Chapter Seventy-Nine: Because of Love

Go to danger and luck is unknown, ruthless and rather bear the beauty idiot.

Even when they meet each other, patience makes Yi only live his life.

Everyone has a different understanding of love, so when faced with the choice of love, the choice made is also different. In this situation, you can accept it in the name of love, or you can reject it with the obsession of love.

In the face of Liu Xinyue's confession, Ye Hengmu stood upright, but a huge wave was set off in his heart!

Is Liu Xinyue's love wrong? Is her approach wrong? From Liu Xinyue's point of view, there is absolutely nothing wrong! Not only is there nothing wrong with doing anything for the person you love, but it also makes this love selfless and even great! Like a moth to a fire, knowing that it will be doomed, but for the sake of that inch of light, that ray of warmth, there is no hesitation!

At this time, Ye Heng was like that fire, in the face of the moths who were desperate for love, could he bear to burn? Burning the moths in the flames also burned himself!

The atmosphere in the room instantly froze, and the quiet pin drop could be heard. All I could hear was the restless breathing and the sound of their heartbeats. After a long time, I heard Ye Heng slowly chant a love poem. Ye Heng's meaning has been expressed in the poem: for the unknown danger, you can face it calmly, but for the deep affection for the beauty, you can only refuse it ruthlessly. Even if we met before I had no lover, in the face of the current situation, in the face of the next battle of uncertain life and death, how could I accept you so selfishly, in case I went to the Yellow Spring, how could I bear to let you be alone in your life?

It can be seen that Ye Heng understands very well why Liu Xinyue did this. It is precisely because of understanding that they will refuse. Even though he couldn't bear it in his heart, Ye Heng still chose to refuse, although he knew how difficult it was to make a girl make up her mind to make such a choice! Even though he knew how heavy the pain of such a refusal was for Liu Xinyue, how could he be so selfish as to ruin the happiness of a girl's life for the sake of his life and death duel, which was only five or five percent? What's more, this girl is not the person she loves with all her heart, there is no doubt that she loves him, for this love, and for morality, Liu Xinyue chooses to pay willingly, what a lovely and respectable girl this is!

However, in the face of such a good girl, Ye Heng really can't accept it! If he doesn't accept it, it's not that he is not moved or emotional, as long as he is a man, in the face of such a good girl, if he is not tempted, then he is a fool and a fool; if he is not emotional, then he is a stone! Ye Heng is not stupid, he is not stupid, he is not stupid, let alone a stone, but he still refused. Because, if you accept it, it will be unfair to Liu Xinyue!

Liu Xinyue's starting point, from a woman's point of view, is not only not wrong, but also great, even praiseworthy! Every woman has the dream of staying with her loved one, and every woman has the determination to have children for the life she loves, but the cruel reality does not leave enough time for Liu Xinyue to continue dreaming, so she retreats to the next best thing and has to face her true heart!

If you change to another man at this time, ask yourself, do you accept or refuse? There may be many people who will choose to accept, and some people will even be happy, and the beauty of the spring night will return, only complaining about the short night and hating the morning. It's just that have you ever thought about what Liu Xinyue will do in the future if you choose to accept it?

If Ye Heng wins the duel and resolves the crisis, how will Liu Xinyue and Ye Heng deal with the relationship after that, and how will they face the emotional entanglements after that? Everyone knows that Ye Heng loves Zhou Sisi deeply in his heart, but Liu Xinyue has Ye Heng's flesh and blood, after the matter calms down, how does Ye Heng face Zhou Sisi, how does Ye Heng face Liu Xinyue, and how to deal with the relationship between the three of them? If she marries Zhou Sisi as her wife, she conforms to her love, but she will live up to Liu Xinyue's true feelings; if she marries Liu Xinyue in order to be responsible, how will she face Zhou Sisi, whom she has always loved deeply? How will Liu Xinyue face a man who does not love herself, but she gives everything for him? How will she face the person she loves deeply but wants to enter the palace of marriage with someone else? Or the person she loves deeply marries herself only for the sake of responsibility, but she loves another woman deeply in her heart, how can Liu Xinyue's heart be happy? Therefore, if Liu Xinyue is accepted, Ye Heng is destined to feel guilty for the rest of his life!

If Ye Heng loses in the duel and loses this battle, how will Liu Xinyue face the life of the second half of her life? A girl who has been living in the rivers and lakes, suffering from the indifference of the world, finally has a stable foothold, but she is unmarried and has children, how can she face the cold eyes of the world, how to face the mouths of the people? People are terrible, and a mouthful of spit can drown her in the great waves of the world! Moreover, what a huge pressure it is to let a helpless girl raise a small child to grow up, and is she capable of resisting this pressure, and even if she resists, how many people can bear to let her grit her teeth alone with her thin shoulders? What's more, for an unmarried girl with a child, how can she pursue the happiness of marriage in the second half of her life?

It was precisely because of these thoughts, and because Ye Heng could sign the sun and the moon with this heart, that he finally decided to reject Liu Xinyue's affection.

Ye Heng's refusal, in his opinion, is a long pain is better than a short pain, even if for the time being, Liu Xinyue may not be able to figure it out, will resent him and hate him, and will not even forgive him for a long time. But compared to making Liu Xinyue suffer for a lifetime, Ye Heng still chose to refuse now.

Before Liu Xinyue came, she had thought of thousands of possibilities, and even blushed and heartbeat for these possibilities, but she never thought that she would be rejected by Ye Heng so quickly and directly! This kind of rejection deeply hurt her self-esteem, made her angry, and made her feel inferior, but she had heard Ye Heng's poems, but she understood Ye Heng's good intentions.

"The falling flowers are intentional, and the flowing water is ruthless!" Liu Xinyue sighed and continued: "No matter what, I will live here tonight, you won't still refuse, right?"

Ye Heng didn't expect Liu Xinyue to be so persistent, and he didn't expect her to be so affectionate, and his heart couldn't help but ache! If you are a smart person, if your emotional intelligence is still online, you can't continue to refuse at this time.

Any woman, if she is determined to do something, you can only obey, once stopped, it is hard to imagine what unreasonable things she will do. After all, staying overnight is not the same thing as having a piece of flesh and blood. Of course, it can also be seen as a test to test whether Ye Heng's body will betray his heart.

Fortunately, Ye Heng was still smart, not only did he not continue to refuse, but took the initiative to step forward, gently hugged Liu Xinyue's slender and slender waist, and said in his mouth: "Xinyue, it's hard for you, sleep." ”

In the dimness, she couldn't see Liu Xinyue's face clearly, so she only heard her low "um" in a nasal voice, then turned her back to Ye Heng and slept in the same bed. It's just that the hearts of the two people on the bed are beating so fast, and in this silent night, it is even more sonorous and powerful. There is also a deliberate distance between the two, as time goes by, the heartbeat of the two gradually flattens, this empty distance makes both of them feel uncomfortable, and I don't know who moved their bodies intentionally or unintentionally first, and finally the two leaned together tightly, at this moment, their hearts were full of deep satisfaction.

In the silent night, in the quiet room, two people who could not be calm lay in each other's arms, although neither of them could sleep, but they both pretended to be asleep, trying to control their panicked heartbeat, trying their best to calm their mood, and try to make their breathing as even.

Ye Heng sniffed lightly the fragrance coming from Liu Xinyue's body, and the arm holding her waist couldn't help but tighten, not heartbeat, but emotion! What a good girl, if I had known Liu Xinyue before Zhou Sisi, would I have fallen in love with her? Ye Heng asked secretly. He found that even he didn't know what the answer would be to this question. But he suddenly realized that if he quietly hugged this girl for the rest of his life, what a happy thing it would be! Such a thought flashed through his heart, and he couldn't help but put his arms around Liu Xinyue, increasing his strength a little.

Liu Xinyue's change in Ye Heng naturally felt it clearly, an inexplicable sweetness in her heart, a twist of her waist, and leaning against Ye Heng's body, immediately came from her back The thick feeling of Ye Heng's strong muscles and the warmth of Ye Heng's body temperature also came, which made her feel very safe and at ease. In the dark, the corners of her mouth were lightly raised, her breathing became soothing, and quietly, unconsciously, Liu Xinyue fell asleep.

Outside the window, the bright moon is like frost, the wind is like water, so the clear night scene is so soft and moving, tonight, how many people will be drunk into the night, and how many people will be sweet in sleep.

The next day, as soon as the sky was bright, Liu Xinyue, who had slept contentedly, woke up, and when she turned to look at Ye Heng, she immediately met Ye Heng's round eyes, and couldn't help but blush, her cheeks turned red, and she quickly lowered her head.

"You...... You're awake. Liu Xinyue murmured softly.

"Well, wake up. Ye Heng moved the arm that was pressed under Liu Xinyue, and said with a bitter face: "Xinyue, can you let my arm out, it's a little numb." ”

Liu Xinyue noticed that Ye Heng was holding his waist and arm, and was pressed down by his body, so he quickly got up and got out of the way. Ye Heng hurriedly pulled it out, rubbing it with his other hand while moving.

This poor arm was pressed hard by Liu Xinyue'er for a night, and she didn't move. Although Liu Xinyue is graceful and graceful, and her body is light, but the light grass crushes the thin camel, and no matter how strong her arms are, she is also flesh and blood, how can she press all night? Although she wants to move, but seeing Liu Xinyue sleeping so sweetly, Ye Heng is afraid that moving will disturb her sleep, and he can't bear to wake her up, so he can only endure it, and the pain is only understood by those who have experienced it, and of course, the affection in it is only clear to those who have experienced it.

Thanks to Ye Heng's hard work and pushing blood, he didn't stop all night, even so, the arm holding Liu Xinyue, while enjoying the warm fragrant nephrite, was also firmly pressed all night, which was really a true portrayal of pain and happiness. Now that he is finally free, this fortunate and unfortunate arm is still numb and stiff, as if it is not his own.

Seeing Ye Heng's painful expression, how could Liu Xinyue not understand what was going on. At first, I was distressed, and then I felt inexplicably sweet in my heart, and I wanted to help stretch out, but I was a little embarrassed. I don't know if girls are like this, bold and generous in the dark, and shy and reserved as soon as the day dawns.

"Is your arm okay?" asked Liu Xinyue with concern.

"Oh, it's okay, it's okay, it's fine. Ye Heng hurriedly waved his arm, indicating that he was fine.

"You deserve it!" Liu Xinyue glared at Ye Heng and said pretending to be fierce.

"Uh......" Ye Heng opened his mouth and didn't know how to answer.

"That'...... Then I'm gone. Liu Xinyue's expression suddenly fell lonely, and she said quietly.

"Well, I'm going to start my retreat tonight, take care. Ye Heng responded awkwardly.

Liu Xinyue stared at Ye Heng closely, her eyes were red, and her tears couldn't help but flow down, just when Ye Heng was at a loss, Liu Xinyue suddenly stepped forward, kissed Ye Heng lightly on the cheek, and then turned around and got out of bed and flashed out of the house, leaving Ye Heng alone in a daze.

On the last day before the retreat, Ye Heng simply let go of all his thoughts and had a good time with everyone, and the entire Fengbing Pavilion was full of laughter and laughter throughout the day, and everyone was happy. Although no one said anything, everyone knew that this might be the last time everyone would get together, so everyone opened their hearts and enjoyed the last happy hour. Liu Xinyue is also like a person who has nothing to do, drinking and laughing to her heart's content, but the sadness in the corners of her eyes can't be melted away.

A bowl of wine with a brother, and soon, most of the people sitting were drunk. No one cares why they get drunk so quickly, they just hold their breath in their chests, and they don't drink a few large bowls of wine happily, and the depressed breath never melts away. Everyone was drunk, laughing, shouting, singing, putting aside everything and indulging, indulging this wanton youth, indulging this life without regrets.

Standing in the corner of the hall, looking at this situation, Liu Xinyue was sad, and said silently in her heart: "After many years, it should be a beautiful day, even if there are thousands of styles, who can you talk to?"