(20) The first separation

Ling Feng didn't like to listen to Su Mu tell him any big truths, so when Su Mu said these words, he actually didn't listen to them much, and it was not even an exaggeration that when she finished, he didn't even have the impact of half a word left in his mind, and his only focus was Su Mu's tone.

I don't know why, he just felt that Su Mu's tone sounded very comfortable, although it seemed that she was blaming him, but no matter how he listened to it, he felt that she was coquettish with him. Although he has always liked Su Mu's mature and sensible appearance, occasionally seeing her who is very mature and generous in front of others and being coquettish in front of him will bring him a very strong sense of satisfaction and pride, so he began to expect Su Mu to be able to show this often, in this way, he can prove very well that in her heart, he is different from others.

He remembered Su Mu and him very clearly, and several of her previous boyfriends had told her that there was no sense of existence around her, and she always felt that she didn't need them. He didn't feel this way when the two of them were first together, but the more he got along, the more he realized that there didn't seem to be anything wrong with those people.

He didn't feel that Su Mu needed him so much.

She was so tired during the Chinese New Year, but she never asked him for help, he took the initiative to ask to go. When he is not busy, he rarely takes the initiative to call or send him messages, and he is almost always asking what she is doing. Whether there is a problem with her health, work or family, she will not take the initiative to seek his help, or even take the initiative to tell him. When giving gifts, you must pay attention to a gift exchange, even if it is a thing that is bought for her, she has to buy something to make up for it.

He understands that this is because she doesn't want to owe him anything, and hopes that the two of them can talk about an evenly matched relationship, not just one party paying. But as a man, although he is still old, he also wants Su Mu to trust him and have the ability to take care of her, so that he can find a little value in her body to exist by her side. But Su Mu can solve everything by himself, and he won't even talk to him if he's unhappy, and he doesn't want to cause trouble for him after being discovered, so his existence is to fill a scene for her, so that she can show others that she is a woman with a boyfriend?

How can this be called love? Is this what love is like this in the world of Darao?

He didn't want to believe it was true at all.

Just as Ling Feng was thinking about this, Su Mu had already finished his words and was waiting for his response, but he didn't expect that he didn't say anything after waiting for half a while, so he turned over with great effort and said to Ling Feng head-on:

"What are you doing, I'm so close to you and you're still distracted, are you underwhelmed?"

As early as when Su Mu turned over, Ling Feng had already come back to his senses, and he was still a little worried that Su Mu would quarrel with him because of this matter, but he didn't expect that Su Mu's tone was not the same as when he quarreled before, but the same tone that he had just blamed him for. So he put his mind at ease, hugged Su Mu a little, and deliberately hugged her so that she almost couldn't breathe, and then said to her:

"I'm close to you, but I miss you so much. ”

"As soon as you have a mouth, you may have deceived many girls. ”

"I've said sweet words to others, but it's really strange, those deceptive words, I don't come out of you. ”

"You're a liar!"

Su Mu was so gesturing that he wanted to bite Ling Feng's ear. However, her current posture and the environment she was in limited her attack ability, so she didn't have to struggle, she was directly pressed under Ling Feng.

When he got up the next morning, Su Mu felt that he was really going to be sour, and the initiator was watching her snickering from the sidelines, so angry that he felt the urge to suffocate her with a pillow.

On the way to work, thinking that Ling Feng was leaving at noon, Su Mu couldn't help but start to get low. Ling Feng noticed Su Mu's mood change, but he himself was not in a good mood, let alone how to comfort Su Mu, so he could only hold her hand all the time and didn't let go for a moment. After arriving at the mausoleum, almost all the work was done by him, even if Su Mu insisted, he didn't let her move half a point.

Su Mu looked at Ling Feng's busy figure, she didn't know why she suddenly felt a little uneasy, and then she remembered the last time she saw Ling Feng's mother, Ling Feng's mother and her, Ling Feng was at home, she never let Ling Feng work, and she didn't even need him to wash her clothes, but he was here to help Su Mu work.

When he first heard Ling Feng's mother's words, Su Mu still felt that there was nothing, and even felt that it was all Ling Feng's voluntariness and had nothing to do with her at all. It was only now that she felt that in fact, she had always underestimated how much Ling Feng liked her, she took everything he had paid as a matter of course, as a bargaining chip, and used it in exchange for her love for him, but until now, she couldn't think of what she had used to repay him for this kind of dedication, and she had been trapped in those things that had happened before, and she hadn't come out of it, and she had been using these things to hurt Ling Feng.

She didn't do anything to love him, and she had been using Ling Feng's feelings for her to constantly hurt him, was she really worthy of being loved by him like this?

With such thoughts, Su Mu's whole person looked even more depressed. When Ling Feng came back from finishing his work, he saw Su Mu like this, and thought that it was because he was leaving, and she was unhappy, so he ignored the three chapters of the previous agreement with Su Mu, sat next to Su Mu, hugged her in his arms, and tried to comfort her:

"What's wrong with you, wife, I've done all the work for you, why are you still unhappy?"

"Ah, you're done, then I'm ......"

Su Mu didn't want to talk to Ling Feng about this matter, so she immediately wanted to divert the topic, pretending not to be aware of Ling Feng's problem. However, Ling Feng was not stupid, as soon as he saw Su Mu like this, he knew that she must have something to hide from him, so he forcefully pressed Su Mu, who wanted to leave, and said to her as if he was angry:

"Are you trying to lie to me again, okay wife, I know you don't want me to go, so I don't want to go either, but I also have to go to school, and I'll be fine later, and when I can support you in the future, we won't have to separate." ”

Su Mu was still worried that he would not be able to stand up to Ling Feng's questioning and come out with the things he didn't want, but he didn't expect Ling Feng to put his thoughts on Su Mu's head, and then began to comfort Su Mu. Su Mu didn't know if she was lucky or what, and she didn't know whether she should be happy or what, anyway, when Ling Feng said this, her heart was mixed, and she hesitated for a while, but she still decided to follow Ling Feng's wishes.

"But it's really going to be a long wait, you haven't graduated yet, you still have to go to university, you still have to go to Japan, and it will take at least six years before we can be together. Six years, it's really a long time. ”

"What's the matter, you're afraid you won't be able to wait?"

"Not really, after all, ......"

Su Mu originally thought, after all, she had never planned to get married, even if she waited for the breakup to come, it would not affect her, she was already ready to break up, but just when the words were about to come out, she immediately realized that if these words came out, the damage to Ling Feng would definitely be very deep, so she immediately changed her words:

"After all, you still have six years to reach the legal age of marriage, and I can't get married even if I want to get married now. I just think that if we are so far away, it is equivalent to leaving each other for a new life, in that case, we will definitely have more and more gaps, I am afraid that we will not like each other at that time, and we will keep a promise and delay each other. ”

"So, I've been thinking a lot now that I'm not going to Japan. I really feel uncomfortable at the thought of separating from you, it's okay now, we're not far away, I can come back and see you when I miss you, but if I go to Japan, I won't be able to come back for a while, I can't accept it. ”

Ling Feng's eyes were a little sloppy when she said this, as if she had fallen into her own thinking, and when Zheng Su Mu immediately realized that Ling Feng should have really thought about this matter, not improvised, and wanted to make Su Mu happy, which made her immediately nervous, and she couldn't care about thinking about her own thoughts, and immediately tried to change Ling Feng's thoughts, so as not to let him think about anything by himself under this dangerous premise.

"It's all decided to talk about things, and your future is almost determined, how can you change it at this time. Besides, I have already thought about the major I want to study in Japan, and if I don't talk, it will be a lot of trouble to do next. Also, I'm not a person from the past, and I'm kind enough to remind you that it's really important to choose a major you like, you see that I was forced to learn this major, and I don't like it at all, so I haven't been engaged in anything related to this industry, and I've wasted my four years in vain. ”

"But what's the trouble, so that I can be closer to you, and you don't have to worry. ”

"Nonsense, if your family knows that you don't go abroad because of this, what do you think of me? Besides, do you think our relationship can't stand the test?"

"No, I just want you to be close to me, and every time I can see you, I can feel happy. ”

When Ling Feng said this, his attitude and tone were very sincere, which made Su Mu's heart startled, and he felt both happy and terrified.

She really felt very happy, Ling Feng was able to love her like this, but it was precisely because he loved her so much that it suddenly brought her a lot of pressure.

She can't afford such deep love.

Su Mu unconsciously lowered his voice, not knowing how to respond to Ling Feng. And Ling Feng seemed to know that she was very embarrassed, and continued to say to her:

"Wife, I know you think I'm old, nothing, and unreliable. But I really like you and don't want to lose you. All the efforts I make now are to be able to take care of you in the future. You have to believe me, in all my plans for the future, all of them are you, and I can't imagine how I will live without you now. ”

Then you should be more firm in your current choice, choose what you love the most, and you can work hard for it. I don't mind waiting for you to grow up, and I don't mind being thousands of miles away from you, as long as you have me in your heart, I can wait for as long as I want. ”

"Well, why do you want you to be naΓ―ve, you can't be naΓ―ve? ”

Originally, the atmosphere was quite affectionate and sad, but after Ling Feng said this, Su Mu felt that all his affection immediately turned into a cloud of smoke. So she immediately flattened Ling Feng's arms, desperately trying to bite him to death.

The two of them were making trouble like this, and it was time for Ling Feng to go back. At this time, Li Chao also came to work, so Su Mu discussed it with Li Chao, let him look at the store for a while, and sent Ling Feng downstairs by himself.

This was the first time Su Mu had sent Ling Feng away, in the past, even if the two of them wanted to leave together, it was Ling Feng who sent Su Mu away first. So Su Mu was really a little uncomfortable, and when she was waiting for the taxi to come, she didn't know what she was going to do.

Ling Feng didn't seem to be very comfortable, except for hiding Su Mu behind him all the time, for fear that she would run too far away and cause some danger, so he didn't do anything else, and it wasn't until he got into the taxi that Su Mu reacted and wanted to hug Ling Feng one last time.

But at this time, Ling Feng had already gotten into the car, and it was quite troublesome to park here, so Su Mu hesitated for a while, and finally suppressed his idea, just waved his hand to Ling Feng through the car door, goodbye.

Ling Feng sat in the car and kept looking out of the window, and when he saw Su Mu standing outside watching him, he immediately took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Su Mu, telling her to go back quickly and not freeze outside. But until he couldn't see Su Mu, Su Mu kept standing in place, which made him shake his mind again.

Let him leave Su Mu is absolutely impossible now. So if Su Mu broke up with her later because he was going abroad, or because he couldn't be by her side, he would definitely give up the opportunity to go abroad and stay by Su Mu's side no matter what.

Compared with Su Mu in the future, there is really nothing to compare, if there is no Su Mu in the future, then he would rather not have anything.

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