Chapter 365: I Was Never My Father
The letter is extremely short -
"This is the twelfth year of loving you, and the third year of marrying you, very lucky, you can be my wife, very lucky, I can be your husband, but I can't love you for a lifetime!
Zoey, my memory is getting worse and worse, and the doctor said that it will not be long before I forget the people around me, maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow, maybe after I leave this secret room.
I'm really scared, I'm afraid I'll forget you.
I thought I could get away with it,
Pity......
I still can't escape my fate.
Zoey, I may not think of you again after forgetting you, and I may even forget everyone in the family, but I can't let anyone know about this matter, including you! Because I am the head of the Xi family, my mission and responsibility do not allow me to be the slightest vulnerable.
Sorry, Zoey.
I will get to know you again.
Believe me, I will not fail you in this life. β
I opened the other envelopes, all of which were written about Ganshuang, but the time of the first letter was the last one, in the third year of marrying Ganshuang, which means that my father had not entered this secret room for more than thirty years, not only the twenty-seven years that Xi Wei said!
Jing Yu suddenly realized: "No wonder when I was sorting out the relics for the old master, I saw a thick diary next to his pillow, the name on it was Rao Nian, and it should be written about the old family master and Rao Nian, that is, the bits and pieces between the mother of the old family, but that diary was later brought to Finland by Mr. Xi. β
In these letters, he writes about his past with Ganshuang!
Everything was written clearly, and it took me time to find the answer in the last letter.
"I have amnesia, intermittent amnesia, sometimes I remember it, sometimes I don't, I've been doing rehabilitation all these years, but the doctor said my condition is getting worse. Someday in the future, I probably won't remember Zoe again!"
My father had amnesia.
But no one knows the secret.
Including Xi Wei on his side.
He kept it a secret for the rest of his life.
Because he is the head of the Xi family.
He can't show any vulnerability.
So he wrote down the past in his diary!
That's why he remembered how much he loved my mother!
So he never leaves this room!
So he married many aunts after forgetting about Ganshuang!
Later, I met my mother in Wucheng!
But my mother was luckier than Gansian.
Because my father remembered everything he had done with her, but perhaps forgot the secret of the secret room, he buried her with him!
And my mother......
The book called Rao Nian has always been by his side!
In fact, it was my father's treachery that came first!
I asked in a trembling voice, "Only that book?"
Jing Yu asked in surprise, "What does the head of the family mean?"
"He should have recorded everything in his diary, otherwise how could he have survived until now? And it is really not easy to hold up the Xi family for so many years with the memory on paper!!"
"Yes, there are several books, all of which have been taken away by Mr. Xi! The housewife refused to keep Mr. Xi, all of them are in Finland!"
Jing Yu suddenly reminded me: "Family master, there is a CD!"
"Can I play it?" I asked.
Jing Yu left quickly, and after a while hugged a machine that could play CDs, he said that he couldn't see the picture, only the sound!
Jing Yu played, and first came Ganshuang's voice, "Brother Shen Nian, I learned Huangmei Opera at home, how about I sing a section for you?"
At this time, Sweet Frost's voice was particularly young.
With a touch of mischievousness.
A calm male voice replied to her, "Hmm." β
Ganshuang babbled and sang, not very well, she asked him happily, "Brother Shen Nian, am I singing well?"
As if I wanted to get some kind of praise.
The male voice replied to her indifferently, "Hmm." β
Ganshuang complained, "Brother Shen Nian is so indifferent. β
The male voice replied dotingly, "Nonsense, you have always been clear, I just don't know how to talk sweetly, but I have never been indifferent to you." β
Gan Shuang smiled: "Then I know that Brother Shen Nian will marry me." β
"Well, you're the wife I'm going to marry in the future. β
"Then Brother Shen Nian will marry a lot of aunts and wives like your father, if you marry them, I won't marry you!"
The male voice smiled softly, "No, I have never been my father, I know what I want, and you will be my life!
He did make her sad for the rest of her life!
Let her be paranoid for the rest of her life!
Treat her indifferently for a lifetime!
And my father became his father after all!
Then there was a burst of babbling.
At the end of the end, I heard Ganshuang laugh softly, "I don't live up to you, and I hope you won't fail me in this life, otherwise I will never forgive you!" I don't care, Brother Shen Nian, anyway, I will pay you back twice as many cuckolds you will wear to me in the future, I will do what I say!"
Sweet Frost did just that!
Hang out with all the bodyguards on your side!
also gave birth to Xi Zhan.
I hurriedly left the secret room and arrived in the hall, Xi Zhan saw my face full of panic, and he said with a slight expression: "What happened?"
The coffin has not yet been closed, I saw her pale and bloodless face from above, and her young appearance appeared in my mind, babbling on the stage and singing Huangmei Opera to the man she loved, she was innocent at that time, and her heart was full of happiness!
Seeing that I had been looking at Ganshuang, Xi Zhan got up and hugged me into his arms, and I asked her with red eyes, "Xi Zhan, what kind of woman is she?"
Xi Zhan couldn't answer this question clearly.
I put it another way, "What did your father do to her?"
Xi Zhan thought for a while and replied: "I have always been indifferent. β
The man that Gan Shuang loves, in fact, has always loved her, but the memory is not very good, and she fell in love with someone else halfway!
She complained about the man all her life and didn't give him an explanation until she died, so I hurriedly turned around and left to find Sino to get the letter back!
I carefully read the rest of the letter, it was all about the years between Ganshuang and my father, and the most she shouted was Shen Nian's brother, who was as attached to him as she was a child.
Sweet Frost hated for a lifetime.
I also loved it all my life.
But in the end, she didn't understand why her husband, the man who used to treat her so well, suddenly said that he had changed!
At the end of the letter, she wroteβ
"My brother Shen Nian is the most ruthless but gentle and affectionate man in the world, he can pick the Gesang flowers that bloom in Qingming for me from the distant and dangerous Qinghai, he can marry me alone despite his father's opposition, and even when he encounters danger, he always protects me in his arms for the first time, faces the enemy in his soft place, and gently comforts me when I am injured and says it's okay!
He used to be so gentle!
He used to love me more than anything.
But why did you suddenly stop loving again?
I still can't figure out this question, and even on the day he died, I wanted to ask him for an answer, but he didn't give me that answer, and only accused me of betraying the identity of the Xi family's mother!
Accuse me of betraying him!
His accusations are deeply rooted in the hearts of the people!
But it was he who betrayed me first!
It was he who betrayed our love.
He's the one who makes my life so painful!
If he had said from the beginning that this love had a time limit, if he had told me from the beginning that he would quit in the future, if he had never been so gentle with me, I would never have married him!
He lied to me!
It was he who ruined me.
Brother Shen Nian,
You're such a complete bad guy!"
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