"This kid is not, it's not what, your parents work hard, you have to be grateful, you can't say anything rebellious, you can't be disobedient, listen to me in the future, your father also said, hand it over to me, don't you remember? ”

As he spoke, he seemed to touch his tears.

"This hard work, no, you just said three, three children, then this mother-in-law is tired!"

"Listen to your mother-in-law. ”

"It's hard to take care of children, how hard it is, in the future, you have to be filial, you have to be filial to your parents, and you have to be filial to your mother-in-law, you know?"

"It's so small, can you understand?"

"Education can't be late, let her know early, know early, and better bring it in the future, and also know that she feels sorry for her mother-in-law and her parents' efforts. ”

"That's it, it's ......"

"Kind of makes sense. ”

……

Such a string of gossip words, mother-in-law received all kinds of praise and praise, and felt that mother-in-law was hard work, and she would be filial in the future, Xu Yu didn't speak, but occasionally nodded blindly when others touched their heads and said.

Xu Yu was very puzzled in his heart.

Obviously this is not the case, why?

But when asked again, Xu Yu also seemed to acquiesce to the sentence "I was naughty and fell".

Because whenever others ask, Xu Yu is like a mother-in-law who was robbed when she just woke up, the words in the words, "can't say a big rebellion", "gratitude" what, Xu Yu thought of Xu Meng's pi bones that were opened, and the mother-in-law who was talking about Xu Meng's rebellion, ungrateful and unfilial.

Xu Yu didn't dare to freeze when he thought of that scene, let alone speak.

When her mother-in-law mentioned her parents again, she thought of herself and Xu Meng trembling in the corner when her parents beat and scolded, and the various noisy sounds heard on her back were also Xu Yu's nightmares.

It also made Xu Yu have nightmares, and he was even more alarmed (nervous and panicked).

Xu Yu and Xu Meng are both afraid of that sentence, "disobedient to your parents", if she doesn't bring her mother-in-law, she is more like a threat and a bad person who has adults educating children.

Xu Yu and Xu Meng don't have a deep concept of bad guys, as if they are the impression of a fierce uncle who is not a good person, but they say that their parents are like the existence of a demon.

As soon as they said the word "parents", Xu Yu and Xu Meng were so scared that they couldn't do it, it was a demonic existence that they didn't dare to touch, as if they followed Xu Yu and Xu Meng to minority, Xu Yu's adulthood may also follow for a lifetime, and it is difficult to get rid of the shadow and psychological pressure.

What Xu Yu only learned from that incident was the truth of her mother-in-law's "don't meddle in your affairs, take care of yourself".

This principle has also invisibly become one of the major standards and guidelines for Xu Yu's work.

It may be too small, and it is difficult to correct the memory after it has been learned.

So now Xu Yu is even more distressed about Xu Meng's current and current situation, she feels that Xu Meng must be very painful, very painful.

The day I said it hurt, and the day I hugged my head and cried with that.

Xu Yu still hasn't said a sentence, that is, "You hurt more, more pain than me." ”

Thinking about it carefully, Xu Meng was beaten like that and thrown aside, I'm afraid that I will only have to wait for my mother-in-law at seven or eight o'clock in the evening.

After her mother-in-law dealt with Xu Yu's hospitalization, she went home to find Xu Lei to go home, and then she could take care of it when she entered the door, and she could take care of it with charity.

And it was not dark when he was beaten, but the sun had set, and then the mother-in-law went in to take care of it, and in these two or three hours, it can be imagined that Xu Meng had to experience a little dark night, and every skin cell in his body woke up to feel the pain of exploding from the pi bones.

Xu Yu thought about it and felt that Xu Meng was becoming more and more pitiful.

A child who is so young, estimated to be about seven or eight years old, is so small.

But I was suffering from unbearable pain from others, and I woke up in pitch black, which was a certain feeling (in the countryside, I don't turn on the lights until it was dark), as if I was wrapped in darkness and helplessness.

And the body is in pain and can't move forward, so I am coerced, looking forward to it, crying, praying, when the light comes, someone can be saved.

But no, nothing.

It may be painful to faint and be surrounded by darkness again, and even if you resist, the pain of moving is more likely to come from mosquitoes attracted by the smell of blood......

……

Unthinkable.

I don't dare to imagine it.

Xu Meng was abandoned like that for three or four hours to be "rescued" by the way, her inner feelings, that psychological area.

Xu Yu thought that this might be the reason why Xu Meng became more and more silent later.

She has become a well-behaved, characterless, expressionless "monster".

Sometimes there is praise, and I feel that the quiet is not disturbed, how ironic.

It's even more that she herself is occasionally fired for overnight dinner, the kind of old thing, and the rebellious words and the incident of stealing money that day that she talked about after dinner.

As if the verbal incident was like a brand that could not be left, since that day, a mother-in-law intentionally or unintentionally mentioned "freaks", "cheap embryos", "poisonous hearts", and "fake good people".

Sometimes she shouts "the one who makes the show", "the one who performs" or something.

reminds her that she is a child who is inconsistent on the outside and has a lot of bad ideas in her heart.

Sometimes Xu Yu was thinking, shouting like this, saying so casually, but Xu Meng, who didn't refute and had no expression, was like a shell like a walking corpse.

The blooming of the pi strand that night, perhaps because of her distorted personality, and the vivid Xu Meng at that time had been stifled with that flowering experience, or that Xu Meng, who had expectations for her relatives and what ideas to express, or the emotions she needed, was si, si.

There were no signs or signs coming, and the new her, like the nickname she came about, was a new and fleshless herself.

As for why Xu Yu was taken to the hospital, Xu Meng was left alone.

Xu Yu was puzzled at the time and didn't dare to ask.

Just listened, and learned all kinds of care matters taught by her mother-in-law, and followed the rehearsal to apply medicine to Xu Meng or something.

It is estimated that the medicine was also bought by Xu Yu Hospital by the way, or bought it the next day.

Xu Yu remembered asking Xu Meng when she was alone, pointing to her pi bones, "It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts

At that time, Xu Yu cried when she looked at Xu Meng's pi bones several times, and she knew for the first time that a person's pi bones could be beaten like this, and it turned out that the "flowering" was opened like this.

It hurts to watch, and Xu Meng definitely hurts even more.

It's just that Xu Meng responded, she forcibly supported her body and touched the gauze and bandages on the back of Xu Yu's head, and asked in a small voice:

"It hurts, it hurts...... No, no, no".

Xu Yu didn't understand this at the time.

She asked Xu Meng if the pain was a thing, why Xu Meng touched the back of his head and said that it hurt.

But I'm better injured, and I'm much better with medicine.

"It doesn't hurt, you hurt, you hurt, you hurt more. At that time, Xu Yu replied.

Xu Meng still repeated the phrase "it will hurt, it will hurt, it will hurt...... it will hurt" several times.

Later, Xu Yu understood what Xu Meng's "no, don't ......" meant, and also understood why her mother-in-law didn't take Xu Meng to the hospital in the first place, preferring that she was in pain and took a few days off from school or to the hospital.

But he took Xu Yu to the hospital!

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