XXVIII. Rebirth
I opened my eyes in a haze, and the window was slightly gray. Lying in bed in a daze for a long time, Zhang Xiaoxiao realized that it was afternoon. After Huang Zixuan left, Zhang Xiaoxiao took the child to take a bath and fell asleep, and this sleep was several hours. turned on the phone and found that Feng Sen had sent a message: Come over at half past five to pick up Wenwen and chat by the way.
It seems that there is no point in talking again, but the resentment that has accumulated in my heart for many years needs to be vented. Maintaining demeanor or venting dissatisfaction, these two choices have been circling in Zhang Xiaoxiao's heart for a long time. She got up lazily, freshened up in the bathroom, put on a light makeup, and made herself look not so bad, then saw that the time was almost up, and called Wenwen up.
Feng Sen came on time this time, and looked at Zhang Xiaoxiao's face as soon as he entered the door. Zhang Xiaoxiao handed Wenwen's schoolbag to him, and it seemed that he had no intention of keeping it.
"Wenwen and everything are in my schoolbag, I'll contact his grandmother to pick it up next week!" Zhang Xiaoxiao ordered the eviction.
"Okay, okay," Feng Sen replied busily.
After that, there was silence.
"Is there anything else?"
"I, my business, I'm sorry! It's the Spring Festival, the leader introduced one, it's not good not to go. Then, there was a time when I drank too much and accidentally got pregnant. Actually, I definitely still want our complete family, but I have to give someone an explanation. You said, if you had told me what you thought earlier, you wouldn't have ...... Anyway, in the future, you can still find me in the same way, I will definitely ......"
"I didn't expect you to get married, and if the name is not right in the future, then I won't be a junior. ”
"Xiaoxiao, your words are too ugly, and I have also suffered too much from your cold words, otherwise I won't be ......!"
"Don't you make up stories, you're always innocent, and it's my job to take any responsibility?"
"Okay, if you don't want to listen to me, I won't say it, I'm not afraid that you will be wronged, so I will explain so much to you. ”
"At this time, I'm worried that I'm wronged, why should I do it earlier!"
"Okay, okay, don't talk about it. I'm leaving!"
Zhang Xiaoxiao leaned against the wall and looked at Feng Sen coldly. Even though the mood has recovered a lot now, when the quarrel starts, it is still a grievance, and when the mood comes up, I can't help but cry. She hardened her heart and tried to maintain her arrogance, leaving the last shred of dignity for herself.
Feng Sen's tone immediately softened.
"I wanted to tell you something heart-wrenching. You don't need that, do you?"
"I just don't want to hear lies anymore!"
"What lie did I say?"
"If you really know this woman after the year, then I suggest that you go for a paternity test in the future, I think that the woman is at least six or seven months pregnant!"
Feng Sen was stunned: "When have you seen her?"
Zhang Xiaoxiao smiled coldly: "Hurry up, don't let her wait downstairs in a hurry." ”
Feng Sen smiled awkwardly and understood: "It's okay!"
Zhang Xiaoxiao sneered: "I thought I was too strict with me, making you feel unbearable." Unexpectedly, it turned out that I was not strict enough, and now this one should be able to meet your standards. ”
Feng Sen said curtly: "No, take her to do something by the way." ”
Zhang Xiaoxiao: "Forget it, you should leave quickly, you can't tell if you stay at your ex-wife's house for too long, you don't care, I'm afraid!"
Feng Sen turned around and walked away in a boring way.
Downstairs, Wenwen walked towards a woman with a big belly, the woman gently hugged Wenwen, touched Wenwen's head, opened the car door, and let Wenwen get into the car. Feng Sen walked over and thoughtfully pulled the car door, escorted the woman into the car, and walked to the driver's seat. Zhang Xiaoxiao stood behind the window, her heart as if she had been slashed by a knife, and it wasn't until the car drove away that she stubbornly sneered.
It's not that Feng Sen doesn't know how to take care of people, it's just that she is not the person he wants to take care of, what a cruel reality! She wondered if he would still have the patience to take care of the current one in a few years. Will they be better off than they are with Feng Sen? I hope they will have a slap in the face!
When she and Feng Sen first fell in love, Feng Sen had to call her several times every day, even if she was impatient, he could talk non-stop and make her happy. At that time, he would still talk sweetly, and the kind of compliment that opened his eyes and said nonsense could be said casually.
He would be angry with her and ignore him, and take a leave of absence from hundreds of kilometers away, changing cars several times to rush home. will be unhappy for her and send a lot of messages to comfort her. Whatever she wants to eat and where she wants, this is the holy decree, and he will overcome all difficulties to satisfy her. So, at that time she was elegant, gentle, and rarely lost her temper.
But I don't know when it began, it became a constant quarrel between them, and it became him running after her. It's hard to tell exactly what she changed and then forced him to change. Or did he change first, and then forced her to change. Perhaps, it is time that is at work, and no one can escape it!
Counting the time of this woman's pregnancy, it was probably not long after she joined Xinjing, when Zhang Xiaoxiao was still struggling to move forward in dire straits, and Feng Sen had already started a new life. And shortly after that, Feng Sen came to ask for a reunion. Now that I think about it, everything is ridiculous.
Of course, this is a good thing, everything can be put down with confidence, and there is no need to worry about it anymore. It's not a bad thing for someone to choose for themselves, after all, long pain is better than short pain.
On Monday morning, Zhang Xiaoxiao got up early and started washing. I didn't sleep well the night before, but when I stood next to the sink, I started to get sleepy again. I was brushing my teeth with my eyes closed, when the doorbell rang suddenly. Opening the door, Huang Zixuan carried his things and walked inside, while breaking his thoughts.
"I bought breakfast, it's still hot, you hurry up and wash it to eat, eat it and take my car to work." ”
"Ahh.....h
Before she finished speaking, Zhang Xiaoxiao choked on the foam of toothpaste, so she simply stopped talking, brushed her teeth, washed her face and changed her clothes with peace of mind, and put on makeup seriously. In this way, half an hour passed. Huang Zixuan waited too long, and he also came over to observe, didn't speak, just smiled slightly, and waited until everything was over, and the two sat down at the table before speaking.
"It's interesting to see how you look at your makeup, but does it have to be so much trouble every day?"
"No, it's going to be more troublesome. I also have to touch up my makeup many times a day. ”
"I didn't expect it to be so simple, but I had to apply so many layers. ”
"Not everyone is like that, and if you were born beautiful, you probably wouldn't need to go through the hassle. Like your skin, if it were me, I might just apply a sunscreen barrier, like my poor foundation, I have to make up for it the day after tomorrow. ”
"Makeup has the beauty of makeup, and there is beauty without makeup, when you were without makeup just now, I felt very kind. ”
"For women, kindness is not a good word, we still prefer to be praised for beauty. ”
"But I don't think it's any difference if you've been melting for so long. ”
"Let's talk about something else!"
Zhang Xiaoxiao's words changed, and Huang Zixuan was stunned: "Huh?"
"You're coming to pick me up today, are you going to work with me?"
"Oh...... Hmmm!"
"If someone else sees it, how do you explain it?"
"Why explain?"
"Okay, okay, I won't ask, I'll just say it. We don't want that, and if that's the case, there's no room for anything. Work is work, life is life. Do you understand?"
"Understood...... Which piece do you mean?"
"If I'm with you, then I'll always be under your light, and no matter how good I do, I will be neglected, and I won't have true friends, and others will point fingers. ”
"I've experienced all of what you said, and I came to the company with an aura, and I didn't think it was a big deal. I'm not the same as I proved myself with strength. ”
"But I don't have that much strength, I don't have the ability to prove myself under prejudice!"
Huang Zixuan nodded: "I still listen to you, I don't want you to go through the troubles I have experienced again." ”
"Hmm. Well, the day of exposure is the day of the end!"
"I don't agree with that, there are some things that we don't want to control. Besides, if you want to dump me one day, what if you go public yourself, I can only say that I will not take the initiative to disclose the relationship between us. ”
"Am I stupid to break up with you and make it public. I'm shameless, am I? Okay, just do as you say. ”
Huang Zixuan smiled happily: "So, you agree to be with me?"
Zhang Xiaoxiao blushed and didn't speak. Huang Zixuan stretched out his hand and held her hand: "Thank you for trusting me!"
Zhang Xiaoxiao choked up instantly: "It's me who thank you for being so kind to me in my most difficult time." ”
"I'm good to you, but for you, for myself. Thank you also for accepting me. Because of you, I finally feel what a beautiful thing it is to be alive. ”
Zhang Xiaoxiao was incredulous: "No, I have such a big charm?"
Huang Zixuan sighed: "Yes, I'm also strange, you said that you are neither beautiful nor gentle, what kind of demon path am I looking at you?
Zhang Xiaoxiao was instantly dissatisfied: "I can only say that it is not particularly beautiful, and there is a difference between it and not being beautiful." ”
Huang Zixuan hurriedly added: "YOUR BEAUTY, I CAN GET IT NOW, REALLY!"
Zhang Xiaoxiao glanced at Huang Zixuan and concentrated on eating.
"Okay, then you can eat quickly, don't be late!"
"Well, let's go first when you're done, and I'll drive there later." ”
Today's sun was exceptionally bright, and a golden glow covered the body like honey overflowing. Even the traffic jam is not so anxious, because Zhang Xiaoxiao has a lot of happiness in her heart to reminisce. In addition to happiness, she also has gratitude in her heart. That woman's bloated body deeply stimulated her, if it weren't for Huang Zixuan pulling her in the abyss, I'm afraid she would have been crushed.
But if she is full of gratitude to Huang Zixuan, it can't help but be too hypocritical, who can not love such a perfect man, especially during this period of time, she has seen his unknown tender side, and her heart has already melted into a mess, but there is still an occasional remnant of reason.