Yes, but just when he was about to strangle me, I think I felt like I couldn't live, he actually stopped, I don't know what he wanted to do, I can never guess what he was in his heart.

Then he really let go of my hand, and he looked very tired, and lay down on this sofa, and closed his eyes tiredly, as if all this had happened was just a joke.

Of course I don't want to stay here any longer, I can't hold on any longer, I don't want to see him, I know I have to go to history, this is my only friend, a friend who will not betray me for the rest of my life, this is the best of mine.

When I rushed out, I would still be trembling for what Ye Jingbei said just now, I never thought that this matter would always be cruel and indifferent, I didn't expect that it was my uncle who pushed me in, could it be that all this has been set up in the past three years.

What a ridiculousness, it's all a joke, God let my brother make a joke, I thought I endured and sacrificed me, the pain was shadowless, I endured my compromise, I thought that all these things could bring peace to my uncle!

I don't believe that this Ye Jingbei said this, he will definitely hurt me in such a way for a long time, I don't believe that this is definitely not true!

All of this was Ye Jingbei, and then all the sins caused by my father were inflicted on me.

So he drugged my coffee, everything was true, everything he forced me to do, it had nothing to do with anyone, it was because he was a poisonous snake.

Yes, I shouldn't hate anyone in this world, what I hate the most should be him, just him, nothing to do with others.

When I went back to school, I wiped away my tears, I definitely couldn't let the students see any of my lost souls, and I didn't want my best friend to worry about me, and when my tears were wiped away, and when I was back in shape, I looked dull and endless, and I went back to school silently.

I don't dare to touch anyone, I don't dare to verify anything, because I don't dare, because I'm afraid that these things are real, I don't want to, I think these things are false, I want time to break through all this, because time can wash all these things away.

This seems to be the longest vacation in my life, whenever the school is full of flowers, it is particularly lively and extraordinary, and everyone likes to walk happily under those cherry trees, insisting on enjoying this youthful years, enjoying this romantic youth.

I drown myself in this atmosphere and happiness like other classmates, I am the life I have been looking forward to for the most time, I can finally breathe this fresh air after a long time like my classmates, I can laugh freely like my classmates, I can dress up freely, I will no longer be worried every day, my mobile phone will suddenly ring at a certain moment.

Of course, you don't have to worry about it, if a call comes, I'll sneak up to the corner of the wall and make the call, because I feel like this kind of thing doesn't see the light of day.

Yes, I can discuss a debate topic with my classmates, I can even study seriously with my teachers, and I can take notes seriously, and I can do it carefully and notoriously every time.

I can even apply for a scholarship, right this place, the farther away I want to go, the better I want to go, maybe not far enough in any city, I must cross the Pacific Ocean, peace, I want to fly to the farthest country, leave here and cut it all off forever!

Yes, I didn't work harder now, I worked hard to get a scholarship, I studied like crazy, I was in school, in the classroom, in the library from Monday to Friday and even on weekends, and then the place in the study room was always the earliest I came and the last to leave.

I like the position by the window, which allows me to quietly make myself the best life of this decent college student.

I should really be thankful, I really think that I should be considered lucky, but after three years of ordeal, I didn't die, and I think I can still ask my classmates to learn from Mr. Zheng.

Sometimes when I sit by the window to study, I look at the surrounding scenery, the green of each scenery has to be exciting, in these noisy atmosphere, sometimes I will really wander in this green environment, whenever I am particularly tired from studying, I will raise my head, I will look at the distant mountains under this green environment.

And in the distant mountains, there must be a certain immortal who must be reciting the sutras and reciting the Buddhist novels, this is all like this, will there really be a supreme treasure in the distant rainbow to find me?

Sometimes I'm fantasizing, I'm fantasizing about what my next relationship will be like, which will become my supreme treasure, I don't even have any expectations for this emotional thing, I don't even have any room for imagination, I even feel that I have no fear, I don't even feel that I have any ability to fight for whatever I want at this time.

Fortunately, I'm a senior this year, I'm going to leave here soon, I will get the scholarship in less than three months, I will leave here forever, I will definitely follow my classmates to say goodbye happily, I will leave traces of each of them, and when I reach the other side of the Pacific, I will make a lot of contact with my classmates, looking for a friendship that is lost.

I ate something in the school cafeteria on the weekend, and then the cafeteria here is where I eat you, and I bought a polenta, and I added a potato chip, and I added a beef bun, and I actually like these things, so I think sometimes I think of that dog called the husky.

Anyway, I don't know I like this, and I don't particularly like to eat this corn splash, I think if it wasn't for the time when I cut its veins that day and fell to the ground, if it wasn't for the time when this dog smelled my blood and kept barking, maybe it was really at that time, it was the husky who called me at the last moment, which attracted everyone's rescue to me.

How did the husky die, I never dared to ask the supervisor, I didn't dare to ask, I just knew that it really seemed to have disappeared into this world, and the dog was really the same dog.

Sometimes there are a lot of people in the evening study class, and sometimes when I am outside the window, I will find some small fireflies, and some invisible wings, if you are not careful, they will fly by the window, I remember a poem that says it very well.

When you have a pair of wings, you will move forward when you want to fly against the wind.

And not far from the school there was the sound of a tinkling piano, there was no doubt about it, this was our seniors, we were about to graduate now, we tore up all the materials and threw them down from the 4th or 5th floor, we hugged each other, we played guitars, we had 39 bottles, we were happy, we were shouting, we thought we could have the whole world.

I find that sometimes my heart is much older than theirs, and sometimes when I stand there and look at them from afar, I just can't touch this happiness, and I feel so quickly as if it is a little far away from me.

Yes, goodbye, my college life.

I'm leaving, I'm leaving here forever.

Fortunately, through this effort, my IELTS test score has improved significantly compared to the last time, and I have reached an English standard abroad, and the obstacles to being able to go abroad have been basically removed, and now there is only one scholarship in the scholarship to apply for, so for the future I have been unimpeded.

Lisa said to me with envy: "Leng Shuiyue, you are really too much, you are too exaggerated, what are you doing with this high IELTS score, you are simply more than enough, your score can already reach abroad!"

I smiled hesitantly: "Don't blow it, why did I say that if you want to take the test like you, I'm sure your score is higher than mine, and your foreign language score has always been better than mine." ”

In fact, he has given up a request to go abroad very early, and he is ready not to take IELTS anymore, because he and Zhao Yiguo have reached a tacit understanding, the two of them will either give up, or choose their own flowers, and you will stay in China directly for Zhao Yibo.

The reason is that this must give birth to children for the Zhao family, and he is completely interested in the so-called future finance, business, and anything, and most importantly, at this time, he can finally find a decent son-in-law who can support the family according to his father's requirements.

Of course, this is good, because Lisa has always been the only child in the family, so to inherit such a huge property of the family, this matter is the most important thing, so the son-in-law is the most important condition that must be made, but fortunately, Zhao Yibo has made such an important sacrifice for Lisa, which is commendable!

Lisa said: "Really, I'm very angry, you don't know at all, my rich dad is completely an old stubborn, he can't keep up with modern life, he doesn't know what self-reliance is, what is called letting me inherit the family, I let him go outside and have another son, then he can inherit it? ”

"Tell me what do you plan to do next?"

Lisa said hatefully: "Then what else? I tell you that I definitely didn't agree to this matter so simply, I must fight to the end, I forgive him for not being able to give birth to a son now, even if he is born now, what if he is born now?" I'm telling you that there is no way now, according to his age, there is no plan at all, so he can only obediently one day it must be nonsense, then he will definitely not hesitate, he can only look at the matter between me and Zhao Yibo, he can only nod his head and agree, there is no way to choose anything, hehe, this is my strength, this is my position. ”

Listening to the sound of their family, in fact, I already knew that she and her father had been fighting very hard, and they had completely upgraded these things.

not only stopped all her living expenses, but even stopped her phone bills, which is completely like cutting off all financial resources.

So what it means at this time is exactly the same as an ordinary little girl, without the support of money, then I must be in trouble.

It's not embarrassing for Lisa, she's a very smart girl, how does she know how to deal with all this, she immediately changed her phone number without hesitation, and deleted all her father's contact information, so that her father couldn't find it at all.

Lisa bit the cucumber and said fiercely: "Look, let me tell you, I definitely don't want my father to find me, don't you want to fight with me? ”

Actually, I know that I should say that Lisa's feeling is useless now.

I mean very sadly, I really want my father to have that kind of quarrel with me, but this kind of thing is really like a luxury to me, so out of reach, it will never exist.

"You think you should slowly experience such happiness, you should slowly experience it, you are very lucky with your father's love for you, but I don't have a chance at all, I will lose my father forever, I don't even have such an opportunity to get, nonsense, why don't you cherish it now?"

Lisa was stunned for a moment, then quickly went to find a topic.

"Leng Shuiyue, please don't discourage my enthusiasm at this time, okay, don't give my life Spring and Autumn at this time, okay? We can quickly find a way to make money, I tell you that even if it is a stall, even if it is a part-time job outside, it is good to be a beer girl, I have to make money quickly with that kind of name, because I don't even have living expenses next month." ”

And really if you really want to recruit a part-time job like this, in fact, it's really not very difficult, like ours to graduate from a prestigious university, and even if it is a tutor or do any business, there should be no problem, as long as our business card is put out, and such a tutor is simply very popular.

And our only competitor is the school next to us, which often grabs some of our educational resources.

She said: "It's really too much, it's not easy for us to take death from the mouth of others now, why do we want to become our competitors, my God, I just happened to study what major, I studied medicine, I simply how to give training to this kind of primary school students, it's really not good, I'll give them training in the knowledge of small promotion, I also won a first prize in the competition cup when I was in the Olympiad." ”

Seriously, I've always had a grudge about tutoring, I've always had a sense of fear, I've been bitten by a snake for 10 years, so I've never looked for this kind of tutoring job, and I can only pay attention to some other things like handing out flyers, or going to be a beer girl.

I always feel that there is no endless road, so the two of us are both fallen people at the end of the world, so let's go separately and find some work.

There is a large-scale event to be carried out here in the convention and exhibition center, and then we have to make an arrangement plan for a model of the exhibition, and I just got such an opportunity to find a job, in fact, the work is very simple is a repetitive labor work, and does not require some professional knowledge.

This thing is really simple for us, we can fill in the form temporarily, and then distribute the promotional materials and then do a display of information in each store, then the next words are more of a manual labor.

Sometimes when I'm busy, I don't even have time to eat lunch, just hurriedly eat a steamed bun and continue to sit, and we also have to distribute leaflets in every household, you think about 1~31 floors, basically every floor has to be distributed by each family, and a development has to be registered, if you go to a community with 10 buildings, then you have about the same time in a day.

Lisa is much stronger than I imagined, and more prone to hardship than me, and there is no way to complain too much, much more serious than I imagined, I even admire him, he is a young lady, and can have such a big willfulness, I actually really admire him.

I even feel that I am glad that I am really happy, at least until this moment I have not been abandoned by the years, I still have my best friend, yes, I will always be with her, we are in our lives, in our mutual day, such friendship is always eternal, always unchanging, always long live!

When our event is launched, many people will come to visit, and on the weekends, it is really those people who are tens of thousands of people pouring in, and we are constantly distributing promotional materials, and we have to take them back, and invite them to smile, and everyone is very polite to promote our product knowledge.

I feel that this is more uncomfortable than my double, more painful than my IELTS grade, my feet are soft all day, my throat is smoking, and I have to hold such an emission of countless leaflets.

And only when there is less traffic, they will give us a bottle of mineral water, so if you take someone else's money, then you may have to do it conscientiously.

It was better, and we were given a bottle of mineral water to each of us separately, and we were told that there was baked bread in that box, so that if we were hungry, we could take it whenever we wanted, eat it outside, and come back.

This is a complete joy in the bitterness for me and Lisa, and I have enjoyed a lot of rich life in the forest.

So who would know if life changes overnight?