Gu Tingchen forcibly took me to the hospital, and the results of the examination did deteriorate, and chemotherapy was needed to maintain the condition.

I refused chemotherapy, and Gu Tingchen taught me with a calm face: "Shi Sheng, the body is the most important, and your hair can grow longer if you don't have it." ”

He thought I was afraid that my hair would fall out and be ugly.

I snuggled into his arms weakly and whispered, "My condition has deteriorated to such an extent that I can't be saved, and I don't want to spend the rest of my life in a hospital bed." ”

He looked at me with moist eyes, "Are you just waiting to die?"

Gu Tingchen's face looked very sad, I raised my hand and held his palm tightly, and said tiredly: "Actually, I am quite tired to be alive." ”

He hugged my arm tightly, "Sheng'er." ”

It's false to say that he is not afraid of death, but I don't want him to feel too uncomfortable, and I know in my heart that he will go to Xiao Wu when he is desperate.

I warned him: "There is something between me and Xiao Wu that cannot be resolved, if you dare to find her, I will dare to commit suicide in front of you." ”

I don't need Xiao Wu to heal me anyway.

Gu Tingchen spit out two words, "Stubborn." ”

I laughed, "You don't understand. ”

Gu Tingchen reluctantly carried me back to Shi's villa, and I slept dizzily in his arms.

When I woke up the next day, my mental state was much better, and the man next to me was still asleep.

He seemed to be sleeping very restlessly, frowning lightly without a moment of relaxation, and I raised my hand to smooth him out.

I went into the bathroom to take a bath, and when I came out, Gu Tingchen was still sleeping, I went over and kissed him on the cheek and said softly, "Thank you." ”

Thank you for his gentleness with me.

I went through so much suffering between him and the other, and now we finally open up and lose to the disease.

Although he gave him this cancer, I don't want to blame him anymore, even if I still think about the lost child in my heart.

If he hadn't killed the baby in my womb, I would be healthy now, and I have a healthy baby.

But there are not so many ifs in life.

I really admire myself and can forgive him again and again, maybe I haven't resisted the warmth of reality after all.

I succumbed to His love, the warmth He gave.

Thinking of this, I feel sad for myself, this life is too lonely, so I want to grasp a little warmth.

Hold on firmly, refusing to let go.

Gu Tingchen, the biggest pain in my life is from you, and the deepest love in my life is also from you, I can't tell whether I want to blame you or hate you, but I chose you after all in this life, and the future road still depends on you.

I hope you don't do anything that makes me sad again.

Maybe I disturbed him, Gu Tingchen woke up.

My lips were still on his cheek, and he opened them sleepily, put his arm around my shoulders and took him into his arms.

The bed was soft, and I was so close to him that his palm was subconsciously placed on my chest.

I felt itchy and avoided his palm.

Gu Tingchen rubbed my face affectionately and asked me in a low voice, "Are we going back to S City?" I asked Chu Xing last night, if I have another operation, I should be able to stabilize the condition, and the new drug they developed has a new direction, and it should be successful in a few months. ”

Gu Tingchen's most common word is should.

There was a hint of fear in his voice.

I hugged his neck and asked, "What about the success rate?"

He pursed his lips and said with difficulty, "Five." ”

The success rate is 5 percent, and if I fail, I won't be able to get off the operating table, so I should gamble on this opportunity.

But what if the surgery is successful?

There is no cure for my disease, and it will drag on for a few months at most.

And the new drug in Gu Tingchen's mouth is very difficult at first glance, how can it be successfully developed in a few months?

The ultimate hope is still in Xiao Wu.

I whispered, "I don't want to have surgery. ”

"Well, then we don't do it. ”

I was surprised, I didn't expect Gu Tingchen to be so easy to speak.

I didn't know at the time that he had made up his mind.

Gu Tingchen and I lay on the bed for a while, he was reluctant to get up, but he still had to get up and go to the company.

After he left, I changed my clothes and drove to the hospital, and when I arrived, I saw that the ward was empty.

I asked the nurse in the room who made the bed.

The nurse said she was transferred in the morning.

I took out my phone and messaged Ji Nuan to ask where she was.

She quickly replied to me: "Chen Shen's apartment." ”

I don't have anything to worry about Ji Nuan and Chen Shen together, I drove back to the company, and it didn't take long for Ye Wan to contact me.

I didn't want to answer her call at all, but thinking that she called me at this point, it should be something that Old Man Ye had punished her, and after hesitating for a while, I decided to fall into the well.

I answered the phone and put it in my ear and asked, "What's the matter?"

Ye Wan on the phone was angry, and she accused me: "Shi Sheng, is it interesting for you to tell my father about the personal grudge between us? What is the difference between you and the little broken child who was bullied outside and went home to complain to an adult? You are naïve, you can't afford to lose, and you are annoyed and angry. ”

I smiled sarcastically and reminded her, "You invited me in the name of the Ye family, how can it be considered a personal grudge?"

Ye Wan was angry, "You are shameless!"

"Ye Wan, the real win or loss is not to fight for a moment, but to solve the other party without blood! Look at you, what can you win except for pouring red wine on my face? If you lose the qualifications of the two heads of the Ye family, you are afraid that it will be difficult to move an inch in the Ye family, after all, the Ye family has other shareholders, although you are the heir of the Ye family, you can't prevent the suppression of people with intentions, you really lost your wife and lost your soldiers. ”

Perhaps when it came to his heart, Ye Wan said angrily: "Shut up! Do you think I'm afraid of you? You just gained power early, and when I take over the Ye family, I will definitely let you lose!"

I asked rhetorically, "Do you have a chance to take down the Ye family?"

Ye Wan: "......"

I reluctantly reminded her again: "Ye Wan, you just can't tell the situation, I told you before, whether it is the Chu family in S City, the Fu family in Tongcheng or the two families in Wucheng Shigu, as long as one of them resists your Ye family, it will be difficult for you to gain a foothold, not to mention that these families are currently in my hands." ”

Ye Wanfa asked me in a stunned tone, "Do you think you can really let those men go against the Ye family for your sake regardless of all interests?" Do you think Gu Tingchen will turn against his aunt for you?"

She still can't see the situation clearly.

I asked her, "Didn't I say I'm pretty? What man doesn't love beautiful women? Who made you look less beautiful than me?"

"Shi Sheng, you are really shameless. ”

Ye Wan turned over and over these words.

I felt bored, and said in a bad tone: "You can try, Ye Wan, Old Man Ye's qualification to remove your person in charge shows that he is afraid of me, he knows that the person who knows the times is Junjie, you don't spoil his Ye family anymore, I advise you to clamp your tail and be a man in the future!"

"Shi Sheng, you are really unreasonable!"

Ye Wan hung up the phone angrily, I thought about what she said with a confused face, who is unreasonable?

I directly blacklisted Ye Wan.

I put down my phone to process the documents, and when I couldn't hold it anymore at noon, Shi Cheng called me.

He said bluntly: "I want to go back to Wucheng." ”

I was surprised and asked, "Why do you suddenly want to go back to Wucheng?"

"Shi Sheng, I want to stare at her. ”

Shi Cheng pointed to the little five in her mouth.

I was naturally overjoyed that Shi Cheng was willing to go back to Wucheng, and hurriedly said, "That's okay, I'll drive over to pick you up later." ”

"Well, I'm going to rent a house. ”

I originally wanted to say that I had a house here, but thinking of Shi Cheng's rejection of the Shi family, I quickly blocked this sentence in my throat.

I picked up the car keys and went to town, driving for three or four hours, and when I arrived, I saw that Shi Cheng had already packed his luggage.

And beside him stood a pale-faced woman, who looked at him with aggrieved eyes, as if she couldn't bear him.

Won't this woman follow him back to Wucheng?

In fact, I can understand Shi Cheng's current situation, one is a woman who looks like Xiao Wu, and the other is a real Xiao Wu.

He also faces the difficult boundary of choice in his heart, but I don't think he should let down this woman who has always been by his side.

But I think it's just that I don't think I'm qualified to say anything in their relationship, it's all up to their own choice.

Shi Cheng carried the luggage into the trunk, and when she was about to leave, the woman said weakly, "Ah Cheng, have a safe journey." ”

She has no humble retention.

She let go of her hands.

But her red eyes told me that she loved the man in front of me, and I couldn't bear it, so I turned my eyes away from her.

Shi Cheng was a little impatient and said, "Well, you go in." ”

She shook her head and said, "You go, I'll watch you go, and when you're gone, I'll leave, I wish you happiness and health in the future." ”

The woman Shi Cheng was looking for was very sensible.

It's uncomfortable to be sensible.

I drove away slowly, and in the rearview mirror I saw that she was standing there the whole time, thin and weakened, until we turned the corner and could no longer see her.

I asked Shi Cheng curiously, "You broke up?"

"You take care of Lao Tzu. ”

Shi Cheng was depressed, I was too lazy to touch the mold again, I took him back to Wucheng and accompanied him to rent a one-bedroom house, at that time he didn't expect the rent in Wucheng to be so expensive, he was silent for a long time and said to me: "You first borrow 3,000 yuan from Lao Tzu." ”

Shi Cheng only had 10,000 yuan on him, so I transferred 5,000 yuan to him from WeChat and asked, "Do you want to find a job in Wucheng?"

He frowned and said, "You transferred me an extra two thousand." ”

I whispered, "Let's return it then." ”

Shi Cheng rented a house and had no money, but he still had to live in the huge Wucheng, so I transferred him an extra 2,000 yuan.

I never thought that Shi Cheng's life was so unsatisfactory, and there were only 10,000 yuan in my body.

But even if he was so poor and troublesome, that woman was once willing to be by his side!

After renting the house, Shi Cheng wanted to look for a job, and he didn't want me to follow him, so I drove back to the company, and I was a little at a loss when I first arrived at the company and saw the man sitting in my place.

I hung my head obediently, and he stood up and walked over to me, and asked in a cold voice, "Have you forgotten what I said?"