Chapter 31: Heartache's Past
Sha Zhen covered her aching chest with her hands, trying to relieve the discomfort.
More than ten years have passed, and it is clear that a long-sealed memory has been remembered again after Diao Han appeared.
Obviously, she could put aside the painful memories, but the reality still made her remember every bit of the past word for word. The pain in his heart gradually spread to the "centipede" on his right shoulder, as if Uncle Yang's suffering when he was stitching himself reappeared in front of his eyes.
She remembered that Uncle Yang obviously used local anesthesia for herself, but the tears still flowed out uncontrollably, crying until there were no tears, crying until she had no strength, Shazhen is not a girl who takes her appearance very seriously, but the pain of humiliation is all over her body and cannot be faded...
At that time, she was too young and too simple, how did she know how terrible her strong social status and power were, she only knew that the bottle of drink could get rid of that trouble, but she didn't expect it to bring so much harm to herself.
Thinking about it now, that time I lost too much blood, it was really a blessing, I still remember the night after drinking the drink that day, the terrible blood volume made her dare not look more, I only remember that when I woke up again, it was noon on Sunday, she drank the drink at noon on Friday, and she felt uncomfortable when she went home at night, counting, she was in a coma for nearly two days, which is definitely a kind of God's patronage for Sha Zhen.
He didn't die.
I thought that after this turmoil passed, I could study with peace of mind and then take the severe high school entrance examination, but I didn't expect that a bigger accident was waiting for me behind.
One afternoon, during recess, Sha Zhen received a phone call from the Municipal People's Hospital.
When Sha Zhen arrived, the doctor told her that her mother was overworked, and she always had to socialize, smoke, drink, stay up late, and her work and diet were extremely irregular, and a variety of reasons were added together, and Sha Zhen was told that her mother had a cerebral hemorrhage, and in the ICU ward, this disease belongs to the neurology department, and she is admitted to the NICU, and the price can be a little cheaper than that of ordinary ICU.
Shazhen only knew that her mother was very tired and hard at work, and knew that she would get sick if she was too tired, but she never imagined that she would get this disease.
She didn't know what a cerebral hemorrhage was, only that many of the patients who were admitted to the intensive care unit later died.
She was still young, looking at the payment slip given to her by the nurse, Sha Zhen herself was also very strange, why didn't she shed tears when she encountered such a big thing?
I just feel stuffy in my heart, so stuffy that I can't breathe.
In her eyes, no matter what trouble she encounters, she will always see the light of day again if she grits her teeth, but after being humiliated, Sha Zhen feels that God seems to be really unfair to her, why does she live so seriously and study seriously, but she always ushers in tribulations again and again?
It costs a lot of money to stay in the intensive care unit of a public hospital, and in order to wake her up quickly, she found out all the family's savings.
In fact, where is the savings?
After his father passed away, he owed a huge amount of debt, which was enough for his mother to bear, and in the two years or so after his death, his mother paid back some of it, where did he have any savings?
The theater leader where my mother works compensated me with some money, sold some of my mother's previous jewelry, paid part of the medical expenses, and originally wanted to raise some more money to keep it for my mother's treatment in the future, but when I learned that the patient's condition deteriorated and he died.
The feeling of the sky falling is nothing more than that, Sha Zhen suddenly feels as if there is no hope in life, the high school entrance examination is imminent, her mother has passed away, and compared with the death of her family, the previous humiliation seems to have become less serious.
When the notice from the key high school was in her hands, Sha Zhen did not have the excitement at the beginning, but instead of depression and heartache, she packed the notice in a box and put it in the bottom drawer of the closet as a souvenir.
Under the introduction of Uncle Yang, she went to a regular nursing school, where the tuition fee is not as expensive as that of key high schools, and you can learn a trade, and it is still easier for nurses to find a job, and going to work early can also reduce Shazhen's burden.
The schoolwork in nursing school is not so busy, Sha Zhen is born with a good voice, Uncle Yang's son, there is a classmate who runs a local bar, Sha Zhen sings there to make money, not only can you get a high salary, but also have the protection of the bar owner, no one will find trouble with Sha Zhen.
In this way, while studying in nursing school, Sha Zhen sang part-time in a bar, and the money she saved continued to pay off the debts her father once owed, and when her mother was hospitalized, although she was compensated by the theater leader and the sale of the family property, she still borrowed some money from Uncle Yang in the clinic.
Sha Zhen has a good character, and with some money, she repaid Uncle Yang first, and slowly, the huge debt owed by her father when he passed away is gradually being repaid.
A loss may turn out to be a gain.
Sha Zhen looked at the yellowed notebook with a detailed record of the money she had owed, and the bank card number and contact information of the creditor, which had changed from neat rows of text at the beginning to a record that was now ticked off by red lines, Sha Zhen felt that such a day was very good.
It won't be long before the money will be full, and then there will be a new start in her life, and Sha Zhen is looking forward to that day.
However, then again, if you can successfully participate in the medical staff talent show and get the ranking, then...
The day when the money is full is really close at hand. However, there are pros and cons to everything, if you want to compete smoothly and get the rankings, you have to follow Diao Han, think about Diao Han's temperament, Sha Zhen felt a headache again, and even thought, if you can make him angry, wouldn't it be a few more days of debt?
After taking a shower, Sha Zhen changed into a sundress pajamas, and the whole person looked much more refreshing, and the hideous centipede on her right shoulder was still lying on it, but Sha Zhen didn't have to worry about these when she was at home.
Thinking about her mentality when she met Diao Han a few days ago, I have to say that she did feel uneasy, after all, what she experienced in her early years, no one seems to treat it as commonplace.
Thinking of Diao Han's style of the second ancestor, it is not difficult to imagine that he is just put on a coat called maturity and stability by years of life experience, in fact, in fact, what he is like, Sha Zhen still knows, after all, he is unwilling to recall, it does not mean that he has completely forgotten.
The moon outside the window is very bright, the air is very fresh, and I am obviously a little tired, but now I have no intention of going back to sleep.
After the night shift, you can take two days off, and when you go to work again, it is Monday, which is also the day when Diao Han said that he wants to ask for leave.
Sha Zhen was not stupid enough to really listen to Diao Han's words, waiting for his call at home, but chose to go to work normally, for her, it seems that nothing can make her more attentive except for going to work to earn money and pay off debts.