Chapter 770: A Lose-Lose Way to Talk to Your Heart
After that, the family of three happily went down to play with the leaves.
Fu Jincheng was such a cold person, naturally he would not be as naΓ―ve as Qin Xi and Xiaobao to pile up leaves and paint, so he sat on the chair next to him solemnly, and while using his mobile phone to deal with things, he secretly took pictures of the two faces that were smiling very brightly.
This sunny smile filled his heart that had been vacant for days.
At night, Xiaobao played Lai Jia coquettishly, and persuaded Qin Xi to let him go home to recuperate.
After completing the formalities, the family of three went back happily.
As Xiaobao, who has already got a bargain, he didn't dare to find Mommy to be coquettish in front of Daddy, so he had to look back at Daddy who was going to be alone with Mommy, and his big eyes were full of envy and resentment.
In the dead of night, it's just a heart-to-heart conversation.
Qin Xi looked at Fu Jincheng, who was sitting on the sofa, and raised his chin lightly.
"Isn't it self-reflective? β
"......" he said to talk, not to reflect.
But I don't bother to think about it.
"Can you forgive Xu Wenfen?"
"......" had to tear open her wounds to balance his resentment, right?
Qin Xi has always been uneasy and hateful to Xu Wenfen.
She thought for a moment, then organized the language again.
"Jin Cheng, let me tell you about her in my eyes. I was brought home by Xu Wenfen when I was ten years old, and I was not used to it at that time, and I didn't understand why my world suddenly changed. But I knew that I couldn't go back to the Qin family, and I knew that she was my family, so I didn't protest and continued to be a well-behaved and obedient goddaughter.
But what I thought was well-behaved didn't get the warmth I wanted. As soon as I went back, I was deceived by her into going to a man's house, saying that she would make me a child daughter-in-law for his son, and when I saw that she had taken the money and was leaving, I was so frightened that I cried. I took her hand and said that my dad loved me very much and that I could call him if he was short of money, but I begged him to take me away. β
Speaking of this, Qin Xi pursed his lips and choked down the whimper that was pressing down on his throat.
Fu Jincheng's face was gloomy as water, and he reached out to hold her hand, "Don't say it." β
Qin Xi shook his head and continued, "Dad rushed to save me when he received my call, and after returning the family, he gave Xu Wenfen 50,000 yuan, and asked her to raise me well. It was because of his words that I went to high school safely. But this peace also comes at a price. Because during these eight years, she relied on me to blackmail my dad for nearly 500,000.
I hated myself for being my father's oil bottle, but he didn't care, saying that I was raised by him, his daughter. β
When Qin Xi said this, his voice choked.
Fu Jincheng couldn't listen anymore, and held her hand tightly, "Qin Xi, don't say it, okay?"
Her wound was so deep, so painful, he didn't want to tear it anymore.
Qin Xi shook her head again and took a deep breath, she was afraid that if she didn't make this matter clear, there would be trouble in the future.
So, she choked up again, "In order to prevent her from blackmailing my dad's money, I started working in high school to earn money, but the money I earned was far from enough for her expenses." Later, she went to gamble again, owed a full 800,000 yuan, she couldn't afford to be chased everywhere, and tried to borrow money from my dad during the period, but failed.
I thought she would go to a dead end, but I didn't expect her to promise surrogacy behind my back, and lure me on the condition of breaking off the relationship with me. So, I said yes. β
Qin Xi lowered his head, his shoulders began to tremble, and his tears were like floods that opened the floodgates, and he couldn't stop it.
"This is my mother, do you think I can forgive?"
Fu Jincheng grabbed her hand, pulled her hard, pulled her into his arms, and hugged her fiercely.
It seems that he wants to use himself to compensate for these bloody wounds.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked that. β
Qin Xi cried uncontrollably, "I didn't dare to say these things before, because I knew how terrible Xu Wenfen was, and I was afraid that I would become your oil bottle." β
"No, never. Fu Jincheng once again felt that he was a bastard.
"The reason why I brought up this topic that night was not because I wanted to interfere in your family affairs, and it was not because I wanted Xiao Bao to fulfill the fulfillment I had never obtained. β
Her voice overflowed with grievances.
"But I know that your mother used to love you very much, and you care about her very much, and your mother has not given up loving you and Xiaobao to this day. But my mother, she didn't regret it, she didn't care, and she wouldn't make it up. I'm not saying she's right, I just think maybe you haven't made it this far. And I didn't know at the time that she had ever wanted Xiaobao to die. I don't know ......."
Her tears and choked became knives into his heart.
He was also bloody.
"Qin Xi, don't cry. β
As soon as his tone softened, Qin Xi's grievances reached a peak.
The explosive power of turning over old accounts has also soared.
"I'm Xiaobao's mommy, how could I not care about him. But you always keep these things hidden, or you will say half of it, I don't know that there are so many things behind it. But how can you say that I am self-righteous, how can you let me leave your family's affairs alone! And say that I have hurt you again and again! How can you be so excessive!"
Fu Jincheng lost his temper, "It's my fault, I'm excessive! Otherwise, you will also say these words to poke me!"
Qin Xi pushed him away and sobbed dissatisfiedly: "You think everyone is you, so mean!"
Fu Jincheng saw her crying with tears in her eyes, and he was very distressed.
While reaching out to wipe her tears, she comforted: "Yes, I'm too mean and mean, so you can be generous and forgive me, okay?"
He is such a cold and domineering person, and this time he was so soft that he parroted.
No matter how much Qin Xi's qi was, it dissipated.
But warnings are still necessary.
"In the future, you are not allowed to say that about me again!"
Fu Jincheng immediately nodded, "I know what you do is for the good of me and Xiaobao." β
Qin Xi's tears stopped, but his eyes were very red, "That ......"
Fu Jincheng knew what she was going to say, and his eyes returned to the usual unfathomable darkness.
"I can promise you to go see her tomorrow. β
It's just that he went to see her, didn't take Xiaobao, and didn't mention his identity.
Qin Xi knew that this was the biggest concession he could make at the moment, and nodded, "Okay." β
Fu Jincheng saw that she had finally stopped crying, and then sighed and asked, "Are you feeling better?"
Qin Xi looked at him in a daze, what was so comfortable?
Fu Jincheng saw that she didn't react, and couldn't help but sigh again, "Is it better to say the knot in your heart?"
Qin Xi looked straight at him and asked for a long time, "Did you deliberately provoke me?"
"It's not really, I know that Xu Wenfen is causing you trouble again, you must feel uncomfortable. However, the topic you mentioned did touch my bottom line, so I didn't feel good. β
This kind of lose-lose way of talking is really not suitable for them.
"Are you feeling better, then?"
Fu Jincheng pressed his heart, "These can't withstand you crying in front of me." β
Qin Xi's nose was a little sour when he said this.
She took the initiative to hook his neck and said softly, "Fu Jincheng, let's not do this in the future, okay?"
It's so uncomfortable.
"Well, it won't. β