Chapter Seventy-Four: Unwilling

Ou Ruoxi's mother's current performance is indeed beyond all imagination, once she didn't expect why her mother had such a big reaction, this reaction already felt as if it was difficult to achieve.

She had heard of her mother because of the situation, because the two characters had been emotionally entangled for years.

For Ou Ruoxi, she understands her mother very well, and there may be more troubles in that feeling, her mother may also hope that he will not go to him on this issue, in the past, such a path, so it is normal for her to worry about this, if it is not justified, how can it reflect her mother's deep love for herself?

But how to say this thing, you have to face it, if you don't face it, then follow this method, then wouldn't life feel very bleak, if you have been avoiding, there has been no way to go through these processes, how to get these happier resources.

Although Ou Ruoxi is very soft, she knows that some things must be done persistently, and if she does not insist on doing them, then there may be no way to persist and do a lot of things.

So she felt that at this moment, no matter what, he had to face and treat this matter with such a persistence.

She now said to her mother in a very soft voice.

Ou Ruoxi: " Mother I know, I know that this is also the role you once dreamed of, in fact, to put it bluntly, this is also your explanation, but after so many years, you don't want to forget the unpleasant things in the past, those things have passed for too long, nonsense, but now it is going to be decided to make a movie, then this is not the stage play of the year, after so many years, now the story of the world is sad, not those situations back then nor the environment of the year, so the words have really become the past, so all those things from your youth and your dreams, don't you want your daughter to realize it for youAs a daughter, I really want to express your dreams in this way......

Ou's mother: "My daughter can't hear a lot of things clearly, although this thing has been experienced for so many years, but this script has been turned out again and made into a TV series, do you know what it means to be a movie? Do you know what happened that year? Those things are not blurred because of the loss of time, those things really don't change because of this, my mother rarely goes, please listen to my mother's words, don't really get involved, okay?" Now that my mother has nothing left, and my mother is old, I hope you can be safe by my mother's side, and my mother is really the only one left with you now, don't you think about it?"

Ou Ruoxi: " Mother, you really don't have to worry too much, I will definitely take good care of myself, I already want to tell myself how we will stick to this thing, although this thing will be very difficult to persevere, but I will definitely use all my inner strength to do this thing, the real mother is really too worried, we should really face him when the time comes, he is not a very complicated thing, he may just dream, it is a very simple thing, inadvertently doubled, I think he is not so difficult things, so mother, we really don't have to worry too much about whether I can do this, I like my current affairs to ask you to support me, if there is any trouble, or half of the situation, I will immediately quit this script, do you see you do this?"

Ou Mu: "Daughter, I know that you are very stubborn, I don't know how to persuade you in this matter, and I don't know how to persuade you to achieve your success, but let me tell you, once you record it, it's really not a mother who quits if you want to, isn't this also an example?" Of course, when you want to quit, you can't help yourself, what will push you to have to move forward to go through these beautiful processes, so I said I hope you must think carefully about this matter, I know that in this aspect maybe I can no longer have any requirements for you, but I hope you must insist on yourself in this matter, as long as you promise me, once there is any situation must quit, and I must know each stage of the process, once there is any problem at any stage, can you push it out in timeWithout hesitation, even in the face of high compensation, can you get it back?"

Ou Ruoxi: "Mother, I'll try this thing as much as possible...... I won't let you down, believe me, okay? When the weather gets colder, wear more clothes, don't make people sick, I'll be back soon, and then I'll spend a good time with my mother for a New Year's ......."

Oumu: " You don't have to worry too much about my affairs, my mother knows how to take care of herself, now tell myself, you have grown up now, you have to know how to start a family, because there are suitable boys, you may wish to refer to it, I haven't been in love for so many years, many others have already had children, I am still single and alone outside, daughter, you must learn to have the right person to give others such a chance, don't let yourself live too lonely, sometimes it is too isolated, others will think you are too arrogant, please give yourself a chance to give others a chance......”

Ou Ruoxi: "Okay, mother, don't talk about it, this matter is so decided, don't urge me to do this, love that thing depends on fate, when fate comes, the twisted melon is not sweet, why get married for the sake of marriage, my mother-in-law is not that kind of person, I will definitely think about it, I will not let go of the right person, okay mother, don't talk to me about this love thing, I really feel that many things are not finished now......"

Ou Mu: "Alas, you are like this child, just discuss to let you fall in love, get married and you will not give up, I really don't know how you let yourself live alone in this world now, my mother may not be worried......"

Ou Ruoxi found that there was something wrong with this question, because his mother asked and asked about things like him getting married and having children, which was really a very difficult thing for him, because he really didn't want to be sad about these things, and he didn't want to have too many worries about this matter, and felt that this kind of thing was beyond his imagination, and finally he was willing to think more about this matter anyway, he now felt that there were still many such possibilities in life, how could he get married?

The one in my heart you have always existed, that person has always been in a very important position in the depths of my heart, and when this matter has been over, he will definitely look at this matter slowly, and then you will find a suitable person to slowly fall in love and have children, which will allow him to slowly return to normal life, but now there is not too much space and choice, what he needs to do is to let himself slowly settle down.

"Alright, goodbye mother......"

"Alas, remember to fall in love!"

"Good!

Ou Ruoxi hung up the phone helplessly, I actually asked about this matter every time, and every time I ended the conversation with each other in this way.

When she hung up the phone, she sat alone on the windowsill and recalled her mother, and she couldn't help but feel a deep sense of worry about what she had just said.

Maybe I talked about that topic just now, and let my mother cause that very sensitive topic back then, this TV series is a very important runaway node for my mother, I don't know why my mother has so much emotional loss of control because of that thing, this thing has been going on for many years, but whenever this topic is evenly separated, my mother will have a kind of untrustworthy confusion.

So when you have your own character and learning experience, you can be regarded as a scholar, if you follow the normal process to learn, you should have a major change in your life today, and you should not become an actor.

It should be possible to become a senior office supervisor in a 5A-rated office building.

Or work as a department manager in an administrative unit.

Or be a civil servant in an enterprise or institution.

But she didn't make this choice, after so many years, many times she couldn't tell her mother why she chose the road of showbiz one by one.

So so many years have passed since this matter, but she doesn't know if her choice is correct, from a top student to an eighteenth-tier female artist.

This secret of her own heart, she will not tell anyone at this time.

So nothing came out, and if there was a re-enactment, not so many things would have happened.

After so many years, her mother is still deeply involved in this matter, which makes her unable to face and forget many things, these English are still shrouded in her mother's life, and she has not retreated at all, the reason why he wants to fight for this role, to do something in every possible way.

In fact, to a large extent or in a sense, it is actually for her mother, she hopes that her mother can be relieved in this matter, and tell her that her mother has deceived such a big thing in this matter.

If I can really do this, then it means a lot to my mother.

Therefore, she must do everything in her power to open the knot in her mother's heart.

Although this seems to be fighting for this opportunity, in fact, there is a very slim opportunity, this opportunity is too rare, and it is basically a high probability that the flower will fall on his head, it is impossible, but she still wants to fight for this role when she thinks about it, she wants to be worthy of her heart, and she wants her mother to face the entanglement frankly, although this person is difficult to achieve, but she still wants to try when she thinks about it.

She knows that her mother has never forgotten all this, she has never come out of this shadow, and she now wants to help her mother, to let her mother be born again and live well, and to know the process of this matter again.

Ou Ruoxi knew that the grievances and pain she suffered back then, she had not forgotten it for a moment for so many years.

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I don't know if it's because of the bottoming out, Ou Ruoxi feels that her life has suddenly become smooth recently.