(10) Unanswered calls

Soon, Leduo got the specific arrangements for the holiday, and she told Su Mu immediately after determining the scope, and then began to discuss with Su Mu where to go.

Leduo had friends in a travel agency, so he gave them a lot of practical advice, and after the two of them chose left and right, they decided to set their destination in Xi'an.

The ancient capital of Xi'an is a place that Su Mu has always wanted to go, and since she met Weiyang, she wanted to go to that city even more, and it happened that Weiyang was still working in Xi'an at this time, and her birthday was approaching, so when Leduo proposed to go to Xi'an, Su Mu hesitated and didn't hesitate, so she responded directly.

After deciding on the destination, Su Mu began to practice Weiyang as before, told her the good news, and then began to make plans with her.

Of course, if you want to do almost, it can only be at night. Because both of them have to work during the day, they don't have much time to practice, so they can only say a few words at night.

At the beginning, Su Mu was still worried that if she had to make a plan at night, then she would definitely not have time to contact Ling Feng, she didn't know how to talk to Ling Feng about it, after all, she hadn't told Ling Feng about these things until now. As a result, she didn't expect that before she could speak, Ling Feng had started to play games with her roommates every night, and hoped that Su Mu could set aside some time for him not to disturb them during this time.

Although Su Mu was a little surprised, because she had also played games before, she understood the feeling of not wanting others to disturb her when she was playing games, so she didn't say anything. However, when she remembered that when she was playing games before, although she would block other people's messages, she basically replied to messages sent by her boyfriend in seconds, but now Ling Feng told her not to let her disturb him, which made her feel that there was a big gap in her heart.

However, if she wanted to believe that Ling Feng was starting to dislike her now, she would not be able to believe it, so she could only attribute this matter to the so-called "trait" that he was young and loved to play.

But because of this, she didn't have to do anything to get the time to discuss the travel route with Weiyang and Leduo alone, but in two nights, the three of them decided all the things that should be determined.

After the family also determined the time of grandma's hospitalization and surgery, Su Mu calculated the days, just in time for grandma's surgery recovery was almost in time, so in the middle of the month, she finally mustered up the courage and told her boss about her resignation.

Speaking of resignation, Su Mu actually didn't want to speak. Every time she looked at her boss and felt that she should talk about it, she would unconsciously think about what she was like when she first joined the group.

It's a job she really enjoys, she loves creating, she likes to learn new things, she loves to listen to stories told to her. But her health is really getting worse and worse now, and she really can't bear to work eleven and a half hours a day. In addition, she felt that the current scope of work was really different from what she had expected, and she had always thought that if she worked in this kind of store, she would definitely be happy every day, and the working atmosphere would be very harmonious, but now, she was unhappy every day, and even worked alone every day, facing all the customers alone, she really felt that she was about to be unable to hold on.

In the past, she could have sacrificed herself for work, and in her previous work, she never complained that working too much had encroached on her own life. But since she had Ling Feng, she found that her rest time seemed to be getting less and less. She has many hobbies and wants to do good things, but the daily working hours and two days off for a month completely deprives her of her freedom. In the six months she has been at work, if it weren't for Ling Feng coming to eat with her and waiting for her to get off work at night, she would have almost never been to a restaurant outside with her friends, and even for the New Year, she would not have had a reunion dinner with her family.

When she complained like this for the first time, she still felt that it was her own problem, that she was too selfish. But when she felt this way for the third time, for the fifth time, more and more often, she blamed herself less and less.

That's when she knew it was time for her to give up her job. It's just that at that time, she didn't have a suitable reason, and there was no way to mention the resignation to the leader. Until now when she has to resign, she still finds it a little difficult to speak. So she dragged on and on, and it was almost too late if she didn't speak, and she finally made a plan.

And the night before she was about to say her resignation to her boss, while Ling Feng was playing a game, she suddenly received a message from a former customer.

The relationship between this person and Su Mu is not bad, when he was in the teahouse before, he was the only one who really helped Su Mu, reasoned with her, and tried to make her grow up faster and be less bullied. Even if Su Mu resigned, the two of them did not cut off contact, and they had to visit each other during the New Year. It's just that he took the initiative to send a message to Su Mu at this time, which was still beyond Su Mu's expectations.

After all, Su Mu took the initiative to send him a message before, and he was usually very busy, with two companies taking care of him, even if he went to the teahouse to drink tea, he still had a lot of work to deal with, so if he wanted to talk about small talk, he really didn't have time for Su Mu. This time, he took the initiative to send a message to Su Mu, which made Su Mu really a little surprised.

Just when Su Mu was thinking about how to reply to him, perhaps because she had been thinking for too long, he actually called him directly.

"Mu Mu ......"

As soon as Su Mu picked up the phone, there was a voice on the other end of the phone that he was obviously drunk. At this time, Su Mu felt even more flustered, and replied timidly:

"Why do you drink? Don't you usually say you don't know how to drink?"

"Mumu, I'm divorced...... I finally ...... Divorced ......"

There was a cry in the man's voice, I don't know if it was because he was too sad or because he was finally relieved. But Su Mu seemed to have suffered a thunderbolt from the sky, his eyes widened, and he didn't know how he should answer this word at all.

Su Mu is not stupid, people like them would not take the initiative to show favor to a tea master who has nothing to do at all, but his attitude towards her is completely different from others, which is enough to explain the problem. It's just that Su Mu has always tried her best to keep a distance from him, even if he has hinted many times that his marriage is unhappy and he always has to go to the step of divorce, she has never crossed Lei Chi by half a step.

But what Su Mu had to admit was that this man named Yue Yang was really an object that was difficult for her to refuse. Although he was married, he was not much older than Su Mu, and it could even be said that he just met the age standard for Su Mu to find a boyfriend, and if he was according to Su Mu's parents' expectations, he was a suitable marriage partner, with a house, a car, A small success in his career will definitely ensure Su Mu's quality of life in the future, not to mention, almost eighty percent of Su Mu's newly formed three views are influenced by him, it is no exaggeration to say that if Yue Yang is not married, Su Mu may even take the initiative to pursue him.

is such a man, in the middle of the night, drunk, called Su Mu to tell him that he was divorced, which is really hard not to think about other places.

If Su Mu was still single at this moment, she would definitely not hesitate to get up and go to him, because this was really a great opportunity for her. And it can't be denied that Su Mu really had such thoughts the first time she heard that sentence, but before she could get up, Ling Feng's face suddenly appeared in her mind, as well as the picture of their previous intimacy.

Su Mu had no way to describe his mood at the moment, and he didn't know why he thought of this. She had never remembered these pictures before, but how could they appear so clearly in her mind at this time, as if they had been carved into them little by little with a knife. She began to be unable to restrain herself from crying, as if she were the one who had been abandoned by her marriage.

The two of them talked on the phone like this, neither of them spoke first, and in the end, it was Yue Yang's friend who took the phone and asked Su Mu if he could send Yue Yang home.

Hearing the voice of Yue Yang's friend, Su Mu immediately wiped away his tears, and was very sorry to tell the other party that he didn't know where Yueyang's family was. And at the moment when he was about to hang up the phone, Yue Yang snatched the phone over, and then began to say sorry to Su Mu frantically.

This is the second time in Su Mu's life that she has heard a man cry and say sorry to her, the first person to do this is because he betrayed her, but he didn't do anything wrong from beginning to end, and there was nothing to be sorry for her.

He restrained his feelings because he was married, and he never did anything excessive to Su Mu, he was not wrong.

Because he admired Su Mu and hoped that Su Mu would become better, he kept pointing out Su Mu's way of life, and he was not wrong.

He was not wrong to choose to end the marriage because he had no way to accept his wife and give each other a better and broader future.

If there was really a mistake, it was also the fault that he chose to get married in a hurry for the benefit of the company at that time, and he did not work hard with his wife to manage this marriage after marriage.

But then he didn't have to say sorry to her.

Just as the two of them were talking on the phone, Su Mu's mobile phone suddenly vibrate. This made her suddenly remember that this time was the time when Ling Feng usually had to sleep, and she immediately reacted, it may be that Ling Feng called him but didn't connect because she was talking.

Su Mu didn't feel that there was anything wrong with what she was doing, and she was very clear about her position. But for some reason, when she saw Ling Feng's missed call, she still felt a very panicked feeling. She wanted to hang up Yue Yang's phone and call Ling Feng immediately, but Ling Feng was one step ahead of him and called directly over her.

Su Mu was actually very disgusted with Ling Feng doing this, every time Ling Feng did this, she felt that this was Ling Feng's very self-expression. Isn't it very rude to call directly and interrupt someone else's call? What's more, she had already told Ling Feng about this before, but Ling Feng never took what she said seriously, which was really difficult for her to feel mentally balanced.

If it was normal, her attitude would definitely be very bad, and she would definitely find an opportunity to emphasize this matter to Ling Feng again, but now that she had other more important things, she couldn't talk about it.

"It's so late, who are you calling?"

Ling Feng's voice was obviously displeased, and compared to Yue Yang, it was obviously childish and childish. Su Mu felt a sense of boredom in her heart for a moment, but because of this, she suddenly felt a little sorry for Ling Feng.

Since she had already chosen Ling Feng, she should say goodbye to the past completely, she should not leave herself a chance to have these things happen, if she hung up the phone directly, or if she directly deleted these people after being with Ling Feng, something like this would not have happened today.

So in fact, she didn't do it well enough, and if she said something wrong, she was mainly responsible.

Thinking of this, the trace of displeasure that Su Mu had just felt was forcibly suppressed by her. She wiped her tears, then tried her best to pretend that she was fine, and said to Ling Feng:

"My friend drank too much and made the wrong call, so they asked me if I knew where his house was. ”

This is a fact, Su Mu is not lying, but Ling Feng didn't know what was going on, he actually felt that she was lying to him, and insisted that she was chatting with others, and he must log in to her various chat software to find out.

Su Mu didn't know why Ling Feng had to do this, although she didn't usually chat with others, and she wasn't afraid of Ling Feng checking her phone, but Ling Feng's attitude now made her feel disrespected. She had no way to accept Ling Feng's suspicions, so she directly rejected Ling Feng's request. But what she didn't expect was that because of her refusal, the two of them had a big quarrel.

The process of arguing was just a few words that were tossed and turned, and all of them revolved around whether Su Mu was chatting with other boys and didn't dare to be looked at by Ling Feng on his phone. Su Mu was not in a very good mood in the first place, and she had just experienced those things, she was very resistant to Ling Feng looking through her mobile phone with such a purpose and attitude. But she was really a little tired from arguing and arguing, and because she was indeed a little tired after a day of work, she told Ling Feng all the passwords in a choked breath, and then went to sleep directly.