"Then Yun'er, tell me, how can I hate you?"

Before Xi Zhan said this, I had always been in a nervous mood, afraid of his attitude towards me, and I didn't know how to explain it to him, let alone how to show him my attitude.

And now, I'm at ease.

Because Xi Zhan's heart has always been me.

No matter what kind of ups and downs we go through, he is sure that it is me.

I grabbed the corner of his shirt and thought about how to respond to him, to dispel his resentment against me, and this time I had to make it clear, and I couldn't end up without a problem like before.

I was thinking in my heart, just as I was about to speak, Xi Zhan suddenly reached out and put his arm around my shoulder to bring me closer to him, I was stunned, and shouted softly, "Second brother, I ......"

Xi Zhan's voice softened slightly, not as cold as before: "I know your intentions for me, I also know your situation that day, and I know that you have no love for Mo Yuanlian, I have always trusted you, but the meaning of Mo Yuanlian to you is no longer so simple." "TV updates the fastest//

Xi Zhan said that the meaning of Mo Yuanlian to me is not simple......

I think that's what he cares about.

Xi Zhan paused and continued: "You care about his safety and his emotions, I don't stop you from coming and going, but it is beyond the scope of what I can tolerate...... Shi Yun, I am your husband, if I don't care about the close relationship between you, then do you think I care about you?"

Xi Zhan was right, he had the right to care about this.

Because he is my husband, he cares about me because he loves me!

I said guiltily, "It's my fault." ”

Xi Zhan turned his eyes to look at me, he suddenly stretched out his other hand to comb my ear hair, I stared at his eyes cautiously, Xi Zhan suddenly smiled and said, "What are you doing looking at me with wet eyes?" Could it be that I bullied you?"

"I'm afraid of two ......"

I paused in a pitiful tone and said, "I'm afraid that Brother Cijing will be angry." ”

Xi Zhan pursed his lips and smiled, "You make me angry like this." ”

Having said that, the contradictions between us are still there.

It's just that Xi Zhan forgave me first.

Could it be that what Tan Wen just said worked?

Tan Wen didn't explain anything specifically, just said that my health was not very good.

Is Xi Zhan worried about my body so he doesn't want to be angry with me?

After all, he still felt sorry for me.

Xi Zhan's slender fingers caressed my cheeks, itchy, but very reassuring, I rubbed his palm and heard him say: "Men and women are jealous, but men are better at keeping it in their hearts, because he doesn't want to look too stingy in front of his wife, whether it's me or Lan Yan, or Gu Lanzhi, we are all the same possessive, but I don't want to restrict you too much, I hope you are clear about your principles, I say so much...... Yun'er, Xi Zhan is an ordinary person of flesh and blood like you, all he longs for is a warm family and a wife who loves him deeply, and he has no restraints on you. ”

This is Xi Zhan's mood, the simplest wish.

And I didn't satisfy him.

I hugged his body tightly and greedily inhaled the breath on his body and said: "It's my fault, I've been avoiding him before, but the second brother told me to do things with a clear conscience, this is the reason why I approached Mo Yuanlian, I didn't put the responsibility on you, I just ignored your feelings while having a clear conscience, so I have always had no fear, so that I got closer and closer to him later...... I've always wanted to treat him as my own family, but if you think about it, he is the one who loves me, how can the person who loves me treat me as a family? How can I let someone who loves me be by my side and obey my husband? So this matter has always been mishandled by me, and it was I who confused what you said from the beginning with a clear conscience, these are the words from my heart!

I've always wanted to tell him, but I didn't have the courage to do that before!!

I took a breath of relief and looked at Xi Zhan's expression, faintly, not angry, but waiting for my words, I took a deep breath and said: "Mo Yuanlian has been treating me in a hypnotic way before, and he also wants me to stay away...... It's what I want...... It's useless to say more, that time on the cruise, before you showed up, he talked to me privately, he said that he wanted to go back to my previous position and be a stranger, he said that when we meet again, the other party will be a stranger, and I agreed to him at that time, but at that time I didn't realize that I would have a conflict with you because of him, and that hypnosis, what I wanted to say was not what you heard!"

Xi Zhan rubbed my head and said, "Those are not important. ”

Yes, Xi Zhan wants my attitude more.

But I still wanted to explain to him: "I found Jin Mo Nian and asked him to hypnotize me again, I want to prove that what I think is not what I said, I remember clearly, I said that I want Mo Yuanlian to be happy, but he has never been an obstacle between me and my second brother, if one day you are in a hostile relationship, I will definitely stand by the side of the second brother without hesitation!!"

I've finally said everything I want to say.

No matter what Xi Zhan thinks, these are the words in my heart!

He suddenly leaned sideways, rested his palm on my back, and gently stroked it and said, "Mo Yuanlian is a master of psychology, it is impossible for him not to understand the problem between us...... Forget it, it's inconvenient to mention him now. ”

Xi Zhan wanted to speak and stopped, and then continued: "At that time, I was also thinking about how to find an excuse to convince myself...... Convince myself not to blame you so much, but I want you to understand that I'm not so indestructible, and I'm sorry to ignore you during this time, but I also have my own struggles. ”

I asked him softly, "Second brother, has you forgiven me?"

Xi Zhan kissed my forehead, which was cool, but very happy.

He reassured me in a shallow voice and said: "It is not only one party who has done wrong in the conflict between husband and wife, you are indeed at fault in this matter, and it is also wrong for me to snub you for ten months without contacting you." ”

I said aggrievedly: "I haven't contacted you for ten months, in fact, I should take the initiative to contact you, because I was the one who did the wrong thing first, but I don't have the courage, mainly afraid that you won't forgive me." ”

Xi Zhan sat up, I also sat up, hugged his neck from behind and rested his head on his shoulder, he held my hands with his left hand and said in a low voice: "We need time to calm down, I also need to recuperate, I also did another thing, I will take you and the child over to see it in the New Year." ”

I was curious about what Xi Zhan was talking about, but I knew he wouldn't tell me.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have said to wait for the New Year.

I specifically mentioned what had just happened and said, "I'm most afraid that you will snub me, and I can bear it after a short time, but I'm ...... I'm not in good health, what if one day I'm gone and can't wait for you?"

Xi Zhan scolded me in a low voice: "Nonsense, it's man-made. ”