Chapter 34 Eternal and Immutable
Yes, maybe everything and events in the world are not groundless, but really have a cause and an effect. However, behind some causes and effects, there are often many contradictions of one kind or another.
Of course, these contradictions are definitely not all caused by chance, and there are many contradictions, or artificial cause and effect. There are even too many contradictions that are difficult to avoid.
I can't even hide if I want to.
It doesn't work like this for all people and things, and it doesn't work like that.
And, in the end, you can only survive in contradictions, or destroy, or make do, or be fooled.
Yes, such an analysis may still be somewhat contradictory.
It's so contradictory.
But life is so contradictory.
Generations.
It's timeless.
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It is not said that there are too many contradictory things in the world, just like our life, we will always live and die in contradictions, but I believe that no one can really live and understand themselves.
Regardless of whether it is Buddhism or Taoism, because today's society is too realistic.
Just one word "money" ruined everything.
From the author's current point of view, I am afraid that until time falls, or the world is barren, no one can figure out what they really want, and they will all die of old age.
And in the end, no matter who it is, it still hasn't lived to understand.
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I don't want to go far, and I don't want to gossip. Everyone knows that licking calves is deep, and maternal love is always great. Seriously, in those years, Fang Ying's mother was able to do this, which is enough to highlight the women in this threshold of making money, their lives, too, have too many helplessness and ups and downs.
Contradictions, it is even more difficult to control.
Then, we must believe that they all have their own unspeakable pain in their hearts. Moreover, the pain is also very deep.
It's timeless.
In other words, with such a painful life as a chicken girl, perhaps, from ancient times to the present, some of them women are just forced by the living environment, nothing more. In fact, behind the scenes, they may really not want this kind of life in their hearts, they really don't want to. Not at all.
Of course, when they live, they hate men the most, but they still need men the most.
In many interviews, "I really don't want to go down this path at all. This is also what Fang Ying's mother often says.
Perhaps, these chicken girls were just helplessly created by some harsh environment around them, and after that, they restrained their fate of riding a tiger. This is also the most appropriate bitter experience on this road that Fang Ying's mother once poured out.
Fang Ying has heard all of these interviews. So thinking of these again, Fang Ying really wanted to cry. The first is to vent her emotions deeply, and the second is to cry for her own misfortune for her mother!
At this moment, Fang Ying was covering her little red mouth and sobbing, too aggrieved. It seems that she wants to cry about the fate of this woman, why does she always encounter so many misfortunes and helplessness in the world......
In fact, on weekdays, Fang Ying, a girl, also has too many unrealistic desires and thirst for knowledge about life. In those days before, she not only thought all day long that she could marry into a wealthy family one day earlier, but also had the dream of desperately wanting to go abroad and enter the society of celebrities and ladies.
That's it, when many girlfriends get together, they use it as a "laughing stock".
It's a pity that in the end, these extravagant fantasies of hers are always diluted and shattered by some accidents in reality, and they are not so easy to realize. Thus it has become a luxury.
Even the most distant dream.
And in many dreams, she had to return to reality and taste the seven sufferings of the mortal world.
No, just before Wang Kui, the vice president of the company, came to the accounting office, her father Fang Zheng also came to the company to visit her, and in the meantime, she not only didn't recognize this father, but also asked the security guard to kick her father out of the company. At that time, the two of them cried and were sad for a while.
She has always been kind and gentle, and the reason why she doesn't recognize her father. In fact, she has always hated her father's cowardice and uselessness in her heart, and she hates her father for never fulfilling his responsibilities as a father. But when her father was really kicked out of the company by the security guard Xiao Liu, she looked at her father's indifferent figure, not only covering her lips and crying, but also feeling even more lonely.
Many people in the company know that for the same scene, Fang Ying doesn't know how many times she cried, and her spirit was also tortured.
When her father left, she repeatedly recalled the eyes of her father when he found her, so eager and urgent, several times, she also wanted to call "Dad". However, when she thought of the ruthless separation when she was a child, however, she never shouted.
But behind this, there is a big secret, I'm afraid Fang Ying still doesn't know.
If you want to ask what this big secret is, it is that after her father Fang Zheng and her mother Huang Jie divorced, Fang Zheng admitted to the local public security organ that he was the real driving force behind the black interest chain. And before that, he used all his trust to find a relationship, so that her pregnant mother Huang Jie was saved safe and sound. And her father Fang Zheng entered the city detention center alone, which is twenty-three years.
Twenty-three years is too long, and there can be several twenty-three years in a person's life.
It's a shame to think about.
Yes, it's been too long, twenty-three years, and the stupidity he made made people scoff. However, what is even more tragic is that in this very painful twenty-three years of imprisonment, no one has ever visited him.
Therefore, Fang Zheng felt that this was the greatest sorrow and the most miserable failure in his life.
In prison, many times, he looked at himself in the mirror and grew old, and couldn't help but sigh: This broken prison is really not a good place? Not only did he lose his personal freedom, but he also wasted so many beautiful years of his youth in vain.
But when he thought that his wife and children were very happy, he was still very relieved, and his old bearded face was still full of smug smiles. Of course, the price paid for this in his smile did not reveal a trace of far-fetched and regret.
However, life is really so sad and desolate! When he was released from prison at the end of his term, Fang Zheng found that his wife Huang Jie seemed to be mentally split, and gradually became a "gradual frost person" in the days of separation.
So he was overwhelmed with grief and despair.
Next, when he saw that Huang Jie was taken care of by his daughter Fang Ying, eating and drinking, he cried bitterly and was very moved. What's even more gratifying is that Huang Jie can recognize the man in front of her at a glance as her divorced husband Fangzheng, but she also asked the housekeeping staff next to her to go to the nearby supermarket to quickly buy an electric shaver to shave the man who used to have her hair.
This scene immediately made people sour and wiped tears, and some of them were not only moved, but also had more indescribable grievances and longings......
When the story was filmed here, Director Duan Kai's eyes were already hazy with tears, and the corners of his mouth kept muttering: "This love is really moving!"
"It's so touching!"
"It's so touching!"
"It's really touching!"