The staff at the bank saw me and finally decided to ask me about a plan.

"Miss Ou Ruoxi, you also know that this is the object of a safe in your name, and this time cycle is for a time period of 5 years, and it will expire soon! I don't know if you still plan to keep this safe in this bank, of course, if you need it, we need to do some other surgery to ensure that the valid evidence of this contract continues. ”

"What?"

I figured it out at the time, and I quickly reacted, I thought I had forgotten this thing, but my father opened this safe in my name, maybe he couldn't go at all, remember that this incident came out, of course I know these things, for me, this is the most important thing in my life, and it is also the most profound thing I remember.

So I'll be nodding when I look at it.

"I'm sorry, well, I may have forgotten a little, can you please bring me this contract to show me the original, because this time has passed relatively long, and I also need to know some contents, so I have to recheck the principle of this matter, and also to admit this key and a password?"

"Oh, no, you just need to use this facial recognition, which is the most advanced system of our banking system, so the words are like a modern intelligent voice. ”

I looked at him, I thought about it for a while, and I decided to make a move on this matter, because I don't know a lot of things about me at all, and today is the first time I have opened this place.

"Oh, then open this contract and show it to me, and after reading it, I'll decide whether or not to stick to it, so I can't give a definite answer right now. ”

The bank immediately took the contract and told me to sign it, and then I immediately opened the safe, and I suddenly found that the safe had more of my sister's appearance when she was a child, and there was a very deep red music box in that place.

Oh my God, my mood is speeding up so fast, this thing makes my hands tremble, this thing is my deepest and deepest part, this is one of my favorite pink English songs of all time, I really didn't expect it to be here.

And I don't even open this thing, I seem to open it when I open it.

But in the end, I still made up my mind to open it, and when I opened this music box, there was a very beautiful thing inside, which was a pair of bracelets, and this bracelet was a pair, it was a dragon and phoenix Chengxiang, and a lot of colorful rainbows were outlined on it, and there were a lot of very beautiful details.

I opened this bracelet of dragon and phoenix Chengxiang directly to take a look, and I engraved a few words through the back of it.

One of the bracelets is engraved with a lifetime couple.

The other bracelet is engraved with a white head.

Yes, this was when I was 16 years old.

Luo Jin once went to France, and had already brought me a pair of bracelets back, at that time, I told him to get me those bracelets made by French artists anyway, but he seemed to really forget, after I came back, I was very angry, I was so angry, I didn't plan to pay attention to him, because for these things I have to take him, as if I have no place in his mind, so I don't seem to have said a word to him for a few days.

And at that time he was very angry, and kept coaxing me, with a very obvious kind of affection or kept amusing me.

"Is there anything difficult about this? But it's the handicrafts made by these artists, let me tell you, our group also has a special design for this, what's the big deal, I'll go to the company group to find a mold like this, I'll make a pair of bracelets for you, can you make a box of bracelets, let me tell you, my bracelet is absolutely unique and unique in this world, okay?"

I was still so angry that I wasn't sure what it was, I just looked at him with a look of disdain.

"You, you're going to brag, what else are you going to say if you brag, this thing may have been given to me, you won't make those handicrafts at all!"

"I'm telling you that I'm really not bragging, aren't we developing so many jewelry designs in our group now?

And this Luo Jin is really very skillful, and although design is not his main business, and the concept will not be one of his special things.

However, he is actually very good at depiction, and he portrays all those woods very well, and it is very vivid, and I remember when I was very young my mother saw that he was so reluctant to learn those English literary things.

However, it must not be enough care, but I took these things to do a lot of carving.

Later, such a strange thing about him, we often took him to a children's cultural palace to give him special training in this area, specially trained him in the modification and training of art in this area, and his ability to carve in this area was only regarded as a habitual hobby of his childhood over time.

But now that I have regained my affection, I even have some doubts about his ability, because after all, it is something that is built on it, and if you want to carve a bracelet now, and it is completely in the atmosphere of an artist, this difficulty is very difficult to obtain, and I almost think that he is bragging.

Later, he really went to the group to make an original design, and made this plan, and personally bought raw materials, processing and production, which can make a very good thing, I was already a little superstitious at that time.

At that time, I ran to the back and told him.

"Alas, then I looked up some content on the Internet, I heard that it seems that you can't give someone else those bracelets, especially if you are not a lover, if you send a bracelet will also be imprisoned by the other party for a lifetime, then I don't think it's very good, we are not lovers now, what do you give me this bracelet?

But he smiled happily, and thought it was a small thing at all.

"I tell you that I don't care if this kind of thing is given to any hunter, I can't be a girlfriend of this thing, who am I going to give it to, I am my own favorite thing, I tell you, didn't you say that I can't make a hand at all? I don't know if you want to make it, I like to engrave these words on it, you have a good look at where my strength is, so that you worship me even more!"

I don't know why he carved it so directly, I only knew that he carved a poem at the time, and I never thought that he would tell this lifetime and a pair of white heads are inseparable.

There are a lot of things to do with him, and there are a lot of busy things in this matter, especially when some problems on the company's side need to be dealt with by him, and those also need a handover order, so he may have been even busier since he came back from studying abroad.

I remember when I was 16 years old when I was also going to take this high school exam, you were the busiest time for me to take the graduation exam, and I had forgotten these things a lot of the time!

I thought he would forget, I forgot, I thought they had never made this bracelet for me, so I forgot about it for a long time, but it was just something in my heart, and they said I didn't do anything.

After all, this pair of bracelets should be given to a hunter, so I and he are not a pair of lovers, what did he give me, and especially the bracelet of the dragon and phoenix Chengxiang, in the end, only if it is given to a true lover.

But I didn't expect this thing to appear in this music box, with such a form presented in front of me, I gently stroked this bracelet with my fingers, and said, to be honest, this bracelet is really not very good-looking, very clumsy, it is indeed just a sibling, if you use an artistic atmosphere to discuss, this hand is basically impossible to have such a big hand.

But this is his heart, he was the love dream of me, I don't know why, if he had such a situation with me, why didn't he give it to me for so many years? I kept it in such a way and in such a hidden way.

Later, when I came back from the bank, I didn't go home immediately, I went straight to the mall and bought some delicious things, I bought a very, very big cake, and I bought some candles, and I bought some fruits, and I bought some salads, and I bought all these delicious sweets.

In fact, the cash on my body is really very limited, and he controls me very strictly, generally speaking, he will calculate every penny of my money clearly, and will not let me have extra money.

And he will give me a credit card, will give me this thing, it is one of his accounts, in fact, no one knows, this card is impossible to reflect at all, and no one knows at all that the identity of an eldest lady like me has not exceeded 10 yuan all day!

Although my grades are very good for me, and I was about to be recommended to be a translator because of this plan, I have a lot of things in this person, and I can reach an excellent level, but the school scholarship is not given to me at all.

Because the school's scholarship was directly transferred to Luo Jin's account, everyone felt very happy at this time, so I don't have any room to get money now, the most important thing is that I can't go outside to work, in fact, I originally wanted to go to Meituan takeaway, go to a café, be a waiter and so on to earn some tips, but this is all within the scope of his prohibition.

So I'm really a rich lady in the eyes of others, but I'm really poor, I have to bargain with her for everything, I actually have to bargain with her for everything, I actually have to do it in many cases, I never want to open my mouth easily, because I think my self-esteem is still there, my self-esteem is not allowed to open my mouth easily, that is, it has reached a very critical point, and I will do those things when I have to.

And sometimes even this kind of self-deception I will feel very subconsciously avoid this, I am a classmate to see that I wear every day is that kind of top luxury, but who knows, these things are just a package, I just have the right to use such things, and this kind of thing does not have a final decision.

So I have to please Luo Jin, sometimes I get this money quietly, and the reason for this money is that it is because of my mother, I don't need to fight for more opportunities for my mother, because my mother can't wait any longer.

Over the years, my relationship with him has gradually become a real relationship, losing the beautiful situation we once had, I really thought that the relationship between me and him would always become like this, and never go back to those good old days.

Sometimes he is very happy, sometimes he will give me some money, let me count it and play, and after counting, he will not keep any money left in my hand at all, and take all the money away, and he is very cynical about this situation, all watching me have made a meaningless blow to my thing.

"However, looking at you counting money is very professional, this is the happiest time for you, and it is also the time when you can be most motivated, when will you really earn your own money, when will you be able to have your own independent side? I really think you are very pitiful. ”

At first I felt really uncomfortable, I really wanted to take a kitchen knife, so I wanted to chop it up, or hold a lamp and crack it and smash it, and then I didn't want to do it anymore, even if he asked me to do it again, I thought about it as a kind of indifference, I didn't plan to look like it at all, I had any idea to think of a way.

Later I realized that there were some things I had to do, for example, while I was sleeping, I secretly took out a few hundred dollars from his backpack, and he didn't have a lot of cash?

So sometimes he doesn't know, I take out the money from his wallet, sometimes he doesn't particularly pursue it, his wallet often doesn't exceed 500 yuan, and it doesn't matter how many I take.

In fact, sometimes I should really feel that I should be very decent, I should be very dignified, I should not take his money, I should live the life I want, I should live my own life of work, but I don't know why I still take it, because I really have too much money to spend, whether it is to buy materials for school or buy nutritional products for my mother, I need some normal pocket money consumption.

So I don't necessarily have to go out and swipe my card everywhere, but once I swipe something, what I buy, what I eat, the other party now knows it clearly, every place and every link of my is clear, just like a bill, one is one, I just have nowhere to escape in front of him.

Of course he made me a canary in a way like money, and this canary was really beautiful, but what I really didn't want to do was go, because I had nowhere to escape, I don't know why, I imagined the sky flying, my sky was very wide, and I didn't have a motivation to fly past at all.

So far, all the cash I have now will not exceed 500 yuan, sometimes I am very uncomfortable, I am sometimes really in a bad mood, I deliberately gamble without swiping the card I just want to eat with cash, as if it is called this name, what is it, I want to tell him in this way, I am deliberately hungry.

Sometimes I didn't spend his card for two days in a row, and he thought I was hungry when I was in school, so he would occasionally call me and ask why I didn't touch the money in my card.

Of course, this is just my very childish behavior, and later he also knew that I had some cash on me, and I would go out to eat, and then I realized how childish my behavior was, in fact, what is the difference between this thing, isn't every penny on me his?

What else can I prove if I spend his money, can I prove that I am so arrogant? These things are really funny, if I really had money, I really wouldn't have left here, but I really can't go, this is the same infinity, which is binding all my freedom.

I still bought myself a cake today, and this cake is not very big and creamy, it should still be the kind of chocolate I like the most Black Forest flavor, a palm is big, it is 20 yuan.

I live on this staircase, I eat slowly, bite by bite, I want to say happy birthday to myself, it's my birthday, I know I can only celebrate myself in this way, maybe no one in the world remembers my birthday anymore.

I was eating one bite at a time, thinking about my past life one bite at a time, I felt that I had lived a lifetime, how should I go down in this life, I don't know, now I know that I will live one more year, I want to muster the greatest courage to follow my parents and grow up happily.

I went to visit my mother.

When I arrived at the hospital, I saw my mother still sitting there like a vegetative person, without any emotion at all, in a daze, without any change.

The waiters were serious about feeding my mother, and I saw that my mother was really calm today, as if she didn't seem to be particularly happy at all.

Sometimes I wonder if my mother's deeds have turned gray, whether there is no trace of any color.