These two chapters, I can't help but not write.

Actually, I'm a guy who is easily affected by external factors, which in turn affects the state of writing.

The previous book was borrowed, and this one was sealed, all like a wall, and when it became a code word, it was a particularly uncomfortable obstacle.

But what is the power that allows me to continue writing

There was probably a moment when there would be such a strong hope, and if the reality was like that, how good it would be

This chapter was revised and revised for several days.

From the initial grief, to the disgust of a certain human heart, to the clear principles of heaven, evil has evil retribution, and in the end, there is only a little impossible hope left in the heart, a doctor, please don't leave this world in this way.

Being sick is a very painful thing, and in the process of treatment, I will give the hope of regaining my health to the doctor, which I have deeply experienced this year.

The flu at the beginning of the year was a brick that smashed the freedom and freedom that health brought to me and the freedom to do as I wanted.

This has accompanied me for a whole year with cough, rhinitis, and fatigue, and these words are not just ordinary and common small problems, but in fact, it is these small problems that make my life as uncomfortable as mixed with sand, and I can't sleep at night.

For this reason, I traveled from hospital to hospital and doctor, and every time I took medicine and had a check-up, I was full of hope that this doctor would end the pain caused by the disease.

However, the healer is also powerless.

There are still countless problems in human medicine that have not yet been solved.

After receiving more than half a year of Western medicine treatment, I was at a loss whether I would finally live with an asthma spray for the rest of my life

It's really because of this year, I have been suffering from illness and come into contact with several doctors, whether it is Dr. Lian who is smiling and has a good voice in the respiratory department of the First Affiliated Hospital, or Dr. Lin who is a bit serious and silent in the Department of Otolaryngology of Xiehe Hospital, or Dr. Liu who prescribes Chinese medicine to relieve my symptoms a lot, or even Dr. Lin who has caused me asthma recurrence and dyspnea due to a dose of Chinese medicine in the People's Hospital.

In the process of receiving treatment, we may not see the effect, maybe we are cured, or even worse, but no matter what the situation, I want to believe that they are using their medical knowledge and experience to help us regain our health as much as possible.

I only hope that such a tragedy will not be repeated again and again and again to extinguish the faith and ideals of the doctors.