Probably because of drinking, or maybe it was too deep into the play, as if he was about to play himself as an out-and-out victim, Ding Zhanbo's voice rose higher and higher, and in the end he was simply hoarse, his hand on my neck became harder and harder, my breathing became less smooth, but my fear disappeared without a trace.

Yes, at this moment, I am not at all afraid that this stupid man will get out of control and strangle me to death.

In addition to feeling discouraged, those despairs that were as thick as mountains were surging towards me.

These despairs have nothing to do with love.

I was desperate for how I was so blind in the first place, because of a man who was so rotten that it was difficult to surpass, I paid for my whole life, paid for most of my life's tears, and let my family wander away from home from now on, because I paid too much painful price.

I didn't have the strength to choke with him at all, and I didn't even bother to raise my hand and slap him to relieve the hatred in my heart, so I said without emotion: "Ding Zhanbo, you either roll off my body, or strangle me to death, what do you want, you choose one yourself." ”

Sneered, Ding Zhanbo's face showed a cold look, his hand on my neck let go, slowly swam from my neck to my face and slapped twice, his face came closer, he squeezed out a few words from between his teeth, he said, "I don't choose." ”

After he finished speaking, he pressed my constantly waving hand against the carpet, his face came closer, his voice was as slow as if it came from somewhere else, he stared at me, and said almost word for word: "Lin Sisi, if I knew that we would have ended up today, I would not take you to set off fireworks that night, but to take you to the hotel." ”

He didn't mention anything, he mentioned that night to me!

This man, how wolf-hearted, how innocent, shameless, and wrong-minded this man is! Where did he get his cheekiness and confidence!

I've never wanted to laugh like I do now.

That's right, I couldn't help but laugh.

Soon I burst into tears of laughter.

Yes, not only did I not hold back my laughter, but I also couldn't hold back my tears, which were like the floods that burst their banks, rushing over my face.

I hated myself even more.

I hate my youth and ignorance, I hate my own youth and frivolity, I hate myself for giving up my youth to the confusion, so that I can't meet Yu Minghui in my most beautiful time, so that I can't give my best self to Yu Minghui, so that I can't love and respect him without distraction, and have the courage and confidence to join hands with him all my life.

The dull pain was unbearable, and I was suddenly exhausted, so I said weakly: "Either strangle me or let me go, I am not in the mood to reminisce with you." ”

While restraining me stubbornly, while staring at me with hazy drunken eyes, Ding Zhanbo's eyes suddenly appeared with a lot of complex emotions that I couldn't understand, and his voice became softer: "Lin Sisi, do you know how I have come over the past few years?"

If I had fantasized about the indelible love in my heart for him, then I might have asked him right away, "Do you know how I got here?"

But there was nothing but hatred and disgust.

Imprisoned by him and unable to move at all, I glared at him coldly and said, "Not interested. There are only two things I'm interested in right now, you let me go, or you strangle me. ”

Rubbing my somewhat shaky hand on the carpet a few times, Ding Zhanbo's eyes suddenly widened, and he unconsciously raised his voice and said, "Lin Sisi, tell me, what extent are you and him!

There is no doubt that Yu Minghui is a real man, and the shameless man in front of him is a complete grandson!

Too lazy to answer his question head-on, I struggled to move my body to see if I could move the coffee table that was holding me away so I could get out of the shackles of the disgusting man.

But those coffee tables stood there motionless, and Ding Zhanbo, who was riding on me, suddenly came over like crazy, his lips almost touched my lips, fortunately, my wine was diluted by pain and tears, I still reacted quickly, I turned my face sideways, and avoided his lips.

Ding Zhanbo suddenly smiled.

He sneered and said, "Lin Sisi, could it be that Yu Minghui, hasn't he kissed you? According to your level of greasyness, hugging each other in the streets, I think you have all slept together, right?"

Before I could answer, Ding Zhanbo's thighs pressed against me moved, and his hands suddenly swam from my face to my neck, and he tugged at my clothes.

I looked at him coldly, raised my voice and asked, "Ding Zhanbo, what do you want to do?"

As if he was going crazy, Ding Zhanbo suddenly kept tearing my clothes, and he sneered while tearing: "Lin Sisi, don't tell me that you have always been guarding like jade, you are still everywhere, Yu Minghui has never slept with you at all! Since you talk to a man, you will sleep with him, then we haven't slept when we first talked, and you haven't tried my skills, why don't you try it tonight, maybe you think I'm much stronger than Yu Minghui, maybe you can think about it and come back to me!

When he said these words, his face was a little hideous, and these hideous words accompanied by his last words were like a key to pry open the door of my memory, and my mind began to flash the images that overwhelmed me, as well as the heavy rain that morning, the shocking bloodstains, the indelible pain in my body, and the crowd of onlookers pointing at me.

These memories of suddenly jumping out and disturbing me were enough to drive me crazy, which prompted me to use all my strength to struggle and free a hand, and I just used all my strength to slap Ding Zhanbo in the face in this way, and I almost yelled at him: "Is God blind or what's wrong, why doesn't it let a scumbag like you die quickly! Why doesn't it take back a scumbag like you! Why does it let a scumbag like you live in this world! Why!"

With that crisp sound, Ding Zhanbo was stunned for a moment, his strength to imprison me loosened slightly, I saw the opportunity to reach up and grope on the coffee table a few times, and finally grabbed an empty cup.

I smashed that cup.

The shards of glass scattered, some landed on my face, some fell on my neck, and I didn't care about it, and directly held the sharp handle against Ding Zhanbo's neck.

I don't know what expression I used to face him, I can't imagine my own expression, but there is no doubt that crying and laughing is very weird.

And I really looked at him so strangely that I said almost word for word: "If you dare to tear my clothes again, I will dare to stab you." You can try whether your hand is fast or my hand is fast. ”

I thought that Ding Zhanbo would use his man's physical strength to imprison me again, but he stopped and stayed motionless, he met my gaze and met my eyes in silence.

In the silent stalemate confrontation, Ding Zhanbo's eyes suddenly turned red.

He smiled bitterly and said, "Okay, Lin Sisi, I never thought that we would have such hostility today. ”

The glass handle I held was even deeper, and I sneered: "I never thought that a person who threw me to a few drunks in the early hours of the morning, let me spoil them, let me bear all the costs and bitter fruits alone, and turned around and could go abroad to be merry and happy, tonight had such outstanding acting skills, first he attacked and questioned me with the appearance of a victim, and then he reminisced with me like an unforgettable bear." Ding Zhanbo, in the face of your cheekiness, I am really ashamed of myself. ”

As if stung by an insect, Ding Zhanbo trembled, and he unconsciously leaned over to me, and the glass handle against him pierced into his neck.

The bright red blood slowly spilled out along the transparent glass, and I was shocked by the bright red, and I panicked and hurriedly let go of my hand.

The handle fell from Ding Zhanbo's neck, first fell on my body and rolled a few times, and then slowly rolled over my body and hit the edge of the coffee table, making a crisp sound.

As if dragged to another world by such a sound, Ding Zhanbo looked at me in disbelief, he looked at his hand again, and he sat down on the sofa with half crawling from my body.

After I was untied, I crawled and sat up on the corner of the coffee table.

Stumbling and enduring the sharp pain in my knees, I once again stood up with my strength, staggering and trying to rush to the door, but my wrist was strangled by Ding Zhanbo, and he seemed to want to pull me again. I almost fell again because of inertia.

Just then, there was a muffled sound of something falling on the ground outside the door, and then the door was kicked open from the outside.

Under the mixture of alcohol and tears, my vision was indeed a little blurry, but I could still distinguish that the person rushing from the door was Chen Daowei.

He pounced like a gust of wind, he almost took Ding Zhanbo's hand off my wrist, and helped me, who was a little staggered and unsteady, to stand firmly, and his voice fell clearly into my ears.

He said, "Lin Sisi, can you still walk by yourself? If you can, I won't help you." ”

I endured the sharp pain in my knee and was nodding my head, when Ding Zhanbo had already stood up and moved in front of us.

He looked at me, then turned to Chen Daowei and asked, "Who are you? Why are you here?"

Chen Daowei's hand still let me hold on to it, and he replied casually: "It doesn't matter who I am, as for why I'm here, it's because I have a friend in your house, so I picked the lock on your door, it's that simple." ”