Chapter 35: Can't Forget and Remember
Sha Zhen's hands and feet are very sharp, and soon two dishes and one soup will come up, Sha Zhen has always liked to eat vegetarian dishes, which is also because of the living habits left by the perennial skin allergies in the early years, although the current allergy symptoms can be said to be cured, but in some unspecified circumstances, it will still be itchy and uncomfortable. In order to avoid relapsing the disease, Sha Zhen usually focuses on light.
Whether Diao Han likes it or not, there are only these ingredients at home, and that's all he can do.
But after Diao Han tasted it, he said yes unexpectedly.
And the praise in Diao Han's mouth is definitely not a deliberate compliment, but telling the truth.
Sha Zhen was already very good at cooking when she first went to Diao Han's school, and for so many years, although she often cooked some vegetarian dishes, the taste was really good.
Sha Zhen's habits have not changed much, even after so much, her good upbringing makes her still look elegant, and her movements when eating are better than any ordinary girl, and even a little pleasing to the eye.
After the meal, Sha Zhen cleaned up the table, Diao Han was about to smoke, and as soon as he found the lighter, he saw Sha Zhen's big gray-blue eyes staring at him.
"Okay, no smoking. ”
Sha Zhen is used to living alone, and she doesn't like the smell of smoke in the room.
The only thing that can be entertained in the room is the big stupid TV, old-fashioned flat, Sha Zhen cleaned up in the kitchen, silently praying in her heart to let Diao Han leave quickly, what is there to stay in her small apartment, but the more I think about it, the Diao Da Shao in the living room is like his butt is stained with 101 glue, he just doesn't go, but he just watches the TV and looks for the TV program inside.
Sha Zhen couldn't stand it in the kitchen, and finally took off her apron, and when she got to the living room, she sat on the side of the sofa, kept her distance from Diao Han, and reached out to get "Pathology" on the coffee table, and at this time, Diao Han also knew what Sha Zhen was going to do, he knew Sha Zhen's personality when she was a child, but now it seems that she has basically not changed much from many years ago, as if compared with before, it is really like what the dean said, a little autistic.
Looking at the thick book, Diao Han said helplessly,
"Shazhen, are you so reluctant to be with me? I remember you weren't like that before. ”
Sha Zhen didn't expect Diao Han to be able to talk so openly, she wanted to pick up the book, but was deducted by Diao Han on the coffee table, when she deducted the book, she naturally deducted Sha Zhen's hand together with her own hands, Sha Zhen's fingers are slender, the hand shape is good-looking, and Diao Han's button together, which is very picturesque.
Sha Zhen retracted his hand violently as if he had been electrocuted, so that Diao Han didn't wait to enjoy the unexpected softness, so he caught another empty, he withdrew his hand stupidly, and said,
"Can you tell me why?"
Sha Zhen held the cup in both hands,
"What, why?"
"You weren't so repulsive to me before, and you weren't so reluctant to get in touch with people. ”
“...”
Diao Han moved his body, approached Sha Zhen, and asked softly,
"Is it because of the night at the villa?" he asked, grabbing Sha Zhen's arm, he didn't want Sha Zhen to escape, there were some things, he wanted to know, this escape would definitely not solve the problem.
"Don't ask again. Sha Zhen's tone was unquestionable, and the hand that she was about to withdraw was still firmly grasped by Diao Han.
Seeing that Diao Han refused to let go, Sha Zhen was a little panicked and annoyed.
"You let go, I don't want to talk about the past. ”
"Sha Zhen, I heard that you were admitted to the key high school you wanted to take at that time, but why did you choose to be a nurse?"
"I said it, I don't want to mention it. Sha Zhen saw that Diao Han still refused to let go, and in a hurry, she raised the cup in her hand to Diao Han's body.
At this point, both of them fell silent.
Only the warm water in the cup spilled into a very random pattern on Diao Han's shirt, like an abstract painting.
Sha Zhen regretted it very much, she knew that Diao Han's things were not cheap, this was the case when she was a child, and even more so when she was an adult. If you lose it, you will really be unable to bear it.
Diao Han's face became a little gloomy, when had he ever been so pouted by a woman?
But this gloom is only fleeting, he seems to remember some interesting past, said,
"Back then, you also got the black tea drink on my clothes, what's the matter, is my clothes today not good-looking, you don't like it?"
Sha Zhen looked at it and wanted to apologize, but wanted to drive him away even more.
"Well, if you don't want to say it, then don't say it, but I really haven't forgotten you all these years..."
"Don't talk about the past. ”
Sha Zhen held her forehead with her hands, as if those past events were like knives, cutting open the wounds she had just healed little by little.
Diao Han's words made Sha Zhen's mind really recall the time they met at the small stone table.
Diao Han was not a decent gentleman, he sat down next to Sha Zhen, and gently brushed the naughty curls on her forehead with his big hands.
The gentleness of the hair wrapped around his fingers made Diao Han feel that his fingers were infected with this tenderness and softness.
Feeling Diao Han's touch, Sha Zhen raised her head and stepped back.
Sha Zhen's hiding this time, although Diao Han was not happy, but he was also a little stronger than before, because he still wanted to catch a big fish, this was just an aperitif before the meal, and the big meal was naturally behind.
"If you don't want to mention it, then don't mention it, but you must know what I think. After Diao Han finished speaking, seeing that Sha Zhen still lowered her head and didn't want to look at herself, she said more patiently,
"You're the first person I liked, or the kind I liked... I love it so much that I can't forget it. ”
Diao Han's words always shocked Sha Zhen, and she looked at Diao Han in a panic, trying to find something to believe in his eyes.
If you don't want to mention the past, then don't mention it for the time being, but it doesn't mean that Diao Han doesn't have her in his heart, no matter what kind of heart it is, he always thinks about her after all.
In fact, although the Diao family has an extraordinary family background, Diao Han didn't like those things in love when he was young, Sha Zhen is indeed the first girl Diao Han fell in love with, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is his first love.
After watching that kind of movie or magazine too many times, I still think about the ugly girl back then.
Listening to Diao Han's words, Sha Zhen was still silent.
How is it possible to say that it doesn't feel like a little bit, at that age when love is just beginning, when everyone is bullying you, how can you be indifferent if you have personal protection and someone to help you?
Seeing that Sha Zhen became quiet and no longer as irritable as she was just now, Diao Han pretended not to easily reach out and flick Sha Zhen's cheek, and by the way, pulled her disobedient hair behind her ears.
At this time, as long as Diao Han uses a little force, he can hug her into his arms.