410: Lin Jingzhi became a monk
In the past few days, Pang Fei and An Yao have been staying in the mountains, and Lin Jing has not been able to leave with peace of mind for a day if they don't get better.
The master would chat with Lin Jingzhi for hours every day, and he didn't know what they were talking about, in short, Lin Jingzhi's emotions rarely appeared as out of control as on the first day.
That's a good thing!
Some things need to be worked out slowly, and some things need time to fade down.
"Guess what, what is the master talking to Lin Jingzhi?" The idle two looked at the closed door and chatted about some boring topics.
Pang Fei guessed that it might be talking about Buddhist scriptures or something, after all, people are masters, and it is impossible to talk about other things if they don't talk about these things.
And only Buddhist scriptures have this effect.
"I suddenly wanted to go in and listen. "In the big dye vat of life, no one can be purely like a blank sheet of paper, everyone is more or less polluted. It is precisely because of these polluted factors that everyone has evil thoughts and demons in their hearts, and they will take the wrong path and turn themselves into another self.
An Yao was moved by feelings, and just said it casually!
The two were chatting, and the closed door behind them suddenly opened slowly, and next to the master, Lin Jingzhi was still standing.
It's been five days, this is the first time An Yao and Pang Fei have seen Lin Jingzhi, her whole person seems to be much more relaxed, and her body exudes a sense of detachment from the world.
Lin Jingzhi walked out of the room as if no one was around, passed by An Yao and Pang Fei, and walked straight in the direction of the temple.
"...... of Silence"
An Yao subconsciously screamed.
People are quiet, but they always feel like they are different people.
Lin Jingzhi stopped, there was no slightest wave on her calm face, her eyes were so clear, her expression was so free and relaxed, the whole person seemed to be in a quiet world without any disturbances and chaos, and everything around her had nothing to do with her.
She said, "I've seen through the red dust and escaped into the empty door, two, please go back!"
Escape into the empty door?
Monk?
This news is really shocking!
Pang Fei really hopes that Lin Jingzhi can get out of his inner demons as soon as possible and return to the previous Lin Jingzhi who is ignorant of the world and kind-hearted, but now it seems to be a bit beyond his imagination.
Lin Jingzhi became a monk, so what about their children, what about her parents? How could he give an explanation to her parents?
And Pang Fei always felt that Lin Jingzhi's decision to become a monk seemed too hasty!
"Jingzhi, think about it again. ”
Don't think about it anymore, Lin Jingzhi has already thought very clearly in the past few days, there is no way to deal with the matter between her, An Yao and Pang Fei, and the best result is what it looks like now.
In the past few days, listening to the master's chanting and chanting of Buddhism, her heart is indeed much calmer than before, and she has also figured out a lot of things.
The so-called troubles and demons are all because people have obsessions and desires, when you are deeply involved, you will never get liberation, the only way is to leave the mundane world behind, and be a Buddhist family who does not care about the world!
The current Lin Jingzhi may not be able to see through Hongchen and fully step into the door of Buddhism, but she already has this determination, so no matter what Pang Fei and An Yao say, it is not enough to change her determination.
There was no need to explain anything, Lin Jingzhi left directly, leaving An Yao and Pang Fei with a back that they couldn't see through and couldn't understand.
"Maybe that's for the best. An Yao saw it more thoroughly than Pang Fei, Lin Jingzhi sacrificed herself to fulfill An Yao and Pang Fei, and also fulfilled herself.
In this way, all three people are liberated, so why not!
Pang Fei sighed deeply, always feeling that Lin Jingzhi had an unshirkable responsibility to become a monk.
An Yao just couldn't look at him like this, "I think you also need to listen to the master's lectures." ”
I never know if I'm tired or not!
This decision to become a monk was made by Lin Jingzhi herself, she made sacrifices and concessions, but at the same time, she also fulfilled herself and freed herself. Who said that leaving home must be a bad thing, looking at Pang Fei's expression, it seemed that Lin Jingzhi had been wronged because of how much he had been wronged.
To put it mildly, "You're narcissistic!"
Pang Fei: ......
"Let's talk about it, what are you going to do about the child?" An Yao took the initiative to bring up this topic, because she knew very well that if she didn't take the initiative to bring it up, Pang Fei might never tell her about the child.
Anyway, the child is Pang Fei's, Lin Jingzhi is already a monk, and the child has no one to take care of, which is really pitiful.
Pang Fei has to be busy with the affairs of the Liushi Group, as well as all kinds of trivial matters of the detective agency and the wild formation army, where is there leisure and elegance to take care of the children's affairs.
An Yao took the initiative to ask about the child, didn't she have the heart to help solve this matter?
But this is just speculation after all, Pang Fei is not sure whether An Yao can even accept himself and Lin Jingzhi's children regardless of previous suspicions.
"Also...... I haven't figured it out yet. Pang Fei swept his head weakly.
An Yao said, "I have thought about it, children cannot live without parents, and children who grow up in single-parent families will be more or less flawed." From now on, I will be the mother of that child. ”
An Yao, is the child's mother?
Is it the mother of Lin Jingzhi and Pang Fei's child?
For a while, Pang Fei couldn't believe his ears, sure he heard correctly?
This doesn't look like An Yao's style at all!
"Why do you keep looking at me and not believing what I say?" An Yao asked rhetorically.
Pang Fei hurriedly shook his head like a rattle, "No...... I just think it...... It's incredible. ”
"Lin Jingzhi can make sacrifices, why can't I? In this matter, all three of us are at fault, and we are all right, we can only say that creation makes people. Now that Lin Jingzhi is willing to sacrifice himself to fulfill you and me, why can't I make a little sacrifice? What's more, the child is innocent, that child, after all, there is still your blood on his body. ”
An Yao's reasonableness and magnanimity really made Pang Fei's eyes shine.
The woman I like is really right, not only is she beautiful, but she is also very kind at heart.
Fortunately, after going around for so long, the two of them are still together!
"An Yao, thank you!"
An Yao didn't accept his thanks, "It's too light, I don't accept it." I'm going to see you in action. Pang Fei, I'm not without desires, on the contrary, I'm very demanding. If you can't satisfy me and can't make my heart move this time, then I'm sorry, I'm afraid I won't give you this opportunity again. ”
Pang Fei understands, Pang Fei understands.
Everything before is in the past, and they are now starting anew, just like two people who know each other again, everything has to start again.
Because of this, Pang Fei wants to thank An Yao, thank her for not giving up on herself in times of difficulty, thank her for being willing to give herself this chance again, and thank An Yao for giving each other a chance to start over.
As An Yao said, such a thank you is too light, too insufficient to express his feelings.
Pang Fei will use practical actions to prove it, and will use reality to tell An Yao whether everything he has paid now is worth it or not.
In the past few days, An Yao and Pang Fei have been missing, they can't answer their phone calls, they don't reply to text messages, and the Lin family's parents are anxious to call the police. There are also Shi Feng, Pang Jinchuan, Liu Xiaotian and others who are anxious together, of course, some people are worried about this, and some people are happy, Liu Xin and Liu Sen wish that Pang Fei would never come back after he disappeared this time.
When the two returned to the rented room, they saw that the room was full of people, including the Lin family's parents, Hong Meixuan, Pang Jinchuan, An Lu, and even Shi Feng and Thief Wu.
As soon as they saw the two of them come back, everyone rushed up in a swarm, asking them where they had been in the past few days and what had happened.
An Yao pulled An Lu and the others aside, she could explain it here, but Lin Jingzhi's renunciation could only be explained by Pang Fei to the Lin family's parents.
She left enough space for Pang Fei and the Lin family's parents to digest and digest it.
"What? Lin Jingzhi is a monk? It's good, she's a monk, won't there be no obstacles for you and my brother-in-law." An Lu is straightforward, although the words are not very good, but the reason is really like this.
Shi Feng is really a little sorry, Lin Jingzhi is a very outstanding talent at work, but it is a pity that he was poisoned by feelings, and finally took such a path, "It's a pity, it's a pity!"
The fifth thief didn't speak, this kind of thing, how can he be qualified to say anything as a bachelor.
Pang Jinchuan kept frowning, and he didn't know what he was talking about.
"Mr. An, come here, I'll tell you something. ”
An Lu watched Shi Feng and An Yao leave together, she had heard about Shi Feng and Shen Ningxin's breakup before she came, she had no thoughts about Shi Feng, but after seeing Shi Feng, she set off a small ripple.
The purpose of An Lu's coming to Haocheng this time was partly for her sister An Yao, and partly for Shi Feng.
She secretly made up her mind to try again!
Anyway, Shi Feng has already broken up with Shen Ningxin, so she is not a third party who destroys other people's feelings now, and she has the right and qualification to pursue Shi Feng.
On Pang Fei's side, after telling Lin Jingzhi's parents about Lin Jingzhi, the two elders were very emotional, saying that the daughter they had worked hard to raise for more than 20 years was deceived by Pang Fei, and they wanted Pang Fei to return them a normal daughter!
"Uncle and aunt, Jingzhi's willingness to let go of her demons is not necessarily a bad thing, at least, she doesn't have to suffer as much as before, you should be happy for her......" Pang Fei just wanted to try to persuade the Lin family's parents to see through the essence of this matter.
The old man's idea is very simple, that is, he does not agree with Lin Jingzhi's renunciation, and firmly believes that Lin Jingzhi is harmed by Pang Fei and An Yao as he is now.
"My daughter is a monk, and you can renew your relationship with your ex-wife, isn't ......?"