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That night, Su Mu didn't ask this question in her heart, she pressed all her doubts and all her unhappiness into her heart, and pretended to say good night to Ling Feng without incident.

But she didn't go straight into the water, and a whole bunch of bad thoughts flooded into her mind, causing her to fall asleep. She turned off the lights and stared hard at the ceiling, trying to banish the things from her consciousness so that she could sleep in peace. It was only after tossing for three or four hours that she barely squinted for a while, and before dawn, she woke up from her light sleep again.

In this way, not to mention that the dark circles under his eyes have worsened, Su Mu feels as if he is going to die. Originally, she was tired enough to go to work all day, and she didn't sleep well, and she felt that she might not be able to survive today. But she couldn't take such a leave of absence, and she really couldn't sleep if she had something on her mind, so she closed her eyes and forced herself to lie back in bed, waiting for her alarm clock to ring.

The feeling that every second is like a year Su Mu has only had when she broke up in the past, but at this moment, she feels that every second is like a year, it is like a light year. After lying down for less than five minutes, Su Mu couldn't lie down, dragged his tired body to get up, and took a random book from the bookshelf at the head of the bed to read.

So within five minutes, she fell asleep. When I opened my eyes again, even if I took a taxi, I couldn't catch up with the morning meeting.

Su Mu hated so much that he wanted to slap himself in the mouth.

I hurriedly packed up myself and rushed to the store, but fortunately, the supervisor did not check the post today. Su Mu couldn't help but exhale secretly, and then began to race against time to do what he had to do in the morning.

After finally being free, Su Mu picked up his phone and replied to Ling Feng's message. Ling Feng seemed a little unhappy, because Su Mu was so slow to ignore him, and last night's problem was not solved, Su Mu was still uncomfortable in his heart, so his attitude towards Ling Feng was also a little colder.

For a sensitive person like Ling Feng, Su Mu could sense the slightest change in his attitude. So he immediately began to think about whether he had done anything to make Su Mu unhappy yesterday, and finally determined that it should be about hanging up her phone last night. So he immediately explained to her, saying that his roommate asked him to play a game last night, and he was in a hurry, and he was afraid that it would make her sleep, so he hung up the phone before he could explain. Su Mu responded with a hmm, but his attitude did not change in any way because he knew this reason.

Seeing this, Ling Feng immediately began to beg Su Mu for forgiveness, and promised that he would not make these mistakes again in the future. Su Mu's answer was still very perfunctory at first, but then he felt that it was not a way to go on like this, so he pretended to be happy and said a few good words to him, so that he could deal with this matter. But in fact, this hurdle was in her heart, she still hadn't stepped over, and she had no way to convince herself to believe Ling Feng's explanation.

Su Mu is a person with an extremely low sense of security, and she can't accept any behavior and behavior from her boyfriend that can arouse her suspicion, because she knows that as long as such behavior exists, she will think irrepressibly to the bad side, and it will definitely cause all kinds of trouble in the future. She didn't like to quarrel at all, and she didn't like to quarrel about this kind of thing. If such a thing really happens, then she would rather contain it directly from the source, rather than break up after the two people's favorability is ruined.

So according to the direction of the normal development of the story, at this time, Su Mu was about to break up with Ling Feng. But somehow, when Su Mu was editing the information and preparing to break up with Ling Feng, he suddenly remembered what happened on Chinese New Year's Eve. She remembered Ling Feng's frenzied kiss, as well as his cautious movements, and his slimmed down but very reassuring embrace, which made her unable to move her hand when she tried to press the send button.

Is she going to be a scumbag who has been messing up and abandoning everything? Is she going to destroy a flower that has just bloomed because of this incident?

That's too cruel, isn't it?

Su Mu didn't understand why she suddenly thought of such a thing, and she didn't understand why this matter had such a big impact, occupying all her consciousness at once, and expelling all her previous messy thoughts. Her face turned red almost instantly, and she forgot what she was going to do next.

So try to forgive him this time, after all, it's so late, he shouldn't be doing anything, maybe he really wants to play a game. Besides, even if he really found someone else, it would be forgivable.

Su Mu is not a fool, and he is not unaware of the gap between their two grades, the novelty of love in children has passed, and it is really normal to want to change girlfriends. Although she has no way to forgive the betrayal, she is not so deep in it now anyway, so it would be good to break up directly. Even if it will be sad, it will only be sad for a while, and it will not really kill her.

Why do you want to be so serious with him at this time?

Besides, if he doesn't understand the truth once, she will teach him again, give him a chance, and she can't lose a piece of meat, so why not give it.

Again...... Maybe people really didn't make mistakes......

Thinking of this possibility, Su Mu still regretted it a little. In fact, this matter was not unavoidable, because when Su Mu felt that this matter was wrong last night, he could have called and asked Ling Feng why. According to how much Ling Feng doted on her now, he could completely tolerate this kind of little willfulness, so Su Mu could have been explained last night, and he didn't have to go through a night of fermentation by himself to make his mood so difficult to calm down.

As for whose head is to blame for this, of course, both of them are at fault.

Thinking of this, Su Mu deleted the word "breakup" that had been written before as quickly as possible, and then sent a short text to the past.

"Now that you know why I'm angry, don't make such mistakes again. When I'm busy with work, I won't take care of you, I will make it clear to you in advance, I hope that when you have something, you can also tell me in advance, so that I can have a mental preparation. ”

"I promise to listen to my wife, and I will tell you anything in advance in the future, so aren't you angry?"

"It's pretty much the same, but I feel like I'm not valued by you, and I seem to be a little wronged. ”

"Then don't be wronged, okay, I was wrong, even if I play games in the future, I will put you to sleep first and then go to play with them, okay?"

"No! You can't play with them anymore after you fall asleep, because you have to sleep with me!"