlemanly demeanor. The woman is gorgeously dressed, dressed in gold and silver, jewelry, a typical noblewoman.

It's a festival for the rich.

"Mr. Leng, look up for a long time!" The person who came was a young man, in his twenties, wearing glasses, and his eyes were full of admiration at the moment.

"Eh, hello!" Leng Qiu was a little puzzled at first, when he looked at what he was wearing, he was wearing a famous brand, and his whole body exuded the aura of nobility, and he already knew that he was in a fantasy world at the moment, and his identity was not simple.

"Is it the temptation of money or power?" Leng Qiu muttered in a low voice, and then as if remembering something, he muttered, "No, it's jealousy. ”

Jealousy, everyone has it, and Leng Qiu is no exception.

Why should someone else be born with something that they can't get no matter how hard they try?

Is there really anyone in this world who is superior?

If I had swapped places with him, I would have done better than him.

This is a typical jealousy heart, resentment because of one's own unequal relationship with others, complaining about the injustice of the world. But I'm always fantasizing about being like that. Contradicting oneself and constantly struggling between reality and fantasy, one's outlook on life and values will become distorted as a result.

However, everyone understands the truth, and how many people can really do it?

Although he knew that this illusion was conjured up by jealousy in his heart, he couldn't say how to crack Leng Qiu.

Minutes and seconds tick by...

Leng Qiu didn't have the slightest way to do this, how could this jealousy mean that if you are jealous, you will be jealous, and if you are not jealous, you will not be jealous?

Just when Leng Qiu was at a loss, he saw a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, who was looking out of the window sullenly at the moment. In this grand banquet, I'm afraid that only Leng Qiu and this girl are the only ones who don't laugh, although they laugh at such hypocrisy.

"What's wrong?" Leng Qiu walked up to the girl and had a so-called pick-up.

"Nothing. The girl pursed her lips and continued to look out the window.

Leng Qiu looked out the window, a group of children were kicking shuttlecocks around, with a happy smile on their faces, incomparably bright.

"Since you like it, why don't you go out and play together?" Leng Qiu asked the girl with a smile.

The girl shook her head and said, "No, my father said that girls should be quiet, knowledgeable, and not jumping around." ”

"Sometimes, I really envy them for being able to do what they like and be free. The girl said with great envy.

"Envy?" Leng Qiu muttered in a low voice, and then said with a smile: "Maybe." ”

We envy others and complain about life, but we never think that others envy us equally.

It turns out that our jealousy has always been our wishful thinking, and it is not satisfied with ourselves, which is why we have so many troubles.

Joy is always in the contented one!

Knowing this, Leng Qiu already understands that jealousy is completely illusory, and this illusion no longer exists.

"If you don't wake up about this, when will you wait?" Leng Qiu burst out, and the illusion shattered like a mirror.

......

Nine hundred and ninety-nine steps...

"Hmm, this is here?" Leng Qiu looked at everything around him curiously.

The house had collapsed and burned to ashes under the raging fires. Blood flowed through the long streets, dead bodies everywhere, and the eyes that had never been closed were full of fear, insecurity, and despair.

Leng Qiu's face turned pale, and he remembered that this was the scene of the "Holy Fall" in the Eastern Capital.

"Woo woo, Mom, wake up. "The sound of a little girl crying can be heard in the far corner.

Leng Qiu's body trembled, and he ran over eagerly following the voice, wanting to rush to the little girl's side as soon as possible to protect her.

"I'll be able to save you this time. Leng Qiu choked up and muttered to himself, walking the streets and alleys with a familiar car.

After running for a while, in a familiar corner, Leng Qiu saw the little girl, about four years old, with double ponytails, a pair of big eyes that were already red and swollen from crying, and her face was full of tears. In front of her was a woman, now lying in a pool of blood, her chest no longer heaving to prove that she was long dead.

"Niu Niu!" Leng Qiu's tears couldn't stop flowing down.

Suddenly, a huge shadow hung over the little girl.

Leng Qiu looked up and couldn't help but be angry: "I won't let the events of the year repeat themselves in front of me again." ”

It was a giant bear more than three meters tall, staring at the little girl fiercely at the moment.

Without a trace of mercy, the huge bear paw smashed towards the little girl, and anyone who was hit by this blow would be reduced to meat sauce.

"Bastard!" Leng Qiu scolded, and quickly threw himself at the little girl, trying to push the little girl away.

It's just that a strange scene appeared, Leng Qiu's hands actually passed through the little girl, and Leng Qiu was stunned.

But time does not stop because of you, and many things do not change because of you.

The bear's paw also passed through Leng Qiu's body and smashed accurately on the little girl, smashing her into meat sauce.

There are many things in this world that you can't do if you want to.

Leng Qiu watched all this happening blankly, but he was powerless to change, almost collapsed, and the corners of his mouth kept muttering: "This is impossible... How so... That's impossible... This is not true. ”

Leng Qiu's face was covered with tears, and he knelt on his knees, hugging his head and crying.

The feeling of heartache came from the depths of his heart, it was so real, so heart-rending pain.