052 Everything has me
I don't know when Yu Minghui came into the ward, anyway, he half-squatted down to protect me behind him, and he said in a cold voice: "The old man is still lying on the hospital bed, what are you making such a fuss!"
The uncle and the fourth uncle looked at each other and were stunned for a moment, and then my uncle blew his beard at Yu Minghui and glared: "Who are you?
Yu Minghui's hand groped and grabbed my hand, and he still said coldly: "At least I, an outsider, feel that at this time, I have to respect the feelings of the old man on the sickbed, instead of making endless trouble here." ”
To my surprise, Yu Minghui just said these two words, and the so-called elders who were still nervous just now, they eased up slightly, and their scolding voices first weakened, and then fell silent.
Yu Minghui helped me to stand up, he put his arm around my waist and whispered in my ear, "Don't be afraid, everything is with me." ”
It's all with me.
Over the years, I have been fighting alone for too long, and I have been treated by the cold and indifferent for too long, every time I hear this line that has been overspoken to the extreme vulgarity in countless TV series, I laugh at it, and even complain to myself that there are always sweet words to fulfill the hypocrisy in this world. However, today, when I am fragile enough, this sentence came out of Yu Minghui's mouth, which is undoubtedly a stove that he personally gave me to keep warm, a stove that accompanied me through the midsummer but my heart was in the cold winter.
And I was indeed more covetous when I was vulnerable, so I was half-supported by Yu Minghui and came to my grandmother's hospital bed again.
Her breath was weaker, I held her hand, she didn't even have much strength to shake me back, she looked at Yu Minghui with cloudy eyes.
She may have misunderstood Yu Minghui as my boyfriend.
At this time, I wouldn't explain to her that I didn't have much relationship with Yu Minghui, and I even planned to signal and beg Yu Minghui to help me with my eyes, so that the old family would fulfill their wishes, and don't let her walk the lonely Huangquan Road behind me with worries about me.
However, before I could make any hints, Yu Minghui had already arched his body, he leaned over and put his hand on top of mine, and he said in a soft voice: "Grandma, I will treat Sisi well in the future, don't worry." ”
I have also seen such a scene in the TV series, and I used to think it was vulgar, but now that it has happened to me, I feel that all this is the most real constraint and pain.
And grandma, she really ran out of oil and the lamp dried up, she moved slightly, almost exhausted all her strength, she said: "Ring, the dowry of the fourth sister, the dowry for the fourth sister." ”
Once again, tears welled up in my eyes.
And the eldest uncle, the second uncle, and the fourth uncle, they came and squeezed us out of the hospital bed with their chubby bodies, and they lay there to pick the ring from my grandmother's hand and take off the earrings on her ear, and the words of what kind of house deposits, furniture, and so on and so on, and I stood there stupidly, and tears flowed down my face.
After my grandmother's first seven days, my family had a meal at a dirty and messy restaurant next to the fruit store, and I took all the money out of my money to my father, and told them to buy some good food in Shenzhen, not to save too much money or anything.
After sending my family to the bus to Shenzhen, all my strength collapsed in an instant.
In the past few days, in the face of my family, I have been holding back, not showing too much of my emotions, and now that I am alone, I really can't control myself.
I pulled a stick of grass on the side of the road and walked with red eyes as I knitted a ring on my hand.
I know that birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature, and I also tried to accept the fact that my grandmother died suddenly, I just hated myself for being useless and not able to get the ring she wanted to leave me. Then I can only knit one and think I really own it.
I was so distracted by my uncontrollable emotions that I didn't notice where Yu Minghui came from.
He silently blocked my way, and silently and abruptly reached out his hand to wrap his arms around me and hugged me fiercely.
His hand reached out of my hairline to clasp my head, pressed my face against his chest, and he said, "Cry if you want to, don't hold back." ”