(26) Set off towards another city
Although the decision had been made, Su Mu was still a little apprehensive in his heart. At night, because she didn't have a good time with Ling Feng, plus she had to pack her luggage and contact other assistants on the singer's side to confirm various matters at the comic show, so she didn't pay much attention to this matter, and when everything was ready, as soon as she opened her eyes early the next morning, she began to worry about what would happen if her boss found out about finding someone to replace her.
Now it's completely impossible to say no. Moreover, Ling Feng showed a very expectant look, she really couldn't bear to let Ling Feng down, so Su Mu could only give up the struggle and began to think about how to solve this matter that might happen.
Saying that resignation is actually a very simple matter, but this is for Ling Feng. If you really want Su Mu to practice, to be honest, it is still a little difficult. After all, she is not like Ling Feng, her family conditions are so good, it doesn't matter if she doesn't have to go to work, and she not only needs to earn money to support herself now, but also has to bear part of the expenses when two people are dating, if she resigns now, her savings can support a while, but during the Chinese New Year, there is definitely no way to find a suitable job in a short time, and if it takes a long time, it will be very difficult for her.
What's more, it was impossible for her to confess her situation to Ling Feng, because if she did, Ling Feng would definitely not let her spend more money. She didn't want Ling Feng to spend money on her, and if she spent any more money, she would feel guilty about him, so in order to avoid such a situation, she shouldn't have agreed to him, and continued to hang out with him like she is now. In this case, it would be equivalent to not seeing each other, so she might as well continue to stay in this store.
Although she was a little tired and often wronged, at least she could still meet Ling Feng every day. Even if she wanted to resign, she would have to wait for Ling Feng to leave, and if she couldn't see her, she would resign and find a new job.
All morning, Su Mu was thinking about how to solve this matter more perfectly, but she thought that her hair was about to be ripped off, and she didn't think about it. Until Ling Feng came to her, she was depressed about it. However, she didn't want Ling Feng to think that she was still worried about this matter, for fear that he would get angry and quarrel again, so Su Mu didn't dare to speak.
Ling Feng didn't want to mention this matter anymore, he went home last night and thought about it all night, and he kept blaming himself for how he could be so fierce to Su Mu. Even if he felt that Su Mu's boss was too unfair to Su Mu, and he was very distressed, he also knew that Su Mu was a person with a strong sense of responsibility, and she would definitely be very unhappy because of this kind of thing. I should have made her happy when she was unhappy, even if I wanted to reason with her, I should have comforted her first, why was I so impulsive at the time, and when she needed comfort the most, I still had that attitude towards her.
As early as last night, Ling Feng had already wanted to apologize to Su Mu, but Su Mu had not expressed his position, and he was also cold and indifferent, he really didn't know how to speak. Besides, what if Su Mu hadn't been angry because of this matter, he just said it rashly, how embarrassing it would be. So he waited for Su Mu to say what the problem was, but he waited all night and didn't wait for the answer he wanted.
He didn't know if Su Mu had digested this question by himself, or what, but while he was worried, he was a little more happy. I didn't know what to do if I quarreled with Su Mu, but now I can't quarrel, so I don't have to worry about it now. Su Mu's memory is so poor, it is estimated that he will forget it in less than two days, if this is the case, it will be even better.
The two of them pretended to spend the afternoon peacefully, laughing and joking as usual, and got together to buy two dinners and half for one person, which was quite happy. However, the more the appointed time came, the more nervous Su Mu became, and in the end, she couldn't pretend anymore, so she chose to lie on the table and pretend to be dead.
Of course, Ling Feng could guess what this was, but he wasn't as impulsive as he was yesterday to argue with Su Mu about something. After all, Su Mu had already promised him, and if he said anything, it would seem that he was too petty, and it would not affect the decision he made before, so don't make any more extraneous branches.
Soon, Midsummer arrived at the store at the agreed time. Before that, in order to thank her for coming over to help, Su Mu had already prepared a bunch of food, and as soon as Midsummer came, she stuffed all these things to Midsummer. Midsummer was a little crying and laughing, and refused again and again, but Su Mu kept insisting and said that she would not be able to catch the high-speed rail, and if Midsummer didn't pick it up again, then she wouldn't go directly.
Midsummer had no choice but to take something. Su Mu relieved her mind at this time, and then briefly explained to Midsummer, telling her that if something went wrong, let the boss call her directly, and she didn't have to say anything else.
After making all preparations, Su Mu finally dragged his suitcase and went out of the store with Ling Feng.
probably felt that there was no turning back, so at this moment, Su Mu's mood relaxed, and he returned to his previous lively state. From the moment she took the initiative to ask and took his arm, Ling Feng knew that the previous disaster had passed, and she also put her heart down. When the two of them were waiting for the car at the door, Su Mu also took pictures, pulling Ling Feng and taking group photos non-stop.
For Su Mu, she actually doesn't like to appear in other people's cameras at all, even if she wants to take pictures at a party, she insists that she must take pictures with her own mobile phone. Because she is not photogenic, sometimes even if she uses her mobile phone to take pictures of herself, the effect will be much uglier than that of real people, and she doesn't understand why people look like a typical example of successful plastic surgery after they have a beautiful face, and her beauty is like a textbook of plastic surgery failure. So after experiencing countless blood lessons, she either doesn't easily take pictures with others, or insists on shooting with her own mobile phone.
The most important thing is that she has not taken a single group photo of these boyfriends she has talked about in recent years, and it is not even an exaggeration to say that she has not taken photos with the opposite sex except for a few photos with her male colleagues when she resigned.
So today she can take the initiative to drag Ling Feng to take a group photo, it is really not easy. What's even more difficult is that she even posted directly to the circle of friends.
Although Su Mu often sends some screenshots of the two chatting or photos of food and the like, to show affection and record their daily life, so that outsiders will feel that the two of them are very happy at a glance, but as long as you carefully look at these things sent by Su Mu during this time, you will find that none of these photos have ever shown Ling Feng's face.
Ling Feng had long been concerned about this matter, and he had tried to take the initiative to ask to take some photos with Su Mu, but Su Mu didn't post them to the circle of friends after taking them, which made him feel uncomfortable. But he didn't mention this matter to Su Mu, first, he hoped that Su Mu would voluntarily show affection, not because he said it to do it, otherwise it would seem as if he was forcing her, and second, he was also worried that if he talked to Su Mu about it, Su Mu would list many reasons why she didn't send photos, which would only make him feel more lost.
These things had been hidden in Ling Feng's heart for a long time, so long that he even felt that this was a test of how much Su Mu loved him. He once thought that if Su Mu didn't disclose his identity before he left, he would have to check all the opposite sex in her WeChat contacts one by one. As a result, I didn't expect that at this time, Su Mu actually posted a photo of them to the circle of friends.
Ling Feng really wanted to hide his smile, because he always felt that if he laughed at this time, he would definitely be ridiculed by Su Mu. But he was so happy, even if he restrained himself, he couldn't keep his face expressionless, so he could only take advantage of Su Mu to explain to the commentators one by one that this was her boyfriend, not her brother, when he lowered his head and whispered his feelings.
It doesn't matter who those people think of him, as long as Su Mu knows his identity.
After all, in his life, those people can't participate, only Su Mu is qualified to participate, so what do you care about boring people like them.
Because of this little episode, Ling Feng's mood became super good. Even when walking, Su Mu had to push her suitcase by himself, but he didn't agree. When he was there, he would never let Su Mu mention these heavy things,
Su Mu was a little resistant at first, because she had never been treated like this before, she took things by herself wherever she went, even if the two of them went out to the supermarket and bought things, if Su Mu needed them, then she didn't let her boyfriend help her carry the bag. So much so that when Ling Feng forcibly snatched away all the things she was holding, she would inexplicably feel a sense of weakness, worried that one day when the two of them said that they were going to break up, this matter would also become a detail for her to be picked.
It wasn't until a long time later that Ling Feng knew about Su Mu's worries. At first, he thought that this was something that Su Mu made up to deceive him, but when he found out that she was really very serious, he suddenly felt a little distressed.
He knows Su Mu and knows that with her character, she will go all out in every love. So what kind of debt did Su Mu suffer that made her feel that she didn't deserve such care in love? She is such a good girl, why is she not cherished by these people?
Since then, whenever two people go out to ask for backpacks or take things, Ling Feng will never let Su Mu do it, unless he has taken too many things, Su Mu insisted, then he will choose the lightest thing for Su Mu to hold, so as to balance her stubbornness. At the beginning, Su Mu was very reluctant, and kept repeating to Ling Feng that she could do these little things by herself without Ling Feng's help. At first, Ling Feng couldn't find any good reason to keep her mouth shut, not to repeat these useless words like a repeater, but then he finally found a good way, and when Su Mu began to repeat again, he replied lukewarmly:
"I was chosen by you for being good to you in the first place, and now you are depriving me of the opportunity to be good to you, what, do you want to find someone else?"
Su Mu was most afraid of Ling Feng saying this kind of thing, which definitely hit her weakness at once. She hesitated for a long time every time and didn't know what to say, so she could only obediently hand over the things to Ling Feng. When this situation appeared again in the future, as long as Ling Feng gave him a look, Su Mu would hand him the thing, and he didn't have to say anything at all.
Su Mu forgot where he had seen such a sentence, saying that women rarely can experience love in their lives, because most women will choose the person who is good to them, they will mistakenly think that the care of men is love, and they will also mistakenly think that their dependence is love. At that time, Su Mu disdained this sentence, but after being with Ling Feng for a long time, she realized that she was actually greedy for others to be good to her, so that later on, not only did Ling Feng feel exhausted, but she also often wondered if she really loved Ling Feng.
It's a problem, but it's not something they should be solving right now. For the two people who had never eaten seriously, the ones they ate at night had already been digested, so Ling Feng was afraid that Su Mu would be hungry for a while, so he appeased Su Mu, and then went to buy some small snacks such as fried chicken that Su Mu loved to eat.
Soon, the two of them were on a high-speed train to another city.
Although he was a little sleepy, Su Mu still took several photos with Ling Feng before obediently sleeping on his stomach. Ling Feng was already very satisfied with this, he looked at Su Mu's quiet side face and long hair, and only felt that he was really lucky to be able to meet such a good woman when he was about to say goodbye to puberty.
If he could, he really wanted to take care of her for the rest of his life, and he even felt that even if he broke up, he would be so angry at the thought that Su Mu would be spoiled as a little princess by other men. Su Mu is his baby, even if someone treats her better, he will never give Su Mu away so easily. No matter what, he couldn't allow such a thing to happen when Su Mu left him.
Just as Ling Feng was thinking of this, Su Mu, who was asleep, changed into a comfortable position in a daze, sat up, leaned back in the chair, and fell asleep again. Ling Feng was a little unhappy that Su Mu didn't sleep on his shoulder, so he took advantage of her to fall asleep, and moved her head to his shoulder little by little, and then fell asleep contentedly. 2k reading web