Until Shen Ran went back, Shen's father didn't say a word to her, although he was still a little uncomfortable in his heart, but she thought that if she came back more often anyway, he would pay attention to her one day.

However, Shen's mother explained over and over again from small things to big things, but Shen Ran was patient and tirelessly listened to her nagging.

"If it doesn't work, you can either come back, work in your brother's company, or find other companies outside, anyway, there is a lot of foreign trade here, and you can find a job at will." Before leaving, Shen's mother couldn't help but say this sentence.

She really feels sorry for Shen Ran working hard outside, no matter how dissatisfied she was before, she still has a home, but now she doesn't even have a home, how pitiful she is.

Shen Ran didn't know what she thought, but she was used to it outside, and she would really be even more unaccustomed to it when she returned to the small town.

"Mom, don't worry, anyway, the high-speed train is only more than two hours, and it's very convenient to come back, I'll take care of myself." ”

Shen's mother is actually most worried about two problems, one is afraid that Shen Ran will find another boyfriend from other places, and the other is afraid that she will be disliked, after all, if she gets married now, it will be a second marriage.

"Mom, don't think about it so much, I'm living a good life alone now, free, there are no constraints, and I won't mess around. How could Shen Ran not know her mother's thoughts, and also knew that she was afraid of hurting her self-esteem and didn't say it.

This sentence still played a somewhat comforting role for Shen's mother.

Two o'clock every day, a busy life, Shen Ran has long been accustomed to it.

She had to admit. Occasionally, she still thinks of Lu Shizhou, and the more this is the case, the more she feels that what she is doing is right.

In the past, she felt that she couldn't have a good impression of a man other than Su Jingyang, in that case, she would look down on herself and feel that she was unfaithful to this relationship.

People's thoughts are indeed changing with experience, and she also has to face a reality, divorced women seem to be really unwelcome, Lu Shizhou's performance has explained all this very well.

She didn't know why she still felt a little distressed when she thought about it sometimes.

Maybe it's because she has too little emotional experience that there will be a man who flirts like that, and she believes it.

The New Year was approaching, and Shen's mother called her very early to urge her to go home.

Shen Ran didn't grab the high-speed rail ticket, she didn't tell Shen Chen, she directly booked the bus, she knew that if she couldn't book the high-speed rail, Shen Chen would definitely drive over to pick her up without hesitation.

This year's C City is extremely cold, and at this time of the year, the originally crowded city is empty all of a sudden, Shen Ran simply cleaned the room and went out with his suitcase.

She did not return to S City for many years, standing on the side of the road waiting for the car, she suddenly remembered the scene of the New Year when she was a child, the afternoon of the Chinese New Year's Eve, took a bath, changed into new clothes, followed the children of the same age, along the whole village, through the streets and alleys, the happiness at that time was very simple, the heart was very simple, always eager to grow up, the days were counted, counted until they really grew up, only to understand that growing up is not good, there are troubles, sorrows, there are too many powerless.

The optimistic self that used to be has disappeared bit by bit with the passage of time, and she really doesn't like this feeling.

"Shen Ran. A deep male voice came from afar, like an auditory hallucination, through her eardrums.